i like how the vocals fit the instrumental although i would have tried less volume on the backing vocals

Lyrics by Booli
Prod. K-Oddic


What if I could let go of the chains that hold me down?
Could I fly away or would I be too scared to leave the ground
Convinced of broken wings, strangled by insecurities
Voice inside my chest has become so obscure to me
Fear became my master when it robbed me of purity
Slowly I am sure to see relief before it murders me
Far beyond the fear of failure, too terrified to try
Banging on the cage locked behind dead eyes
Running from the emptiness residing in me
Ceaseless hunger gnawing at the pit of my being
Psilocybin mirror locked revealing the blackhole
Microcosmic entropy I feel like a tadpole 
Swimming endless circles with no progress of sea legs
Pain is panacea I’m alive when I’m bleeding
I’m told to look within for the answers I’m seeking
The universe is big and I’m a gust of wind fleeting

Never stopped running still this black cloud follows me
Like a stray dog always searching for a hand that feeds
A little bit of relief from the demons lurking underneath
The mask I masquerade in every day is getting ennui 
Walking like a zombie- catatonic revenant 
Sifting through the sediment in search of something delicate
To break, a victim to the cycle that I always replicate
Hurt the ones I love and then I push them all away
Drowning in the shame of things I did to maintain
Try to shift the blame but it ends up in the same place
Weighing on my chest awful pain has got me outta breathe 
Solemn and bereft from these awful secrets kept
Not surprised by the darkness inside me
Bad apples tend to fall close to their home tree
Of life, rotten roots drying up beneath the blight
Hopeful when I let go, one day I will see the light

Entropy

Steven Has Came (prod. SiahDaBandit)

iLL $h!T ft 53rdMinute (Prod. ASAP OMAR)

Shine On
by booli 

Searching for the summer sun lost in winter wonderlust
Star combustion, pressing steps into lotus mud
Walking so that I could run, Prometheus has passed the torch
Picked apart by birds of prey with screams that all but heaven heard
Trails of fireflies light the night sky freed us from the dusk
Attained a husk accustomed to the scent and rustic taste of blood
Prisoner of molecules I'd animate til nodding off
Stained with sin and broken trust guess my light was not enough
Thirteenth demon sold his savior for a silver coin
Path of most resistance ain't so pointless when you know the point
Schadenfreude anointed since the day my silence broke the noise 
Palm shadows hoisted poison fruit until I made the choice
Rotten to the core this bitter slumber felt like suicide 
Ugliest of shadows often casted by the brightest lights
Emanating deep inside, heart of coal bloomed a diamond
Dewy-eyed, the Morning Star will rise and shine on 


Shined so bright I could smite the wicked
Prodigal atoms in a sea of mystics
Cold war brain storms tides have shifted
Stepped into the light and I found what's missin
I beheld the Christ within dissolving my leviathans
Wept oceans they washed away my blurry vision
No comparison it's just another thief of joy
No confusion or those dreams of being someone's toy
There is so much life to live and so much more of me to give
First time I held my kid I knew my heart would beat again
The Coda to my Song of Storms my sour notes are sweetenin'
Deepest Self revitalized it's time to let depression lift
Don't know what this life will bring but I know what I have to give
Aiming for the stars one shot I will never miss
Emptying my heart into these songs like I'm an excorcist
Shine on shine on, brighter than I've ever been


Entropy

booli

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