NestDrop visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InYFXAkl3gM

out of my element and it feels great.
SAPLING DROPS 10/13


lyrics

where theres smoke there is fire,
and im the humble strummer of the disembodied lyre
but also a dirty liar
compounded into nothing, this situation is dire
seeking validation through tragically placed zeal
i felt lost at the altar, so you told me to kneel
perform black magic, a ritual sacrifice
sell me more soul gems so i can get right

eyes glaze akin miasma
fell again into this chasm
atoms spasm as im dazzled
crystal castle, tower babel
cosmic knowledge flooding consciousness
undeserved cognizance
can't handle what i'm given
so i'm leaving you with this.

like syrups down your throat,
time crawls and ever thins
built a moat to keep out pirates
never thought they'd come to win
stock up on papyrus,
heartstrings ever guide us
tomes don't merely skim
lest the demons keep you grim;

lazarus notions from oceanic motions
commotion is alarming me, i'm simply broken, don't you see?
indifference to stimulus was such an easy go-to
for now i think i'll dwell upon vacation to Shikoku
theyre always so enchanting, never cared for the plight

where theres smoke there is fire,
and im the humble strummer of the disembodied lyre
but also a dirty liar
compounded into nothing, this situation is dire
seeking validation through tragically placed zeal
i felt lost at the altar, so you told me to kneel
perform black magic, a ritual sacrifice
sell me more soul gems so i can get right

i might imbibe on the mead again
or maybe on that lovedrug

post-traumatic stress swiftly swept under the rug
coping with defeat again
i might just hit the plug
my inner thoughts must immolate
this cruel fate is interlaced
like lattice through the winter haze
my real home was fucking razed

cloudy days had left me dazed
well-behaved n self depraved
fuck your faith & 90 days
im doing fine, and not by grace
total inhibition from the drivel they been spittin
fit like gloves but i got mittens
dont be so like long division

(give it up for rondo, yall

wanted in three counties i hear, but great guy

shhh let's not get into the politics...)

where theres smoke there is fire,
and im the humble strummer of the disembodied lyre
but also a dirty liar
compounded into nothing, this situation is dire
seeking validation through tragically placed zeal
i felt lost at the altar, so you told me to kneel
perform black magic, a ritual sacrifice
sell me more soul gems so i can get right
where theres death, there are souls
for the reaper to smite

E. Sinica (Return) [prod. AE92 PLAYAPHONK]

20. F. Sargassaceae [prod. randombrownkid]

18. P. Methysticum [prod. Merlin]

16. E. Sinica (Return) [prod. AE92 PLAYAPHONK]

14. G. Roseoptica (Angry Drunk) [prod. wish]

13. S. Divinorum (SSW636xDiamond Bonds Is Unbreakable) [prod. AE92 PLAYAPHONK]

8. M. Rosea (Dip Out) [prod. randombrownkid.]

7. C. Ruderalis (Why Can't We Go Back) [prod. randombrownkid.]

5. T. Vulgaris [prod. pyesho]

4. N. Sativa (The Bard And The Botanist) Ft. Guttersugar [prod. glitch]

3. P. Somniferum (Oh.) [prod. wonderlust]

2. H. Cymbiformis (Still Anxious) [prod. wonderlust]

1. M. Speciosa

but as hopeless as it seems... i still have to believe 


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god damn its killing me, 
I just wanna be set free
i'll leave this coil, 
caught in the breeze
these motherfuckers aint catchin me
breakin stasis,
no true basis
let them come 
and show they face
show tru colors, 
takin places,
replace me? ill smash your face in
purple hazes
smoked out spaces
head in space, 
so im complacent
broken soul
sword is dulled
fuck with me 
and find you're fadin'
ride cold spit gold 
this, too, foretold
capable soul
that's afraid of the cold
bold as i scold 
all the loftiest goals
in a hole, 
in control,
of the dark that I hold


god damn, it's killin me,
i just want to see you see
i got back all my sanity
these motherfuckers aint bannin me

