Lyrics:

Listen, yah

Let’s take a moment to decipher, inquire 
I got real desire, I’m lighting the wire
Bout to take off like rockets
Yeah that’s right, so sock it
Haters comin’ saying I’m fake 
Fake lyrics, fake flows, fake stakes
But keep feeding me fuckers 
Cuz that shit just make me more great
All my lyrics me, all my passion me 
All my fucking life, it’s me! (Me!)
Inside is an unleashed beast 
A lyrical villian, gonna make ya bleed
Run for the hills and increase your speed (ya speed)
Cuz soon you’ll see, soon you’re gonna believe (yeah)
My pronouns her and she 
That’s for all you creeps who wanna misgender me
Fuckin dweebs, underestimating, fat shaming 
Think you’re elevatin but you just flamin’
Going down crazy and my guns blazing so flee (flee)
No one ready for the hole I’m bout to punch in the industry (no one ready)
Then you’ll understand, cuz this bitch in demand (demand)
Imma creator, pen to paper magic maker
Gonna dig a crater, dump in all the haters 
Seal it up and see ya pussies later (see ya)
Cuz I’m here to stay
And there’s ain’t a fucking thing ya gonna say (no way)
But wait there’s more 
This a collab and it’s drippin real cold
So let’s go
Bonfires and Battles, didn’t you know? 
(Yo)

Look!
Uh! It’s over now it’s time to get cracking
On every line I’m dropping bombs like I’m Bin Laden
Bitch I been swaggin fire spittin ten dragons (uh)
Life can be a crazy ride keep your shit fastened (yeah!)
Nobody know you like the six Jackson (ha!)
And I been spazzing killing beats bout to toe tag em’
Why you rap about these cars if you don’t have them?
Cap in your rap running thru like it like I’m Bo Jackson (ooh)
Ya all no action and I’m on verbs 
Imma bout to double up and puzzle ‘em like crosswords (yo)
You made the wrong turn 
After I spank you I’m gonna thank you cuz you had to learn 
It’s Battles

Yeah 
You had to learn (learn)
Respect is only earned (earned)
Taking the bull by the horns
This the reason I was fucking born
And never once did I fall 
Cuz now I’m here, standing tall 
Y’all about to see
Just how real this shit is for me (Yai)
So let’s go
Cuz it’s time for the show
This ain’t me from six months ago (nope)
Now its all sick flows, spotlight strobe

Didn’t you know?

Now you do

Showtime

SHOWTIME (feat. Mark Battles) (prod. By 300 South)

Lyrics:

This one about to get real personal
So if you listen, I appreciate it

You think it's time we had that talk
Even though what I wanted was to walk
With you into the sunset
A future full of promise
But I guess it was just a pipe dream
Gotta give you credit tho
You never told me differently
Honesty is rare, albeit brutality
But still, it fucking hurts like a knife in me
You said it's time to let me go
At those words my heart broke
And my blood ran cold, eyes lost control
Tears flowed and I tried not to show
But suppose I shoulda fucking known
Good shit like this ain't never gonna last
Just another goddamn thing come to past

Over two years coming through February
A relationship that was apparently temporary
But to me it became everything
The brunt of feelings I was carrying
I'm not tryna put you down
I'm not tryna break your crown
This just expression and what I gotta say
Now Imma be single on Valentine's Day

I think about our hugs and our kisses
I think about our fun times and our blisses
I think about it all and I really fucking misses
Gotta say tho, you were good to me
Gotta say tho, you treated me respectfully
But despite your best intentions
You still blindsided me with your discretion
Only a few damn weeks gone by since then
Even though shit feels like it never really ends
I put on some Adele and slip away
And cry alone to hello someone like you and stay
Wait that's a Rihanna song, eh fuck it anyway
Point is you real hard to get over
But at least I'm doing it sober
My only addiction is holding this music closer
Cuz that's the only thing keeping my composure

Over two years coming through February
A relationship that was apparently temporary
But to me it became everything
The brunt of feelings I was carrying
I'm not tryna put you down
I'm not tryna break your crown
This just expression and what I gotta say
Now I'mma be single on Valentine's Day

