I Was Never Alone

Not Alone

Signal Fire

Undress Me

SAVE MY SOUL

moments of glory

Fascination In The Dark

Fascination In The Dark (Acoustic)

Horses

Prizefighter

You’re Not Here Anymore

Verse 1
The mirror knows my face too well
Laugh lines tell the truth I never tell
Dreams I boxed and put away
Started knocking back today
I ran so hard to beat the clock
Built my life on stubborn rocks
Now the silence asks my name
Like I’m free to choose again

Pre-Chorus
I thought the answers lived ahead
Turns out they were in my head

Chorus
After forty, I finally see
I’m not late, I’m right on time
Every road that led to me
Was teaching me how to climb
I don’t need to be who I was before
Or chase somebody else’s dream
After forty, I found my reason
And it looks a lot like me

Verse 2
I wore the masks they handed out
Success, strength, and zero doubt
But the cracks let daylight in
Showed me who I’ve always been
I don’t need louder crowds
I just need a truth out loud
Every scar I tried to hide
Now reads like a map inside

Pre-Chorus
I stopped asking “what if I fail?”
Started asking “what if I sail?”

Chorus
After forty, I finally see
I’m not late, I’m right on time
Every road that led to me
Was teaching me how to climb
I don’t need to be who I was before
Or chase somebody else’s dream
After forty, I found my reason
And it looks a lot like me

Bridge
Maybe purpose isn’t found
Maybe it’s what stays around
When the noise is stripped away
And you choose yourself to stay

Final Chorus
After forty, I stand my ground
With a softer, stronger spine
I don’t need to chase the crown
I just need this life as mine
If the question was “who am I for?”
The answer’s finally clear to me
After forty, I found my purpose
And it set my younger self free

Outro
No finish line, no closing door
Just the courage to want more
After forty… I begin again

Midlife

Made with Suno, written by me

Lyrics:

[Verse]
You put me on a pedestal, I didn’t ask for that
I’m done with hypotheticals, if I were this or that
The disrespect is out of hand, now you focus on what I lack
Your expectations of me weren’t realistic and it’s only serving to drive you mad

[Pre-Chorus]
You’re living in make-believe
But maybe you’ll wake and see

[Chorus]
I’m not the perfect flawless human being that you want me to be
I’m only trying to be the hardest working best version of me
I’m sorry that I’m not enough for you, so go on about your day
If I’m the coldest man you’ve ever met why won’t you walk away?
Just walk away
Oh, just walk away

[Verse]
Afflicted by the stress that you have put upon yourself
I’m not the one to blame it on, you put yourself through hell
Believing that I’m made of gold, but even gold can tarnish babe
You’ve gotta take me for who I am, neither of us are perfect in any way

[Pre-Chorus]
You’re living in make-believe
But maybe you’ll wake and see

[Chorus]
I’m not the perfect flawless human being that you want me to be
I’m only trying to be the hardest working best version of me
I’m sorry that I’m not enough for you, so go on about your day
If I’m the coldest man you’ve ever met why won’t you walk away?
Just walk away
Oh, just walk away
Baby darling why won’t you walk away?
Walk away


Walk Away

Not Alone

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