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AxAxC – Am I the Monster?

An 8-track concept record diving into the fear, guilt, rejection, and rage of existence. This is AxAxC at our most vulnerable. From the heartbreak of First Choice to the suicidal abyss of Barrel of a Gun, through to the climactic title track Am I the Monster? and the furious closer Seeing Red.

This album questions whether our unique experiences, ancestry and choices we make, lead in us becoming monsters. We ask for everyone who’s ever asked: Am I guilty just for existing? Am I safe, but never chosen? Am I the monster?

Tracklist:

- First Choice (4:33)
- Fear of Me (3:52)
- Guilty of Skin (4:49)
- Eye of the Street (4:12)
- Barrel of a Gun (4:32)
- Am I the Monster? (5:34)
- Corazón (4:22)
- Seeing Red (4:29)

Band Statement:

This album is the sound of fear, rejection, and survival distilled into music. We’ve written from the darkest corners of ourselves, in heartbreak, in prejudice, in alienation, suicidal ideation and bled them into deathcore, ambient ballads, and spoken word interludes.

We are AxAxC. 
We distort. We distrust. We destroy.

For Fans Of:

#Slipknot #Skillet  #Lorna Shore #BringMeTheHorizon #FallingInReverse #SleepToken #Architects #Beartooth.

#deathcore #metalcore  #screamo #ambientmetal #nu-metal #gothicballad #cinematicmetal #AxAxC #AmItheMonster #First Choice #FearofMe #GuiltyofSkin #EyeoftheStreet #BarrelofaGun #Corazón #SeeingRed

AxAxCStudios™ (2025)

Am I the Monster?

“Glass & Dust” is jagged and cathartic, a song about breaking under the weight of love gone toxic. Sharp edges, heavy shadows, and a chorus that feels like screaming through ruins.


Glass and Dust

IDK, what this is... shoegaze/SleepToken? 


[Verse 1]
What do you want from me? 
How do I fix your pain?
I don't know what you've seen.
I swear I have nothing to gain.

I reach my hand out to pull you
You looked back and ran away
They won't know what I've been through
I'm still trying to live, and not fade. 

[Pre-chorus]
I want to see you fly, 
I want you to be alive
Let me go, let me grieve
I can't look, I can't breathe. 

[Chorus]
When she smiles, hate turns to peace. 
When she cries, we begin to weep.
So hold your head up high
And reach for the sky! 
And when you fall,
You will learn to...
...fly!

[Verse 2]
Move your head closer to mine
I want to hear your heartbeat
I want to taste your skin wrapped in time
I'm too vulnerable, ready to bleed. 

Does it scare you? 
To know this could be our last day alive
I'm terrified to never see you smile.
You can run and hide,
But nothing survives time! 

[Chorus]
When she smiles, hate turns to peace. 
When she cries, we begin to weep.
So hold your head up high
And reach for the sky! 
And when you fall,
You will learn to...
...fly!

[Bridge]
I know it's hard, I know it's scary
But life is nothing but ordinary
We can keep fighting to live
or we can fall into us
I want to smell you one last time
Put your hand into mine
Lock eyes with me at last
And let's finally close this life out

[Chorus]
When she smiles, hate turns to peace. 
When she cries, we begin to weep.
So hold your head up high
And reach for the sky! 
And when you fall,
You will learn to...
...fly!

[Outro]
So think of me when you soar
I'll be here deteriorating
Sinking lower and lower into the floor
But there you'll be...
...In the sky!!


Smile

Goodbye

A metalcore song about being dragged into battles you never chose, carrying scars from someone else’s wars, and refusing to be erased.

Ashes & Anthems

Collateral Damage

This isn't just a song, it's a wake-up call. "No More Lies" is the raw, unfiltered anthem for everyone tired of the propaganda and deception flooding our feeds. Russell Nomer cuts through the noise with a track that exposes the truth behind the headlines and hashtags.
From the twisted meaning of "From the river to the sea" to the cynical use of social media to mask a hateful agenda, this song is a defiant stand against the lies sold by Hamas. It's a tribute to Israeli resilience and a powerful call to action for students and everyone who values truth to rise up and reject the narrative of hate.
If you believe in fighting deception with facts and standing strong against those who call for destruction, this is your anthem. Turn it up, share it, and let the world know: we've had enough. NO MORE LIES.

No More Lies
By Russell Nomer
ASCAP Work ID#931940885  ISRC#QT5AM2540885
Copyright Russell Nomer September 5, 2025 All rights reserved

Yo, wake up, don’t sleep on the truth, Hamas sells lies, we’re exposing the proof.
“River to sea”? That’s a call for the end, Israel’s standing, we’ll never bend.

They drop bars of hate, yeah, they’re spinning a tale, painting Israel the villain, but their story’s frail.
October seventh, blood spilled in the streets, Hamas attacked, no mercy, no peace.
Rockets from schools, kids caught in their game, They cry “victim” while they’re fanning the flame.
“River to sea” ain’t freedom, it’s clear, It’s a plan to erase, make a nation disappear.

No more lies, we see through the scam, Hamas’s propaganda? We don’t give a damn.
From the river to the sea, Israel’s here to stay, Truth’s our weapon, we’re winning the day.
No more lies, we’re calling their bluff, Students, rise up, we’ve had enough!

They flood your feed with tears and fake cries, But who’s hiding bombs under hospital skies?
Hamas runs the script, got the world in a trance, While they pocket the aid, leave their people no chance.
That slogan’s a knife, it’s a call to destroy, Wiping Israel off like it’s some kinda ploy.
But we’re woke to the truth, we ain’t buying the spin, Israel’s fighting for life, and we’re here to win.

No more lies, we see through the scam, Hamas’s propaganda? We don’t give a damn.
From the river to the sea, Israel’s here to stay, Truth’s our weapon, we’re winning the day.
No more lies, we’re calling their bluff, Students, rise up, we’ve had enough!

Swipe past the noise, don’t fall for the bait, Their TikTok tears mask a river of hate.
Hamas builds war, not homes, not hope, While Israel stands strong, never gonna choke.
“River to sea”? That’s their endgame plan, but we’re shutting it down, truth’s taking a stand.

No more lies, we see through the scam, Hamas’s propaganda? We don’t give a damn.
From the river to the sea, Israel’s here to stay, Truth’s our weapon, we’re winning the day.
No more lies, we’re calling their bluff, Students, rise up, we’ve had enough!


Yo, America, don’t sleep on the fight, Hamas’s lies can’t block out the light.
From the river to the sea, we’ll keep it real, Israel’s forever, that’s the deal



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