Starting to realize shit was never meant to be
And I know we weren't gonna be eternity
Cuz as I look at things realistically
You were always there for me blessedly
So it's time to move on
Cuz I'm sick of sad love songs
I'll never forgot you though
Maybe we can be friends down the road
But I don't fucking know

(I don't know)

Over two years coming through February
A relationship that was apparently temporary
But to me it became everything
The Brunt of feelings I was carrying
Im not tryna put you down
I'm not tryna break your crown
This just expression and what I gotta say
Now Imma be single on Valentine's Day
And that's okay

Yeah
It's okay

Single On Valentine’s Day (prod. By 300 South)

Produced by Kinfolk Jon 
Mixed by JRip

Follow me on IG https://www.instagram.com/bonfiresmusic/

Heart So Cold (feat. Lil Xan) (prod. By Kinfolk Jon)

Lyrics:

Ayo come on ladies let's go (Let's go)
Give them skinny bitches a show (A show)
Cause only big girls got the flow
BBW stands for big body whoa
They all watching eyes bugging out
They fixing to ride off our clout
But that ain't what this shit about (Nope)
BBW stands for big body wow
First verse coming up now
(Coming up)

Time to get popping
Get the vibe going no stopping
City in the six big body whip
They be smiling rainbow lips drip
Tongue with the flick (Flick)
Ya know it's a trip (Trip)
Swinging those hips sick styling wink
Barkeep rollin with the drinks
Wine drops whiskey on the rocks
Strawberry daiquiri frozen through the top
(The top)
Ya know what they say
Big girls is all we want all day
Or is that what I say?
Don't matter fucking gold either way
Thick thighs on my face tonight (Tonight)
So yes please take me for a ride (A ride)
Cuz I never felt more alive

Ayo come on ladies let's go
Give them skinny bitches a show (A show)
Cuz only big girls got the flow
BBW stands for big body whoa
They all watching, eyes bugging out
They fixing to ride off our clout
But that ain't what this shit about
BBW stands for big body wow
Second verse coming through kapow

Hey look over there I see some haters
We're not here for any invaders or debaters
They ain't worthy of our time now or later (Uh uh)
So kick their asses out with the other fucking dictators
(Kick 'em out)
I'm a big bitch ya know ya can't handle it
Only a real woman got this so park your stick
My flow smooth like buttermilk quick
(Smooth)
Got that sexy smirk rainbow lips drip
Daydreaming when I get her text
She wanna slide through
(Slide)
Work out stress
I'm ready babe come get this hot mess
We'll fuck it out till there's nothing left
Drake say he obsessed with thick women
And I agree
(I do)
Cuz that's all I wanna see
Some think I'm fucking crazy
Well they be alone
While I'm chilling with my ample baby

Ayo come on ladies let's go
Give them skinny bitches a show
Cause only big girls got the flow
BBW stands for big body whoa (Whoa)
They all watching eyes bugging out
They fixing to ride off our clout
But that ain't what this shit about
BBW stands for big body wow
Third verse ready for chow
(I'm ready like right now)

We gonna go for some brunch
And then stop somewhere for lunch
Call it a hunch
All you fuckers bout to get dumped
Thick bodied lovers
Now get under my covers
Take me to a world unlike any other
Bright colors in my mouth just smother (Smother)
I can take the heat
Cuz girl you so goddamn sweet
(So sweet)
I can take the heat
Cuz girl (yeah girl)
You so goddamn sweet
(You a real treat)

Big body whoa yeah let's slide
Big body whoa you got the vibe
Big body whoa
(Damn like whoa)
One helluva ride
(Choppa)

BBW (prod. By New Boy Beats)

RED EYES, my second album released 7/1/22

Queens (feat. Kali Bella) (prod. By MaddDoggMadeIt Beats)

My spin on the Handsomer open verse challenge 🔥🔥🔥
Mixed by Ty The Truth

HANDSOMER (Remix)

#rap #hiphop #femalerapper #newyorkhiphop #longislandhiphop #femaleartist #lesbianrapper #tattoos

Lyrics: 

