Such heartfelt writing—the emotion cuts through. BeatOrganic often gravitates to truth like this.

Just about every single day life is a pain

silent-screams

sorry

This song is a reflective, emotionally charged ballad centered on self-examination and personal growth.
	•	Theme: It explores confronting past mistakes, hidden scars, and internal struggles, asking whether one can repair the parts of themselves that feel broken or continue hiding behind secrecy.
	•	Mood: Introspective, poignant, and slightly melancholic, with a sense of quiet determination. The imagery of pale streetlights and shadows adds a cinematic, nighttime feel.
	•	Style: Emotional singer-songwriter or alternative pop ballad, with poetic lyrics that combine vulnerability and self-awareness. The repeated chorus emphasizes the ongoing inner dialogue.
	•	Highlights:
	•	Cracks in the glass and shadows as metaphors for past struggles and hidden truths.
	•	The mirror as a symbol of reflection and honesty, showing both flaws and potential for growth.
	•	The bridge highlights the effort to peel back layers and confront the true self, building emotional tension.

✨ Overall: A poignant introspective anthem about facing one’s inner self, wrestling with past regrets, and searching for redemption or acceptance.

reflection-of-change

Map to Your Love is a heartfelt, emotional song about longing, uncertainty, and the search for connection. The lyrics portray love as a complex maze—a puzzle that challenges and frustrates, yet inspires persistence and hope. Through evocative imagery of mazes, stars, and compasses, the song conveys the yearning to navigate the mysteries of the heart and find clarity and guidance from the one you love.
	•	Verses: Illustrate the struggle and frustration of chasing love that feels elusive, using metaphors of mazes, riddles, and puzzles to depict emotional complexity.
	•	Pre-Chorus & Chorus: Express vulnerability, devotion, and hope, emphasizing the desire for guidance, clarity, and connection. The chorus turns the search into an empowering journey toward love.
	•	Overall Theme: Persistence in love, the quest for understanding and emotional connection, and the balance of vulnerability and courage in seeking someone’s heart.

Mood & Tone: Reflective, earnest, and yearning. The track evokes both emotional vulnerability and hopeful determination, making listeners feel the intensity of chasing love and seeking guidance.

map-to-your-love

This song captures the emotional turbulence of a love that’s both magnetic and chaotic. Through vivid imagery and metaphor, it portrays the experience of being caught in the unpredictable waves of someone’s moods—sometimes tender and warm, other times distant and stormy. The verses explore the frustration and fascination of loving someone whose inner world feels like a puzzle, while the chorus emphasizes the disorienting, repetitive cycle of connection and withdrawal. The bridge adds introspection, highlighting the uncertainty of whether this love will bring joy or pain. Overall, the song is a raw, honest exploration of emotional highs and lows, vulnerability, and the irresistible pull of someone who keeps you on edge

up-and-down

This song is a powerful metaphorical exploration of loss, disillusionment, and the collapse of something once believed to be unshakable—whether it be a relationship, trust, or personal stability. Using the imagery of crumbling walls, it conveys the feeling of helplessness as structures built with effort and hope fall apart. The verses reflect realization and sorrow, the bridge emphasizes the inevitability of collapse, and the choruses hammer home the relentless, repetitive nature of emotional breakdown. Overall, the song is a raw, evocative depiction of vulnerability, change, and the painful process of witnessing something solid crumble before your eyes.

crumbling-down

This song is a fierce, empowering anthem about reclaiming self-respect and setting boundaries in the face of a toxic relationship. Through vivid storytelling, it captures the frustration and disappointment of loving someone who chooses alcohol and recklessness over connection, while celebrating the singer’s strength, growth, and independence. The verses chronicle past hurt and repeated disappointment, the pre-choruses mark a turning point of self-realization, and the choruses assert unwavering resolve—no more tolerance for destructive behavior. Overall, the song is a bold declaration of personal empowerment, resilience, and the courage to walk away from what no longer serves you.

don’t-come over drunk

This track is a brutally honest reflection on how photographs can both heal and wound. Each verse unpacks the contradiction of frozen smiles and hidden pain—how a single image can bring back laughter, love, and beauty, while at the same time reopening scars of betrayal, heartbreak, and regret. The song carries a gritty, unfiltered tone with heavy emotional punches, laced with profanity to underline its rawness.

The chorus hammers home the paradox: photos are joy, but they’re also pain. The bridges push this tension even further, painting photos as both daggers and time machines that trap the singer between past love and unresolved wounds. By the outro, it’s clear that photographs aren’t just memories—they’re curses and blessings, forcing the singer to confront everything they’ve lived through, good and bad.

It’s part catharsis, part rage, part mourning, and part acceptance—a powerful anthem about the way memory refuses to fade.

photographs

This song is a gut-wrenching dialogue between two brothers — one alive, one gone. Told through alternating verses, it captures the rage, regret, and love left behind when death rips family apart. Brother 1 screams into the void, wrestling with grief, guilt, and memories, while Brother 2 responds from beyond, offering echoes of comfort and solidarity.

The chorus unites them, showing that even in separation, their bond remains unbroken — defiant against fate, lies, and the cruelty of the world. The track blends raw confession, brutal honesty, and unfiltered pain, with moments of resilience shining through.

At its core, it’s a story of broken men bound by love, scars, and survival, refusing to let death erase their brotherhood.

broken-men ( miss you bro)

This track dives deep into the cold reality of addiction, homelessness, and society’s blind eye. Told through haunting imagery and raw emotion, the lyrics capture the fragile line between life and death — “too cold outside for angels to survive.” Set against a backdrop of melancholy melodies and hard truths, the song reflects the struggles hidden in plain sight, the ones you might only glimpse from a bus window on a winter morning. Both heartbreaking and brutally honest, it’s a story of lost innocence, fading hope, and the voices that scream when the world won’t listen.

to-cold

This song is a raw, emotional ballad about struggle, faith, and finding strength through love. It begins in a vulnerable, reflective place, questioning whether anyone — or anything — truly hears the pain inside. As it unfolds, the lyrics reveal the presence of a guiding angelic force, someone who shields, protects, and lifts the singer through chaos, mistakes, and heartbreak. The choruses rise with anthemic power, blending grit and tenderness, while the bridges expose moments of deep weakness that are healed by unconditional love. By the end, the track swells into a soaring, almost gospel-like celebration of resilience, closing softly with the reassurance that even in the darkest times, the angel’s love remains.

down-the-waterfall

Play lists. Is my. Newest    
I push myself to all different styles of music 
Most are dance pop. But I love country myself also the violin in fast dance 

Every one of my songs is a story.
I’m a product of 1990 — raised on After Dark and Colosseum, where raw mic energy ruled the night. There’s something about loud voices and echoing bars that still sends shivers down my spine.

After years of crafting and editing music for me to heal , I’ve decided it’s time to step back — and let you take the sound and make it yours.

Massive thanks for tuning in. Sorry if I upset you with sad songs. But I just sing what i feel or see 

Check the playlist for my best tracks — handpicked, heart-made, and full of truth. Some funny stupid and sad and happy.    I love what I do I hope you enjoyed my life in song 

Much love and respect to all of you.
Big thanks again, you lot!

up-and-down

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