onw two, high score
three four, hit more
no more ghosts
so im finally alone
haunted psyche
no one liked me
pushed that goal
now fate gon find me

combination of coarse and tact
y'all summoned me, 
position attack
trap hole, no mirror force
no bone to ash, no escape, of course
magic is feeble, i gather my source
protected from spells, i tackle the court
mages and wizards, they have no recourse
when they far off the coast in their hermitage fort


god damn, im killin shit
dont know how, but here i sit
atop the throne did the sentence
now let me be, now let me finish

closer now, i wont diminish
Flying proud, my soul is in it
duck and shudder, ill blow your cover
buh buh buh
my shots emitted

growth in the garden
im finally discardin
what shattered my heart in
two different pieces, 
one crazy one hardened
mastered my scarrin
now peace aint so far, man

serenity charmin'
so full is my heart now
my life finally startin
no obstacles round,
got it this far 
im a little bit marred
but fate's on my side,
the heart of the cards

HEARTOFTHECARDS [prod. 13ando]

internet girl

Constantly moving forward
I'm always looking for someone to help me complete the sacred formula
And maybe you could help me
Maybe you could show me a map that leads to somewhere stealthy
Somewhere I could grow and learn and reach my full potential
And maybe there I could learn how to properly grip a pencil
Cause my tiny hands are weak
22 rotations and I still don't know how to speak
Really I want completeness, cause lately I feel defeated
Maybe you could be the one or maybe I'm delirious

But enough with all that lofty talk, I'm sure that it'll work out
I'll walk through life unflappable, a chaste little boy scout
Just kidding, I'm a sinner, and I'll probably go to hell
But maybe there I'd meet my match, boy that would be swell

This is all just conjecture, and I'd ask you for your input
But your opinion on my romances just seems inappropriate
I don't mean that in a rude way, just don't think it should be done
Existing strictly online, it starts to not be fun
Searching for a meaning when there never really was one
And seeking validation through another when there's no gun

I need to see your face, I need to hold your hand

I am only human, and this is only a website
We can let whatever bloom without the fear of flight
But when it's all said and done, I only wanna know you
Your ins and outs, your favorite blouse
In the end, I wanna meet you

ANXIOUS (2018) [Prod. KAYO] (Remaster)

FIRSTIMPACT (2018) [Prod. Hikikkomori] (REMASTERED)

KOKOROWATARI FT. LOKI (2017) [Prod. fiji.water] (Remaster)

these are b-sides from sapling and some spheric remasters. hope it gives some insight as to where ive been and where im going. or some conterxt for sapling. thx, luv u <3

OCCAM [Prod. Standingwolf, Spheric] (Redux)

YET2ARRIVE (2018) [Prod. Birocratic] (Remaster)

SEVER (2018) [Prod. randombrownkid] (Remaster)

S. Aeonia (TARNISHED) [Prod. Blank Thought]

CODE703 (2019) [Prod. Kudasai](Remaster)

the spirit of the fallen homies require i drop on 4/20

two loosies from deeproot seshes

Living Is Hard. (High Decibel Dairy Interlude)

Ay, Rondo! [prod. blank thought]

Track 1 off the upcoming tape "Deeproot", out June 21!

Some intro shenanigans.

1. DESTINEDDEATH

Track 2 off the upcoming tape "Deeproot", out June 21!

For what it's worth, a few people asked, a few people wondered. Love y'all.

Even the most incompetent, maidenless Tarnished can once again find grace. Seeking to stand before the Elden Ring, and become Lord.

2. Grave Glovewort

Track 3 off the upcoming tape "Deeproot", out June 21!

Sometimes, we have to simply upend the order we're told to submit to. Abolish all that came before.

I love the moon and my 4-armed wife.

3. Rimed Rowa

Track 4 of the upcoming Deeproot, out 6/21!

No one consoles the God of Desire.

4. Lamentations

Track 5 off Deeproot, out 6/21!

I'm just about at the end of my tether...

5. Eye Of Yelough

cultivating a garden. linktr.ee/botanistbop

FKA spheric

Rest in Power, Moroze

Botanist

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