So I'm a rapper
And I gotta change up my look
Get more tattoos
Maybe on my face
Then I'll really be in the game
Hold up, what am I? Insane?
(In the membrane)

Doing the music thing for over two years
Gotten some boos, gotten more cheers
Yeah I'm fucking different and I make that clear
This sick beat bumping in your ears
Doing the music thing for over two years
Gotten some boos, gotten more cheers
Yeah I'm fucking different and I make that clear
This sick beat bumping in your ears

I been called crazy, fat and lazy, spacey
Laughed at, spat at, no future hazy
Shitty flow, crappy lyrics, voice shaky
So what should I do?
Get tattoos on my face maybe?
Nah, I don't think so baby
No shade on the ink though
I love that shit you know?
Artistic form of expression
Aesthetic since it's inception
Women with tats so fucking hot
Thick inked ladies just hit the right spot
And I got a few right here on my arm
But that ain't what this is about
Once I'm up I'll silence your doubt
Even if I have to fucking shout
Not going chasing for clout

Doing the music thing for over two years
Gotten some boos, gotten more cheers
Yeah I'm fucking different and I make that clear
This sick beat bumping in your ears
Doing the music thing for over two years
Gotten some boos, gotten more cheers
Yeah I'm fucking different and I make that clear
This sick beat bumping in your ears

Refuse to change that's what I say
Ain't seeking no one's approval today
I am who I am, don't like it? Don't stay
Cause the fucking door is that a way
Butch, stud, dyke, screw a label
No category fits for what I bring
To the table
More tats though
(Hmm)
Yeah I'm able

Doing the music thing for over two years
Gotten some boos, gotten more cheers
Yeah I'm fucking different and I make that clear
This sick beat bumping in your ears
Doing the music thing for over two years
Gotten some boos, gotten more cheers
Yeah I'm fucking different and I make that clear
This sick beat bumping in your ears

Tattoos On My Face (prod. By RickkBeatz)

See You In Utopia (prod. By Tony Scott Beats)

Metaphors (prod. By Vinsaned)

Party@8 (prod. By Tony Scott Beats)

#femalerapper #femaleartist #feature #collaboration #longislandhiphop #newyorkhiphop #sexy #siren #banger

Girl, I saw you from across the room
I knew you were looking at me too
From the moment you came in
There were goosebumps on my skin
And a switch turned on from within
A she devil in ripped jeans and timbs
Purple hoodie embroidered blue around the rim
Her eyes looked black in the smoke and lights
But as she passed, they came alive
Somehow though, it wasn't the right time
So I let her go by, but there was definitely a vibe
Cause her arm brushed against mine
I smiled knowing the time was coming soon
Where I'd take her by the waist
And things would get hotter than a Houston saloon
But for now I'll wait, for that taste
Yeah for now, I'll wait for that taste
Oh how my body aches

Girl, are you there?
Cause I smell you in the air
Musky cologne and sweetness yeah
A feeling like this so rare
But I'm under your spell
And to my knees I have fallen
My blood pressure is rising
And so plays the song of the siren

The siren

As the evening moves along
Everyone's watching what's going on
But my eyes are only on her
The world around us just a blur
So with that I move closer
Because I can no longer resist
I need to be kissing those lips
I need my hands on her hips
Baby please come and take this
And so she turns around
I'm in front of her now
Captivation and stimulation
Except, here's a new revelation
She's gone
Was it all my imagination?
Damn, what a manipulation
I'm just saying

Girl, are you there?
Cause I smell you in the air
Musky cologne and sweetness yeah
A feeling like this so rare
But I'm under your spell
And to my knees I have fallen
My blood pressure is rising
And so plays the song of the siren

The siren

Song Of The Siren (feat. Just E!) (prod. By RickkBeatz)

#femalerapper #femaleartist #longislandhiphop #newyorkhiphop #spitfire #banger #newsingle #newsong

