There's a sadness on happy days
There's a cancer in me
If the problem resolves itself it must've been me
I have a dilemma
I don't know how to address it
My mind creates a demon just to erase it
Where's the asprin?
Where's my head at?
Can I breathe, am I breathing?
Check my pulse, please
Feel my heart skip a beat, a beat, a beat


Nail Bite

Corkscrew

we can make out or you can make fun of me with your friends. we can hold hands or we can be enemies, and this could end. you can fuck off or you can keep fucking me, and not pretend that you don't get turned on when you think of me. it's okay to be..

Gay Boy

PWBB Unedited Piano Track

Panic

This is a demo I recorded of a finished song a while back. I'm not too happy with the vocals, but after mulling over the quality and shit I decided to post it. Some of the enunciation sounds too forced, so be mindful of that. It'll be fixed up. I consider this song to be one of the most personal I've ever made.

Old Friends Die Young

Deafened

August

81,589

I'm gonna write a letter to myself and sing it to a song I know
If I didn't create it, it makes it less personal
When I'm done I'm gonna seal that motherfucker in an envelope
Mail it to a stranger and hope that it gives them hope
It says:
"You are now the only person here
You think that you're not but you are though"

Nemo

Ask Me Why I Hate Myself

I don't even need to see your face to know that you love me
It paints a nice picture in my head but it's not necessary
You think that it's special to hear your name
but remembering gives me the same feeling
as if you were standing right in front of me

Paint a Portrait of You for Me

Peach, Plum, Pear PRACTICE

I carry through my weight the total sum of all the parts I am and ever was
I'm scared of growing old while staying numb, 'cause eventually you hate what you become
I try to fix myself the best I can,
but better men have fallen where I stand
I tell myself I'm cynical and young,
but these are just excuses
I'm fucking useless

And oh, I know it's so hard to believe that someone like me could give up easily
But when everything is tiring to me, I'd rather sleep

Initiative

i can't play the guitar so i wrote an emo melody on the guitar

I Can't Play.. take 2

can't play the guitar so i made a song on the guitar

Pure

Rabs

Don't be upset with me
I don't want sympathy
I'll be just fine
Let me unwind
Start over from the bottom this time
When did we get fucked
At what point was this not good enough
Did you happen to forget when we were friends
Do you conveniently forget when it's harder to pretend

Unbelievable, you're at a stage passed delusional
Chase your boys, chase your drugs
Don't act like I never gave you love
Do you blame me too
I bet you do
How fucking strong of you to continue to regress into a child
Instead of coming face to face with your pile of lies

We were all I had
We were something new
What you take from me
I'll destroy in you

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