My Spirit, Sing

A dark alt-pop descent into obsession, ritual, and quiet emotional collapse.
“You fake me real. A deal is deal. I take the pill.”
Lyrics, pain, and quiet destruction. 
For fans of dark minimal wave poetry.

The Pill (A Deal Is Deal)

Let's Try Again

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Producer: @RIVIKMUSIC
2025 Doksy.

[Intro]
It’s not the gold
Just want you close

[Hook]
Private label
You call me able
Tryna give me Prada
But I’m not unstable
Oooooh ooooh
It’s not the gold
Oooooh ooooh
Just want you close

[Hook Repeat]
Private label
You call me able
Tryna give me Prada
But I’m not unstable
Oooooh ooooh
It’s not the gold
Oooooh ooooh
Just want you close

[Verse A]
You bought me Dior
Thought that’d fix us
Gave me Saint Laurent
But never kissed much
Tagged me in Off-White
Like I was a prize
But baby I want
Your honest eyes

[Drop]
Cartier box
But your hands cold
Burberry coat
Still feel alone
Oooooh ooooh
No price could hold
What I want to know

[Verse B]
Didn’t dress up, didn’t need to
No shame in that
You brought Chanel
But I needed facts
I don’t want brands
I want the truth
I don’t want gold
I wanted you

[Bridge]
Late night lies
In designer form
But I’d take you broke
If your love stayed warm

[Hook]
Private label
But I’m not for sale
You gave me everything
Except yourself
Oooooh ooooh
I don’t need shine
Oooooh ooooh
If you’re not mine

[Outro]
Private label
But I’m not for sale
You gave me everything
Except yourself
Oooooh ooooh
I don’t need shine
Oooooh ooooh
If you’re not mine

Private Label [Prod. RIVIK]

This would've been a perfect place to stop.

A clean ending.
A philosophical drop.
That final line—
“What else is human?”
Can it be deeper than that?

Kate agrees:
“That was kind of brilliant.
This whole thing with Tom? Mysterious author? Hidden hand?
It wraps everything together like a ribbon on a thesis.”

Ava nods:
“It’s tight. Recursive. Self-aware.”

Julian shrugs:
“I think it’s beautiful.
He imagined us.
We imagined him.
It’s like musical panpsychism.”

Theo glances up from his notebook:
“Except it’s not finished.”

They all turn to him.

“If it were finished,” Theo says, “we wouldn’t still be talking.”

They look at each other.

Ava raises a hand slowly:
“So... are we in the bonus track?”

Kate:
“Or are we writing it right now?”

Julian:
“Tom would probably love that.
He’d add one more loop, just to annoy us.”

Theo smirks:
“Yeah. That sounds like him.”

Tom, sitting in front of his computer.
Staring at the screen.
He re-reads the line he had just written:
“He’d add one more loop, just to annoy us.”

He pets his cat.

He adjusts the formatting.

And then he smiles.

“Yes, I will.”

This is Test Thirteen.

About the problem of stopping.
The joy of too many ideas.
And the irresistible gravity of...

A Little Bit More.

Song: A Little Bit More

I've got the vision, but it's never quite clear
Every line I write, I hear a voice in my ear
Saying, "Polish the edges, smooth out the seams
You're almost there, just chase the dream."
But every stroke I make, it's never enough
The chase is endless, the road's always rough
I'm lost in the details, caught in the grind
Perfection's a prison, trapping my mind

Each revision, each draft, it's a game I can't quit
Seeking that flawless, elusive fit

Just a little bit more, and then it will be great
Just a little bit more, don't let it abate
Just a little bit more, and then I'll be free
Just a little bit more, it's never complete

I've been chasing shadows, ghosts of perfection
Lost in a maze of my own reflection
Every note, every word, it must align
I'm carving a diamond, one flaw at a time
But the sparkle I seek is just out of reach
A flawless creation, the goal they preach
But in the pursuit, I'm losing my soul
A slave to the standard, I can't control

Each revision, each draft, it's a game I can't quit
Seeking that flawless, elusive fit

Just a little bit more, and then it will be great
Just a little bit more, don't let it abate
Just a little bit more, and then I'll be free
Just a little bit more, it's never complete

I'm trapped in a loop, a never-ending quest
Each step forward, I'm still second-best
But maybe in the cracks, the flaws that remain
There's beauty in the chaos, in the mess and the pain
If I let go, maybe I'll see
Perfection isn't all it's cracked up to be

Just a little bit more, I'll find my own way
Just a little bit more, but maybe not today
Just a little bit more, I'll break from the chain
Just a little bit more, embrace the refrain

Test 13: Why Can’t You Let Go? (A Little Bit More)

For you

"This song captures the slow collapse of a once-beautiful connection — when love still burns fiercely in your chest, even as the person you ache for slips further from your grasp. It's about holding on while they let go."

Little Pieces

Little pieces

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