Yeah
Listen up
And maybe you'll learn something

I'm about to go dummy on this shit
Dial up the flier miles on it (on it)
Looking at me, saying who dis bitch?
(Who dis?)
She actually think she got bars to spit?
You goddamn right cause I got grit (got it)
So sit your ass down and take a sip
On that cheap Twisted Tea drip
While I'm serving up these Hennys
It might cost me a pretty penny
I ain't saying I got plenty
'Cause I don't cap in my raps
(I don't cap)
And my image may not serve to many
Then you hear what I gotta say
And I'm like a fucking semi
(Fucking semi)
All these rappers with their false clout
Flashing their rentals and counterfeit out
(What?)
But you know what's real? The doubt
'Cause that ain't what they really about
(No it ain't)
I speak from the heart and soul
Real shit that alot are afraid to show

I'm not here to be a trend
I'm not here to play pretend
This is who I truly am
(Who I am)
And that's on God, till the end
(To my end)
I'm not here to be a trend
I'm not here to play pretend
This is who I truly am
(Who I am)
And that's on God, till the end
(To my end)

I'm never lazy with this shit
If I was you would hear it
(Hear it?)
Now I'mma go demonic
A problem you can't solve it
(Solve it)
Lot of these mainstream rappers
Sounding like hooked on phonics
(Duh)
While real talent gets stomped out
Ain't that fucking ironic?
(Ain't it?)
No one knows good music anymore
Mumble rap and auto tune getting open doors
(Huh?)
Should I be like that?
Yeah sure
And betray all I am to the core
(All I am)
Drop it to the floor
Quit and work nine to fives
Or five to nines
Be a slave to the clock
Strap on the backpack of heavy rocks
That represent the metaphorical roadblocks
(Yeah)
And once I'm old and ready to die (die)
Once my life has passed me by (by)
I'll tell the young kids about all my regrets
How I let the doubters win, match and check
(Check)
How I was too afraid to grow a set
(Grow a set)
Yeah, that's real inspiring crap
They'll go real far with that
(Take it)
So right now I'm making a change
I'm bringing my own rules to the game

I'm not here to be a trend
I'm not here to be play pretend
This is who I truly am
(Who I am)
And that's on God, till the end
(To my end)
I'm not here to be a trend
I'm not here to be play pretend
This is who I truly am
(Who I am)
And that's on God, till the end
(To my end)

Maybe I'm just stuck in the moment
Maybe these days I won't really own it
Maybe I just should give up
(I should)
Maybe being real ain't enough
This shit is hard dawg
They all wanna break me dawg
So whatchu think dawg?
You ever wanna stop dawg?
And stay in a redundant life dawg?
Yeah, you probably do
But not me
And that's the god's honest truth
Now get me in the fucking booth
It's time to spit
Yeah, spit on all you tools
(Fucking tools)
You been served
(Bitch)

SPITFIRE! (prod. By Studio 152)

#femalerapper #femaleartist #longislandhiphop #newyorkhiphop #spitfire #banger #newsingle #newsong #happymothersday #mothersday #mom #dearmama #dearmom #mother

Mixed and mastered by Drollic 🔥


Thought I'd throw it back
On this old school beat
Tell you a little story about me
You see my mama she's a real queen
Since I was a baby
I been blessed with this lady
Yeah
It was hard as a kid
Had many challenges I did
When I just wanted to give up
But my mother never let me slip
She raised me with pride and dignity
With a love so unconditionally
My dad we lost when I was young
Her husband, her soulmate, her number one
He's my guardian angel up above
But here on earth, its you mom
'Cause after all my storms
You were the calm
My dad, my angel up above
But here on earth
After all my storms
My calm, yeah it's you mom

Dear Mom
My rock, my best friend
My ride or die through the end
Dear Mom
My hero without a cape
You don't need one
For someone so truly great
Just know
You are appreciated
Just know
You are appreciated

You always been there for me
You always believed in me
You always took care of me
You really are heaven sent
My mama you were meant
Through the darkest times
Through the tears in my eyes
Especially when I wanted to die
You told me I could survive
When my anxiety is on high
When my depression makes me cry
It's only on you I can rely
So, mom, this song is for you
As a thank you for all you do
Happy Mother's Day
To the most wonderful lady
Yeah, happy Mother's Day
To one helluva lady
You know why?
'Cause she really is
Ma, you saved me

