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all alone, all alone
im all alone, all alone
im all alone, all alone 
all alone, im alone

don't know what it really like
to be livin in the real life
feelings so heavy that i think i might
sink
these burdens too heavy
don't drive a chevy
still hold my hand
i might drown in the levee
light up a cig n take me 
cigarette smoke
please take me home
my heart and my head 
are in two fuckin places they feel so alone
think
i think it is my attitude
not to say that i could be rude
rather im sad and im missin you

all alone, all alone
im all alone, all alone
im all alone, all alone 
all alone, im alone

these flowers grow in rotten soil
make the cone  outta tin foil
i aint bad just a sad boy-o
just a sad boy-o from the burbs
makes music that nobodies heard
but he wanna fly 
with all of them birds

birds

pain stains the inside of my mind
my eyeballs can't find
the fine line of
your time and my time
so i guess that its bye bye 
i guess i was wrong 
so no stress, so don't text
dont come home
dont come home
better not come home

better not come home if u know whats good for ya
said u weren't gon fall but i swear i'll be good to ya
u know that im here for ya
n i know that ur here for me
music sound better together
call that shit symph-o-ny
im just so simple me
don't touch my insta feed
need to keep up appearance
i'll never impress ur parents
at this rate
it's not fake
it's just interference
man fuck all these feelins
like bitch im still healin
no time left im bleeding
 feelin defeated
by the way that im treated

pain stains the inside of my mind
my eyeballs can't find
the fine line of
your time and my time
so i guess that its bye bye 
i guess i was wrong 
so no stress, so don't text
dont come home
dont come home
better not come home

interference

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so scared of people
penetrate and puncture
u can tell that they dont want ya
so scared of people
ur just a crybaby
been cryin more lately
so maybe there's some truth to that
so let me spit some facts
just cus its only temporary
dont make its any less scary
just cus im smilin
dont make my situation less hairy
im just a young boy turnin 20 soon
before i know it i'll be 22 
still out here actin like a fool
for love
validation 
for any fuckin feelin gimme any fuckin feelin
anything at all
or at least someone to call

breathe in and breathe out and 
don't open your mouth and
 just fall into mine
at least one last time 
don't you dare close that door
why can't we be more 
why can't we be more
oh god can't we be more

im out of my depth
i been thinkin bout death my words
 are fallin on deaf ears
confirm my worst fears
baby girl just dry my tears
maybe in a few more years
baby girl get me out of here
baby girl get me out of here
you can't be my religion
 i think i see a vision
flashback to your kitchen
 cookin then we kissin 
 bedroom now im missin
missin all the little things 
swear to god im witnessing
it all fall apart
it all falls apart
n i'll fall apart

breathe in and breathe out and 
don't open your mouth and
 just fall into mine
at least one last time 
don't you dare close that door
why can't we be more 
why can't we be more
oh god can't we be more

its ok to cry

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onsuite, smell so damn sweet
swept off my feet
you're in, my dreams
make me, so weak
within, your reach
can u, hold me?
can u, hold me?

Lavender motel onsuite
damn your perfume smell so sweet
won't u lie down next to me
i booked this motel room last week
let's go have some fun tonight
find myself lost in your eyes
skin on skin it sound so nice
for once my heart ain't cold, no ice

honestly, a part of me
wants to play it safe
but all of you,is tellin me
fuck the view 
you're the view
at the lavender motel
can't tell if it's heaven or its hell
im just glad that i isn't by myself
switch up the flow, feelin so comfortable 
feelin at home
with you 

Lavender motel onsuite
damn your perfume smell so sweet
won't u lie down next to me
i booked this motel room last week
let's go have some fun tonight
find myself lost in your eyes
skin on skin it sound so nice
for once my heart ain't cold, no ice

(intro)

lavender motel

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all i be wishin for - some power
 seein u grow like a-  sunflower
my god u a princess - then im bowser
you are the most
and im lousy, im drowsy
im tired of all of it
the always be startin shit
the tears and the fears of abandonment
 errybody wanna rule the world n shit
i don wanna run the world or anythin
i just wanna make shit with all my friends
 accomplish simple dreams
satisfy my damn rents
thrive off this energy
turn into a better me
super saiyan with an emo energy - level
god keep me from theee devil
i keep my mind sea level
but my feelins run deep
i aint gettin no sleep
lonely flavour bittersweet
bitter me oh bitter me

so many songs about u
too scared to open these wounds
oh i miss the inside of your room
your name girl it paints my world blue
how can i do this without u
i do what i gotta do

few knew your smile, like i did
tattoo of your name, on eyelids
that's just a joke, don't mind it
band aid for my soul, i'll find it

drink pocari
sweatin while i play atari, all i wanna be is a star-me
not talkin bout the pocket monster
always honest
aint a flaunter
emo hunneds 
i ain't gonna
sit and humour these scenes
cause these demons to be freed
ones that i haven't seen
got me singin all these

so many songs about u
too scared to open these wounds
oh i miss the inside of your room
your name girl it paints my world blue
how can i do this without u
i do what i gotta do

