habitZzzazaaaa

by @jequya
New version :https://soundcloud.com/saikyoz/fantasy?si=aaad396f751f4bb1b25001366128d4f0&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
real fantasy/ecstasy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8qP8t9NTks

lyrics:
yeah ik my limits & i want it so bad
i kp dreaming ab it i wna live it bad
how u call me fake? i kp everything a distance
u dont know how 2 kp composure
this not a fantasy we live it rn
i failed so many times & im finding out how
everything i look up to b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do my own vow
i kp having doubts
i hate all these habits how i do it everyday
i can feel my brain rotting its like this everyday
now its like a blur i feel as if im childs play

im gon roll it up and smoke it like im fetty wap
inlove wit tha money i ain never letting go
say u gone steal everything but all u do is fap
we b talking bangs n selling shi like mangoes
(magical saikyo sounds)
i just wna cop a million bands
laugh at me im filipino.. i know
hold on 2 my soul wit 1 strand
i cld make it #glo wit 1 blow

this not a fantasy we live it rn
i failed so many times & im finding out how
everything i look up to b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do my own vow
i kp having doubts
i hate all these habits how i do it everyday
i can feel my brain rotting its like this everyday
now its like a blur i feel as if im childs play

@jequya ↸ᒷᓭᒷ∷⍊ᒷ ᔑ  ⊣𝙹𝙹↸ ꖎ╎⎓ᒷ  𝓲 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓪𝓭... 𝓫𝓪𝓭

whn we met it was all fo u
i thght id rot in solitude
didnt kno wht has 2 caused my root
couldnt stabilize my mood

couldnt live a day witout uu
now we stabilized we on tha moove
i remember whn we'd take so many shrooms
we was trippin in th night wht did we do?

we was broke asf we suffered evryday
not again, dnt wna live another day
doing 8 - 5 jus so we cld pay
cared 2 much ab wht parents gone say

i felt like i wasnt shit my whole way
had no therapist, the acid was my way
i nvr meditated not evn 1 day
we were so depressed, wed demise everyday

days wld go by in minute well played
smoke 2 many cones everyday its not great
i lost so much weight in a month i went grey
cuts all on my hand, had no time 4 my day

i wld never ever leave yo side
i dont miss a single day wed reside
i miss mama i hope tht she doin fine
i feel mellow everyday i cant lie

𝓋𝒶𝓁𝒾𝒹𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 孤独の中で腐る 苦しむエゴ

i dont have a photo that feels for shit enjoy the selfie </3

i find myself stuck in a well
full of myself
i dont wht 2 do now
so how do i rejuvinate my soul now
ik i lost it but i dnt wna confess that
nah nah so much change has been going on
i try 2 b somebody that im not cause i hate
that im th only one like this, 
i feel isolated staying like this 

no matter what, i end up trying to fit in  
im like an alien the way tht i cant feel shit
so i just gave it up, n learn 2 love this 
cause i know now, atleast i know who im now 
im not this person that u/i think i am nah
im not some superhuman i dont think that
dont give a fuck ab wht u dont like ab me
i am this way, & i feel great th way i am now

i dont have that many friends now
they all left n some are dead xx4

𝒾𝓃𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 / 𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓁𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 & 𝒷𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓈

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𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝓎𝓈 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒹𝓀
𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝒾 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 ๛
𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊 𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 ♪
𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝓎𝓈 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒹𝓀...
𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝒾 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 ๛
𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊 𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹~ ♪
𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝑜 𝒾 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷 𝓂𝑒.?
𝓌𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝟤 𝒷?!?!
𝓁𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒷𝑒𝑒
𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓸𝓶𝔂
𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓉 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓂𝑒
𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓂𝑒...
...𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 (?)
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𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓸𝓶𝔂 ..𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑒
𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓈𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝑒
" 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 "
𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓸𝓶𝔂 ..𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑒
𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓈𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓂𝑒
" 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 "
𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝓎𝓈 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒹𝓀
𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝒾 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒻𝓁𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝒹𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉
𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝓊 𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹
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* 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 *
* 𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓾𝓷𝓽 𝓾 𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮 *

𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 ̣"𝓁𝑜𝒷𝑜𝓉𝑜𝓂𝓎"ᒷ ! ¡ ᔑℸ @tarozan

flexx, listen la la la +( DJ/REMiXX )

2 many steps that i lost my way
all mistakes that i made in may
caused my pain tht i feel 2day
iknow my traits dont make me safe

prod. kuro

𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒(..)  나는 아직도 인간인가)  𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝔂 𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓩𝔃𝔃 @kuro

this... @@@@@

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no
ooo do I wna c my self that way?
she went like "oooo do u like this way?"
u know tht im shy i talk with my face
call me whn ur done i wld bless ur grace
call me whn u done i wnt ur grace
grrr do u feel th same way im made?
do u feel better whn u hang out wit me??
i js cnt read anything u do i sound insane

i hope im not asking for too much
its ok ima be ok

ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way
ima give u some faith
yu know how 2 sedate me
never wld i show up late
heal ur heart some way

tell me what u mean when u say smth?
i cant grasp on your beauty u mean smth
u so sweet, i was scared u werent goodforme
but then u equal out with sour and its goodforme😋
baby when u say a word its like a symphony
its so impossible 2 sleep without ur company
ohh yeah im spiralling i cant even think properly
all the words u say 2 me, its poetry

i want everything u give me im addicted
i try to escape it bt u help me fix it
i pacc so much weight with all my wordz, can fix it
hope im understanding everything correctly(?)
do u love my face or do u love my mana ?
tell me everything ill evn listen to the drama
please dont ever leave me out yk i have trauma
i dont wanna feel th butterfliez in my gut no

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