Dear Mom
My rock, my best friend
My ride or die through the end
Dear Mom
My hero without a cape
You don't need one
For someone so truly great
Just know
You are appreciated
Just know
You are appreciated

My dad, my angel up above
But here on earth, its you mom
'Cause after all my storms
You were the calm
Yeah, my calm
My dad, my angel up above
But here on earth
It's my mama's love
And after all my storms
She's my calm
Yeah, it's you Mom

Sincerely, me

Dear Mom (prod. By Andyr, daiboigetro & UPNORTH)

#queerrapper #queerartist #longislandhiphop #newyorkhiphop #lgbtqartist #halloween #halloweenmusic #halloweensong #spookyseason

Lyrics:

Night falls on All Hallows' eve (eve)
Kids skipping with their candy and glee (glee)
But here is what I really see (see)
A white mist overtakes the scene (scene)
This will become more than my dreams
So monsters come and take me

Yeah this my time of year
All things spooky, far and near
Haunted souls make me cheer
Ghosts and goblins ain't my fear (my fear)
I open my arms to let it all in
Don't worship the devil
But I'll take the sin (the sin)
Cause tonight is when I win
Freaks let's go, time to live (live)
It ain't gothic or mythic
It ain't a treat or a trick (trick)
It's who we are, so suck it!
(Suck it!)
Samhain, roll out the carpet!
(Carpet!)
No we ain't larping
And ya better run
Cause you the target

Night falls on All Hallows' eve (eve)
Kids skipping with their candy and glee (glee)
But here is what I really see (see)
A white mist overtakes the scene (scene)
This will become more than my dreams

So monsters come and take me (take me)
Yeah monsters come and take me (take me)
Vampires come and drain me (drain me)
Spirits come forsake me
My soul already tainted (tainted)
Free will, Imma take it
(Yeah!)

Flames to the left and right
Hellfire is the only light
Yes what a lovely sight
Sorry children this isn't for you
(Nope)
Take your candy and costumes too
We wish you no harm
Go back to the stars (stars)
Red turns the color of my arms (arms)
Badges of honor are my scars (scars)
Lost Boys, demons of the night
Poltergeist, they're here alright
Psycho, the shower scene
Killer dolls named Chucky
Freddy Krueger, finger knives
Michael Myers, the babysitter dies
There so many more horror classics
But, I'm running out of time

Night falls on All Hallows' eve (eve)
Kids skipping with their candy and glee (glee)
But here is what I really see (see)
A white mist overtakes the scene (scene)
This will become more than my dreams
So monsters come and take me
Yeah monsters come and take me (take me)
Vampires come and drain me (drain me)
Spirits come forsake me
My soul already tainted (tainted)
Free will, Imma take it

(Uh!)

Halloween, let's embrace it

(Embrace it)

Halloween Night (prod. By Guy Beats)

#synthwave #dance #pop #queerartist #independentartist #newyorkartist #newsong #newmusic

I see sounds all around
Acid tripping, purple clouds
Flashing lights, blind me now
Vibrant colors, paint the town
I see sounds all around
Acid tripping, purple clouds
Flashing lights, blind me now
Vibrant colors paint the town

Give me it all, as I drown
Give me it all, as I drown

Close my eyes, feel the breeze
I am flying through this dream
This is where I'm at ease
So may the devil take me please
Journeys like the amazing race
Running through time and space
I can no longer feel my face
A pulsing heaviness in its place
Vibrations fill my chest
Sucking wind becomes my breath
Do I have nothing left?
Do I have to clean this mess?
Maybe it's for the best
No, I refuse, that's not what's next
Pop another, welcome the buzz
My skin starting to feel like fuzz
Whites of eyes as I go up
Please and come fill my cup
I need more, it's not enough
All I want is your love
Together our hands fit like gloves
Prince sings about crying doves
As I go higher than the Lord above

I see sounds all around
Acid tripping, purple clouds
Flashing lights, blind me now
Vibrant colors, paint the town
I see sounds all around
Acid tripping, purple clouds
Flashing lights, blind me now
Vibrant colors, paint the town