BOWSR

THIS IS FROM THE EP THAT I AM WORKING ON.
NO RELEASE DATE YET. LOVE YOUR FRIENDS, KISS UR HOMIES GOODNIGHT. okay peace.
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if only i could make mistakes n feel okay
if only i could find something to do today
i jumped right off the path but i will find my way
and if it's not today, ima be okay
i'll find my way
someway, somehow 
not here not now 
no way, no change 
no face no smile 
no space no time 
but i'll find my wayx3

i wanna see the world in all of the colours
nobody wanna see a black and white movie but,
at least they got eachother
light n the dark, yin n the yang
head n the heart, tooth n the fang
sun n the moon, setting soon
upsetting whom? who's frettin, who??
im so confused

we the codename kids next door
never done what we told
never bought what they sold
but we gettin kinda old for this
we too grown for this,
rude behaviour
lord and saviour
cannot save ya
i'll betray ya
sooner later, 
i'll be braver, i promise

a pom pom upon my head
a lil sumsum before im dead
how a lazy boy gon make some bread
need a whole bakery, for the sake of me
and all of my homies, fav phrase if if only

TECHNICOLOUR

somethin that didn't make the EP but i wanted 2 share this anyway ehehe 
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its here ive made my bed
can i just lay my head
upon your shoulder
can i get some rest
my hands have gotten colder
now that we're a little older
i better act my age
i gotta earn my wage
i think i smoke too much
think i got underweighed
my hands have gotten colder
now that we're a little older

wake me up from this nightmare im in
sike all i need is a mic and a pen
and a friend who
can come thru, in a pinch
wholesome, call it soul food (BITCH)
FUCK A DISEASE
I DO AS I PLEASE 
SMILE IS BIG AS CAN POSSIBLY BE
everything big
im losing my breath,
so pass me a cig
dont be a snitch
cus that shit for losers
im drinkin fine wine
y'all drinking cruisers
i wanna fine dine
y'all want the entree
losing my mind like im KANYE
THROWIN IT BACK LIKE BEYONCE 
LOVE ALL MY BOYS, BITCH I AM GAY

its here ive made my bed
can i just lay my head
upon your shoulder
can i get some rest
my hands have gotten colder
now that we're a little older
i better act my age
i gotta earn my wage
i think i smoke too much
think i got underweighed
my hands have gotten colder
now that we're a little older

yea!

sick of sitting on songs soOooooOOOo!!!
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greetings earthling
i see you've landed upon my planet
greetings earthling
im glad you like it cus i can't stand it,
the way im stranded, the way that im so far from home
the way i keep holding my tongue
the way i keep gripping the bong

you should go back to ur planet
you should go back to ur planet sometime
you should go back to ur planet
you should go back to ur planet not mine
i got no space, i got no time, i got no face all i got is love

is this a space walk
cus there's no gravity 'round that boy
his furniture just floats about the room
his breath, his thought, his doubt
they still consume

make decisions i dont know if they the right ones
dropped out of college just to see if i could write songs
forgave myself, i know i'll never right wrongs
this earth too big, im a little fish in a big pond
gonna be a bitch to escape from
im goin far away, but i'll write home
outer space is my home
melancholy is my tone

(chorus)

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cus baby im sludge 
baby im slime
maybe im just
a waste of your time
baby im sluuuuudge
baby im slime
maybe im juuuuust
a waste of your time 

haphazardly half-assing my life
no backstabbers or trespassers in sight, ya feel me??
the real me is a puddle of slime
you put together pieces but it falls apart with time
i got carnivore thoughts, they consume me
i know they ain't real, but they rule me
fool me, lead me to the ooze, where king krule be
the land of unruly, a little too spooky, for me
i know i aint shit, but nobody's perfect
how i convince myself that, living is worth it, oh
livin is worth it all

cus baby im sludge 
baby im slime
maybe im just
a waste of your time
baby im sluuuuudge
baby im slime
maybe im juuuuust
a waste of your time 


I AINT WAISTING YOUR TIME, YOU ARE WASTING MINE
IF U WANNA PIECE OF ME, YOU GON WAIT IN LINE

sludge

baby you're heaven sent,
medicine to me
to me
lately you're reticent 
irrelevant to me 
UNREQUITED
guess i'll be quiet, oh oh oh oh

lucifer
holy spirit 
holy hell
i been gifted this holy grail 
used to ride 
me myself and i
need a suit and tie
least that's how i felt
you provide
for yourself and I
and for all that im 
thankful for your help
 you provide

don't mind me
i'll find us peace
and i'll share my piece
so, so dont mind me
but all these promises 
sound like chocolate 
temporary, but oh so sweet
so, so dont mind me
i'll find us peace
and i'll share my piece
so, so dont mind me
said dont mind me

boy siopao (◡‿◡✿)

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