P-Distressful Game

When you realize you missed the train...
Written, performed and recorded by Neli CoKo, 2025, all rights reserved.
Thank you for listening :)

Gone

W-Private Lines

Original Demo by H. Stytz (comp.arr.voc.guitars), Pee Gee (story/lyrics)
Hymn Version by Jerry P. using SUNO prof .tools

I sincerely thank everyone who supported us on SC with likes, encouraging comments and many wonderful feedbacks. My upload limit is almost reached. Perhaps I will return in 2026 as an Artist Pro, who knows :D

Some time ago I read in the newspaper that more than 1000 volunteers had offered to sign up for a one-way-mission to Mars. I wondered  what motivated these people to embark on such an adventure. This  led to the story "Journey of no return"!  H. Stytz set my lyrics to such beautiful harmonies and melodies that it was immediately clear that this should be produced as an anthem.´´
For almost one year we tried to offer the demoversion to  various recordcompanies and publishers...no success!
Now with the heip of Jerry P. and some of his magic tools I could realize my vision of what the song could have sounded like when produced in a professional studio . Despite of some freedom he had to strictly adhere to the original harmonies and melodies and keep the lyrics.
This song is dedicated to my family and some friends who supported us thru the ups and downs of the last 35 years.  
I hope some of the listeners here will like this version, too !
All the best and a great Holiday Season , all you lovely people on the cloud. It was a pleasure to listen to so many amazing artists and musicians here. 
Cheers!

Journey Of No Return - hymn

1st Place rides in a limousine down 
main street, showered with confetti and is adored by all.
....2nd place walks home

~ final track on the album 'Royal Bizkit'
sparkybonehead.bandcamp.com/album/royal-bizkit
Drum Kit, Organ, Piano, Yamaha MIDI Keyboard ~ Sparky B.
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2nd Place Walks Home   ( from 'Royal Bizkit' album )

Remixes 2026

Shine On (Remix 2026)

The original song "Guilty" was written by Richard A. Whiting and Harry Akst, the lyrics were written by Gus Kahn. It was recorded in 1931 and sung by so many big jazz artists, like Ella Fitzgerald, Carmel McCourt and many many others. This is my free interpretation of the song. This was the test recording and it is far away from perfection, but I like the mood. Thank you for listening :)

Guilty

Neurotheology

94_ Opener of the Year - released on 07 January 2026

Yesterday, I felt like creating something again... There were still some ideas lying around in LaunchPad under a sample collection called "Others". I took a few out. Only effects and melodies remain... and then I just got started... on the "Opener of the Year"!
Strength lies in calmness. Remember that. Don't rush into anything, but always keep your finger on the pulse.😉 I wish you all a great start to the year!🙋🏼‍♂️🍀 #ambient #chill #pulse #liverecording

(produced with BlocsWave & LaunchPad)

Opener of the Year

This is a song Mac and me did last year that I posted on one of my old pages and then deleted before anyone heard it . I get in my own head about my lyrics sometimes , but I listened to it today and have a totally different mindset now cos you can’t help thinking what you think no matter how miserable . And apologies to president beckenstein cos he has heard it cos I name check him and his song pity party

I wish I could express myself off this page
Then I’d never let myself spill with rage
Think I’m gonna get myself through this stage
Is it too young to wet myself in middle age 
Is it to late to save myself or far too soon to tell
Do I point myself to heaven but lean back into hell
And if tell myself that all is well I hope  it helps 
Cos I would rather be myself than pass it off as someone else

And yeah I know its narcissistic 
To say myself until your tits flip over , pound you down
You start to drown beneath the sound of me repeating that pronoun
It’s kinda dull in my hometown 
Our minds are full like golden brown
Think that’s about enough for now

I sing a pretty picture with my fingers
But I paint an ugly mugshot on the world 

And despite my best intentions it would be a lie to say
I’m nothing less than reprehensible unless I get my way
I never knew that you could screw the world until it screwed me first
I never dreamed I’d wanna kill a girl until I felt the curse
And it gets worse than that 
With every verse this twat
Keeps on reversing back
I stole that purse from nan
Please try to understand 
Im now a different man
It’s just my mouth and brain 
They came from separate lands
And yeah I know it’s faux artistic 
To play with pain and try and twist it
But then again for this shit misfit
There’s nowt to lose so why not risk it

I sing a pretty picture with my fingers
But I paint an ugly mugshot on the world
When I sit alone I sing so soft and  clearly
Such a shame that no one’s ever heard

But I don’t think I’m ready to go back to the start
Open up all them closed books and pull myself apart
But it’s the arty way that smart folk say
Makes new world views from yesterdays
Ain’t gravy mate but maybe pays
Well maybe later babycakes 

These words are all my mates
There’s not a one I hate
I pluked em out thin air and span em round like plates 
Not that no one cares , I ain’t that fucking great 
I’ve far too thin a pate.
A tendency to grate 
I’m sure you all relate 
Well if you’d stayed the pace
I’d have quit the race
In face of such distaste 


Think I’ll join jb , that’s if he’ll have me 
I’d sing for free at his pity party
Xx

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