REM, in a deep sleep
Foggy, walking through the streets
No one here to save me though
Once again, I'm on my own
REM, in a deep sleep
Foggy, walking through the streets
No one here to save me though
Once again, I'm on my own

Hit the ground going fast
Oh so fast I shatter glass
All is a blur as I go past
My destination one last chance
To take the night and turn it bright
Cause I can no longer fight
Just let the trip keep me high
Oh so high and through the sky
And if I release I will die
Hold on,, what is that I see?
An angel coming to rescue me?
Or a demon whose saved a seat?
Cause I'm coming down like trees
Losing my grip on ecstasy
Close to hell, where fire breathes
My soul cracks and the world goes splat
Body to the floor, severe impact
Spots and dots as I lay flat
I cannot move so I think back
To easy times, childhood and snacks
Even last week with my cat
All I wanted was your love
Together our hands fitted like gloves
But no I was never enough
Not your diamond in the rough
I suppose that's just too tough
So now I am at here at rock bottom
Yes I do have serious problems
And It's only up to me to solve em'
Not right now though
I just rather be forgotten

REM, in a deep sleep
Foggy, walking through the streets
No one here to save me though
Once again, I'm on my own
REM, in a deep sleep
Foggy, walking through the streets
No one here to save me though
Once again, I'm on my own

I see sounds all around
Acid tripping, purple clouds
Flashing lights, blind me now
Vibrant colors, paint the town
I see sounds all around
Acid tripping, purple clouds
Flashing lights, blind me now
Vibrant colors, paint the town

Maybe this isn't the end
And maybe I don't need you again
Time to stop playing pretend
Shut you out and return to send
Find my voice and scream it loud
Give me it all, as I'm found
Find my voice and scream it loud
Give me it all, as I'm found

I see sounds all around
Dancing on purple clouds
Flashing lights, lead me now
Vibrant colors, paint the town
I see sounds all around
Dancing on purple clouds
Flashing lights, lead me now
Vibrant colors, paint the town

Give me it all, as I'm found

I See Sounds (prod. By Lonz Kid Music)

#querrapper #longislandrapper #newyorkrapper #upcomingrapper #rapper #independentartist #independentrapper #rap #hiphop #longislandhiphop #newyorkhiphop #newsong #newmusic #newsingle #cancer #cancerfighter #cancersurvivor #noonefightsalone #leiomyosarcoma #cancerawareness #fcancer

This song is intense, powerful, passionate and uplifting. I wrote it while I was in the hospital recovering from surgery. I wrote it for not only myself, but for anyone who is fighting cancer right now or has a loved one who is. I wrote it for everyone who has passed away from cancer and to honor their memory. I’m hoping this song inspires people and gives them comfort in any way and know they’re not alone, to know YOU’RE not alone. This song is for me as much for me as it is everyone else ❤️🫂


Cancer is something 
That has damaged so many lives
It’s like the devil living on earth
And a war going on inside your body
You’re fighting to live 
It’s fighting to take that life away 
I’m in that battle myself 
But I’m winning  

August 2023 things drastically changed
I was diagnosed with cancer
Though early stage
Still the worst news of my life 
All I kept thinking was ‘am I gonna die?’
Cancer’s a death sentence right?
(Right?j
What’s the point in trying to fight?
(Fight)
I only got a small chance to survive
But I pushed on (on)
Chemo treatment nearly took me out (out)
Pain and torture, mental health breakdown
Suicidal thoughts and the tears kept coming (kept coming)
Felt like my legs were moving but I wasn’t running (wasn’t running)
At the lowest point of the pit 
(Pit)
My entire world a big bag of shit!
(Shit!)
But I still got up
(Got up)
I still was enough!
(I was enough!)
I’ll tell you more about it in the next one 
(The next one) 

Fuck cancer and what it brings 
Takes a piece of you, almost everything 
Fuck cancer and what it can do 
Like a vise on your throat 
And it’s choking you 
Well, I say to cancer, fuck you!
You’re not taking me 
I won’t let you!
So listen to these words 
(Listen)
And join me to offer hope
(Hope)
Together we walk this road 

