LYRICS — “Better Without You” (Nyah Vosse)

[Verse 1]
We were just kids, runnin’ wild, chasin’ sunsets and new cities,
No rules, just freedom, late nights and bad decisions.
Then love pulled us in built a whole new life I never pictured,
Thought we’d last forever, couldn’t see the cracks in the mirror.

[Pre-Chorus]
But somewhere you drifted, turned quiet, turned cold,
Secrets in your phone, stories you never told.
You said I was trippin’, said I made it all up,
But you were packin’ your bags while I was still showin’ up.

[Chorus]
Now you say, “I tried, but you pushed me away.”
While you were plannin’ your exit, I was beggin’ you to stay.
You broke my heart in silence, left me lost and confused,
I only wanted you now I’m shattered, tryin’ to choose
How to pick up the pieces of a love I thought was true.

[Verse 2]
I gave you my trust, everything I had in my chest,
But loving you was work while you gave me the rest.
I kept tryin’ to fix us, kept holdin’ on tight,
But you let go easy didn’t even wanna fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
You disappeared slowly, just faded from view,
I kept askin’ “What’s wrong?” but you already knew.
You told me I was crazy, that I was doin’ too much,
But you were halfway gone, I just didn’t wanna judge.

[Chorus]
Now you say, “I tried, but you pushed me away.”
While you were plannin’ your exit, I was beggin’ you to stay.
You broke my heart in silence, left me lost and confused,
I only wanted you now I’m shattered, tryin’ to choose
How to pick up the pieces of a love I thought was true.

Written by AugustBlue and Timothy Horton
Performed by Nyah Vosse
Produced by AugustBlue
© 2025 Timothy R Horton 
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[Verse 1]
It’s okay, they say I’ll be fine someday
But I wake up, roll up, and fade away
OJ and ashes on my nightstand
Dreams in my head that I can’t stand
Been lost, stuck inside my room
Old friends talk but they don’t come through
Text me like they care, but I know they don’t
Say they wanna chill, but I know they won’t

They say I been changin
I just been vacant
I don’t pick up calls, I’m too faded
Family ask about school, I fake it
Tell em I’m good but I hate it
Every night I just overthink
Look in the mirror, can’t even blink
Feelin’ like I’m floatin but I’m drownin
Smilin but the pain still shoutin

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of always waking,
Same old thoughts, my heart still aching,
Maybe I been growing too fast, yeah.
Feels like I’m floating, but I’m breaking,
Losing sleep, my hands still shaking,
Maybe I been stuck in the past, yeah.

Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah, yeah.
Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah.

[Verse 2]
Baby, I’m a burnout, mom says slow down
But I light up just to calm down
I been high since last weekend
Tryna stop my brain from speakin
Old friends act like they know my pain
But they just want clout from my name
You can break my heart, just don’t break my pipe
I’ll still be numb by the end of the night

I’m awkward, can’t say much
So I pour my heart in a paper cup
Post a song when I feel too low
Then delete it, don’t want ‘em to know
People fake, they shapeshift fast
Swear they real, but it never lasts
And I wonder if I’ll make it
If I crash, will they play this?

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of always waking,
Same old thoughts, my heart still aching,
Maybe I been growing too fast, yeah.
Feels like I’m floating, but I’m breaking,
Losing sleep, my hands still shaking,
Maybe I been stuck in the past, yeah.

Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah, yeah.
Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah.

[Outro]
I can’t stay too long
You’ll forget me when I’m gone
If you ever feel alone
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