Just about every single day life is a pain

silent-screams

sorry

This song is a reflective, emotionally charged ballad centered on self-examination and personal growth.
	•	Theme: It explores confronting past mistakes, hidden scars, and internal struggles, asking whether one can repair the parts of themselves that feel broken or continue hiding behind secrecy.
	•	Mood: Introspective, poignant, and slightly melancholic, with a sense of quiet determination. The imagery of pale streetlights and shadows adds a cinematic, nighttime feel.
	•	Style: Emotional singer-songwriter or alternative pop ballad, with poetic lyrics that combine vulnerability and self-awareness. The repeated chorus emphasizes the ongoing inner dialogue.
	•	Highlights:
	•	Cracks in the glass and shadows as metaphors for past struggles and hidden truths.
	•	The mirror as a symbol of reflection and honesty, showing both flaws and potential for growth.
	•	The bridge highlights the effort to peel back layers and confront the true self, building emotional tension.

✨ Overall: A poignant introspective anthem about facing one’s inner self, wrestling with past regrets, and searching for redemption or acceptance.

reflection-of-change

Map to Your Love is a heartfelt, emotional song about longing, uncertainty, and the search for connection. The lyrics portray love as a complex maze—a puzzle that challenges and frustrates, yet inspires persistence and hope. Through evocative imagery of mazes, stars, and compasses, the song conveys the yearning to navigate the mysteries of the heart and find clarity and guidance from the one you love.
	•	Verses: Illustrate the struggle and frustration of chasing love that feels elusive, using metaphors of mazes, riddles, and puzzles to depict emotional complexity.
	•	Pre-Chorus & Chorus: Express vulnerability, devotion, and hope, emphasizing the desire for guidance, clarity, and connection. The chorus turns the search into an empowering journey toward love.
	•	Overall Theme: Persistence in love, the quest for understanding and emotional connection, and the balance of vulnerability and courage in seeking someone’s heart.

Mood & Tone: Reflective, earnest, and yearning. The track evokes both emotional vulnerability and hopeful determination, making listeners feel the intensity of chasing love and seeking guidance.

map-to-your-love

This track dives deep into the cold reality of addiction, homelessness, and society’s blind eye. Told through haunting imagery and raw emotion, the lyrics capture the fragile line between life and death — “too cold outside for angels to survive.” Set against a backdrop of melancholy melodies and hard truths, the song reflects the struggles hidden in plain sight, the ones you might only glimpse from a bus window on a winter morning. Both heartbreaking and brutally honest, it’s a story of lost innocence, fading hope, and the voices that scream when the world won’t listen.

to-cold

“Just a Fxxking Man I Am” is raw, unapologetic, and unfiltered. It dives into the weight of survival, addiction, and inner conflict, telling stories from the streets where angels fall and demons whisper. With haunting lyrics and a gritty delivery, the track holds nothing back — exposing pain, truth, and the cold reality of trying to make it through another day. It’s not about perfection, it’s about honesty. A soundtrack for the broken, the lost, and anyone fighting battles no one else can see.

just a fucking man.

This song is a vulnerable emotional ballad about struggle, faith, and finding strength through love. It begins in a vulnerable, reflective place, questioning whether anyone — or anything — truly hears the pain inside. As it unfolds, the lyrics reveal the presence of a guiding angelic force, someone who shields, protects, and lifts the singer through chaos, mistakes, and heartbreak. The choruses rise with anthemic power, blending grit and tenderness, while the bridges expose moments of deep weakness that are healed by unconditional love. By the end, the track swells into a soaring, almost gospel-like celebration of resilience, closing softly with the reassurance that even in the darkest times, the angel’s love remains.

down-the-waterfall

This song is a carefree, feel-good anthem about letting go of overthinking and embracing love for what it is — wild, fun, and a little messy. With catchy verses, a playful pre-chorus, and a hook that asks “Why so serious?”, it celebrates romance as a colorful adventure, not something to be controlled or boxed in. The bridge turns up the energy with dizzy, joyful imagery, before the final chorus explodes into a parade-like celebration of two hearts beating as one.

why-so-serious?

My little daughter age 11. Hates school lessons p4l. So I told her let’s make a beautiful  tune to make her happy

This track is a raw, unapologetic anthem of cutting ties and standing firm against betrayal. With fiery imagery and biting lyrics, it paints a picture of someone toxic who thrives on chaos, but the narrator refuses to give them the satisfaction of attention or compassion. The chorus hits hard with its brutal honesty—“I wouldn’t piss on you even if you’re on fire”—a metaphor for complete detachment and refusal to be dragged back into the flames. Dark, defiant, and cathartic, the song is both a warning and a release, capturing the strength it takes to walk away and let destructive people burn out on their own.

piss-on-you

This track is pure, unfiltered rage turned into music. A brutal anthem of betrayal and revenge, it’s filled with explosive imagery—gasoline veins, kerosene lungs, and words that cut like blades. The verses tell the story of someone pushed past their breaking point, transformed from calm to chaos, while the hook delivers raw fury with no apologies. Violent, intense, and unapologetically dark, this song is the embodiment of payback—where every scar becomes a lyric and every wound fuels the fire. It’s not just anger, it’s a declaration: you lit the fire, now watch it burn.

🔥-“bullet-in-the-mic”-🔥

Play lists. Is my. Newest    
I push myself to all different styles of music 
Most are dance pop. But I love country myself also the violin in fast dance 

Every one of my songs is a story.
I’m a product of 1990 — raised on After Dark and Colosseum, where raw mic energy ruled the night. There’s something about loud voices and echoing bars that still sends shivers down my spine.

After years of crafting and editing music for me to heal , I’ve decided it’s time to step back — and let you take the sound and make it yours.

Massive thanks for tuning in. Sorry if I upset you with sad songs. But I just sing what i feel or see 

Check the playlist for my best tracks — handpicked, heart-made, and full of truth. Some funny stupid and sad and happy.    I love what I do I hope you enjoyed my life in song 

Much love and respect to all of you.
Big thanks again, you lot!

why-so-serious?

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