Chemo was a bust 
Barely shrunk a damn thing 
Leiomyosarcoma, thinks it’s king 
(King)
I felt so defeated and cheated 
(Cheated) 
My body had been continuously beaten (beaten)
The next step was surgery 
To get the fucker out (out)
So that’s what I did
Cause I want my life back
Like right fucking now! 
As I lie here writing this song 
In recovery and feeling strong 
Blessed to be here and not gone
(Not gone)
To my cancerous demons
It looks like you were fucking wrong 
Yeah, you were wrong 
(You were wrong)

Fuck cancer and what it brings 
Takes a piece of you, almost everything 
Fuck cancer and what it can do 
Like a vise on your throat 
And it’s choking you 
Well, I say to cancer, fuck you!
You’re not taking me 
I won’t let you!
So listen to these words 
(Listen) 
And join me to offer hope
(Join me)
Together we walk this road

To everyone affected by this horrible disease 
To everyone who thinks there’s no hope to see
I know it’s hard, believe me I fucking know
But you have to hold on
We need you on this road 
You have heart, your light will pierce the dark 
And when the devil wants to pull you back 
You kick him in the face and launch your own attack!
And to everyone who has passed on 
Rest In Peace to you, you’re still strong ones
(You’re still strong)
I hope one day there’ll be an answer to all this 
(I hope)
That cancer will be gone and we don’t have to worry about it 
But please don’t give up, you’re a survivor!
And in memory of all our fighters  

(This one is for you)

Fuck cancer and what it brings 
Takes a piece of you, almost everything 
Fuck cancer and what it can do 
Like a vise on your throat 
And it’s choking you 
Well, I say to cancer, fuck you!
You’re not taking me 
I won’t let you!
So listen to these words 
(Listen)
And join me to offer hope
(Hope)
Together we walk this road

Fuck Cancer (prod. By Andyr & Seph)

This song was the first one I released back in 2020. I deleted it but recently heard it again and decided to reupload because not only was this my first song I ever finished, it's still pretty damn good. I love my creeper voice and the haunting atmosphere of a scary unrequited love.

Lyrics:

Does absence truly make the heart grow fonder?
Sometimes when I see her, it makes me wonder
She makes me feel things that I shouldn’t 
She makes me wanna do things, that I usually wouldn’t 
There are some who may call this an obsession
Well they’re right, cause she’s gonna be my possession 
I want her and only her 
That’s my confession

This crazy, silly love that makes me act stupid 
But when I set the arrow, aim and let go
I am fully lucid 
A perfect shot to her heart 
So just call me Cupid 

Watching as she enters the club 
I already knew she’d be there 
Cause it’s the chase that I love 
Her perfume washes over me as she moves past
Closing my eyes, I wish to God
I could make this moment last
But she’s already on her way 
So, I turn to adjust 
Follow her 
And try to stay as close as I must 
Still, I can’t touch her 
And it’s not nearly enough 

This crazy, silly love that makes me act stupid 
But when I set the arrow, aim and let go
I am fully lucid 
A perfect shot to her heart 
So just call me Cupid 

Evening falls and I finally have her in my arms
She was a sucker for my charisma and charm 
Looking up at me, there’s worry in her eyes
I shush her (shhhh) and say everything is gonna be alright 
Don’t worry baby, you’re with me now 
I’ll hold you, protect you and love you 
This is my vow 
An obsession? Yeah, but also my possession 
I’m gonna keep her forever 
That’s my confession 

So does absence truly make the heart grow fonder?
Not in my case, cause I have her 
So I’ll never need to wonder 

This crazy, silly love that makes me act stupid 
But when I set the arrow, aim and let go
I am fully lucid 
A perfect shot to her heart 
So just call me Cupid

I take her to a place where we’re secluded
I ask her if she hears that beautiful music 
No response, but I know she does 
Set the bow and let go
Arrow to the heart
So just call me Cupid 
(Shhhh)
Yeah
I’m Cupid

Cupid (2020) (prod. By Foreign LDN)

#queerartist #queerrapper #longislandhiphop #newyorkhiphop #mentalhealthawareness #anxiety #depression #rap #hiphop 

A song I wrote about battling severe anxiety and depression and fighting to take your life back from these demons. They don’t control you, YOU control you.

Lyrics:

Hey, it's me
I can't see you today
I'm not feeling up to it
I know I been saying that for awhile but
I'm just not good company right now
For anyone
Bye

I heard someone once say depression is a choice
(A choice)
Yeah well fuck you and that noise
(Noise)
Ignorant shit like that just gets me annoyed
So I guess it's up to me to be the voice
(The voice)
No one would choose to feel this way
To want to die everyday
To give up rather than stay
For everything to be dark, dank and grey
(Grey)
I been dealing with this my entire life
An endless fight, sometimes no end in sight
Morning sun's too bright
Don't wanna open my eyes
(Eyes)
Midnight hour rolls by
(By)
Then it's 3AM, still can't close my eyes
(Eyes)
Insomnia's a fucking bitch
(Bitch)
An incurable itch
Anxiety keeps me awake (awake)
Intrusive thoughts too much to take
So don't you dare fucking say (say)
Someone would choose to feel this way (way)
You don't know shit
So take your opinion and shove it
(Shove it)
Bitch
(Bitch)
You don't know shit
So take your opinion and shove it
(Shove it)
Bitch
It took a pandemic for a lot to see
Just how scary life can really be
But for me, it hit differently
I poured my soul into words
Writer's block never a curse
God gave me this gift
And I intend to fucking use it
(Use it)
So I started making music (music)
Guess that's what I got from Covid
(Covid)
But fear and doubt crept through
Anxiety and its friends too (too)
And then haters wanted to spew (spew)
'Fat dyke and ya suck too' (ya suck)
'Fucking trash, shit sounds like ass'
(Ass)
Punch to the jaw, shivering mass
But here's the thing
They can insult my weight
I could lose it all and they'd still be fake
(Fake)
They can call me names
Don't make em' any different or the same
(Same)
I got my own to take care of, thanks

'Cause ya see they not the enemy
(Not the enemy)
That would be my anxiety
(My anxiety)
Yeah, that's the enemy
(Enemy)

Maybe it's time to give up
Maybe this life is not enough
(It's not)
There's no one who actually gives a fuck
They said I should kill myself
Even told me to go to hell (hell)
Just put my life on the shelf (shelf)
Hey kids, this is what depression sells
And I been fighting it my whole life
Shit, rifts, chaos and strife
(Strife)
No wonder why my eyes cry
(Cry)
No wonder why I'm just a void inside

Crack, snap, bring me back
This is not who I am
And ya know what, I don't give a fucking damn
(Damn)
Not anymore and I'm done keeping score
Who the fuck are they to say I can't have a dream?
Who the fuck are they to tell me how to be?
I'll kill all them demons and the anxiety
(Anxiety)
It's time to take control
And never let go
This is my goddamn show
(My show)
It's time to take control
And never let go
This is my goddamn show
And I'm running it
(Running it)
And I'm running it
(Running it)
Yeah, I'm fucking running it
(Running it)

Hey, it's me
I think I'm finally ready to make a change
It was scary where I was headed
But sometimes you have to hit rock bottom
To make your way back
So, if you want to get together sometime
I'm free
Well shit, I really am free aren't I?
Anyway, call me back
I promise to answer this time
Bye

Freedom Fighter (prod. By Real Motivation Beatz)

#queerrapper #queerartist #longislandrapper #newyorkrapper #longislandhiphop #newyorkhiphop #pop #lovesong

A love song for all the lovers out there ❤️
Who’s your panda bear? 🐼

Panda Bear (prod. By MaddDoggMadeIt Beats)

BONFIRES 🔥 is an upcoming hip hop and musical artist; residing in Long Island, New York. They started making music in 2020 and has come far in improving their craft. Their music is real, diverse and unique. BONFIRES 🔥 incorporates their passion for writing and music into one driving force. This may be a new path for them but it’s one they’re gonna take head on! Keep an eye out for BONFIRES 🔥

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