Damn bro I fw u man. I can see u worked on polishing the sound u was developing in 2020 alot

anxiety [+gauge]

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@scoobisalright
@lileddy8
@benjithemachine
@deadat18

Magic Charms (w/ ☆scøøb☆ & edwrd.) [+Benjithemachine x Deadat18]

prod benjithemachine x northeast lights
cover art by 808realm

going ghost! [northeast lights x benjithemachine] - single

going ghost! [northeast lights x benjithemachine]

going ghost! ☆ prod. northeast lights x benjithemachine

★everything is grey now, im feelin jaded!★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/joshuasageart
https://soundcloud.com/blackfridvy

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/fourteendays

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/jaded-w-joshuasageart-fridvy-prod-fourteendays-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
why dont u try to understand 
i used try
why dont you try to understand
i said i did!

*intelligible*
why not!
whats wrong with running away from reality
if it sucks

hook:
feeling like a lost cause
i fucking hate it
everything is grey now
im feeling jaded

sitting in the background
my days are wasted
i cant breathe

feeling all too numb now
not even hatred
for everyone around me
i guess im faded

sinking down too low now
unmotivated
i cant breathe
tonight

verse one:
hiding away
who would've guessed it
falling apart
is right on the checklist

say that im lost
but then u'd expect
but im not
yeah

and im trying really hard
really hard do better
saying that im fine
that im fine whatever

knowing that you're not
that you're not forever
gets me down in the dumps

repeat hook:
feeling like a lost cause
i fucking hate it
everything is grey now
im feeling jaded

sitting in the background
my days are wasted
i cant breathe

feeling all too numb now
not even hatred
for everyone around me
i guess im faded

sinking down too low now
unmotivated
i cant breathe
tonight

verse two (joshuasageart):
feeling like a lost cause
i think you'll make it
i need some closure
some motivation

sometimes im anxious
i change the station
i think about why things
dont always stay the same

yeah you, yes you
are confused
you know what 
u can do

its gets dark
just a tomb
let it out
let your light through

repeat hook:
feeling like a lost cause
i fucking hate it
everything is grey now
im feeling jaded

sitting in the background
my days are wasted
i cant breathe

feeling all too numb now
not even hatred
for everyone around me
i guess im faded

sinking down too low now
unmotivated
i cant breathe
tonight

verse three (fridvy):
yeah its fine
yeah i guess it whatever
off a bean
i my goth money sweatshirt

live a dream
all these drugs make my head hurt
you cant sit with us
we the mean girls we the headers

european denim
love me for touch

posted up with weirdos
bitch i need benzo
they tryna fuck wit me
now im in by suvi jeans

the last five years
been a fever dream

★streaming★

★jaded★ w/ joshuasageart & fridvy (prod. fourteendays)

tour in march <3
lyrics ~ 
passed out or awake i still drift away
cant breath but my heart still feels the same
3 - 3 - 3 nines in a row things are going great
hard to feel when these pills taking all my pain
x2
its hard to feel when i cant even feel my face
its hard to care with these BBz on my waist
they probably wish they could be me no you cant
im choppin bricks and serving seaweed with the gang
!
i feel like things have changed since we talked last
i just wanted you to know that
i hope that things can get better as the time goes
but i dont know how long i can let this go
put a switch on the glock it sounds like firecrackers
that bitch spit fast like its been hanging out with marshall mathers
if you want action then you know im finna let it happen
koop got that 9 up on his side and he be wrecking havoc

333999

333999 [+ shinju x krave]

w/ @blackfridvy
prod me
mixed by me & fridvy
cover by me & tessa

-lyrics-
benji
i’ve been haunted by myself these days
you’re leaving told me to be brave 
now i can’t feel my face
cause i act like i don’t care
i’m really sorry i’m so scared 
but i’ve been like this my entire life
i wish i was a shooting star
i would pass by earth in one fell swoop and no one would remember me 
but the stars are such a crowd
babe i know that you're not proud
but do you ever feel ashamed of me
tomorrow i’ll find another way to hide 
i swear i heard your voice in the walls last night 
i’ll be your stupid waste of time
i know your eyes were never mine
Oh woah baby are you ashamed of me

fridvy
days pass by like shooting stars 
i seldom wonder where you are 
and i'm so scared of the truth i seek 
said i’d get better but im weak 
i told my mom i'd kick the pills 
i broke down everything we built 
cause baby that's just what i do 
i shoulda stayed away from you 
dont got the energy to try 
so when i leave girl please don’t cry 
like i said i'll never change 
i'll let you turn another page 
wish i wanted to sober up
i hate how much i love these drugs
i waited outside in the rain
tell me are you ashamed of me

(synthetic 4evr)

ashamed of me +fridvy

Fell2theground featuring joge (nvki x northeastlights)

prod @patchfacebeats + @taurs + @jolst

everywhere i step im leaving stardust<3

stardust - single

stardust w/ kenny orlando ☆ prod. patchface + taurs + jolst

official music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6FM4GbPe5I&ab_channel=patternsxx

bby, yr not the 1
im srry that u had 2 find out this way
bby its all bcuz
u had 2 go and say all those things u say
but now u cant stop me
the things u taught me
u couldnt rob me 
of learnin yr ways
i wont hold it against u
but u held against me 
my word and now 
thats all thats at stake
he held me closer 2 him than u ever did
cant even 4giv u
wont ever 4get u
no phoebe bridge
miss u like a kid
im still just a kid
u wanna try 2 fix
all of the parts of me
that i think r sick
4 both of us
in different ways
this is a transition
my mom would say
theres better ways
to waste the space 
left in yr brain
i spent the rest of my remaining
on my lyrics and yr face
now theres no one else
left 2 sing yr praise
not a good look
2 act obsessed babe
shook a lot of u off
when i went 2 the rave
im standing out in the snow
u dont remember my name
would it all go back 
to the way that it was
if i wished on a star
and i stopped doing drugs
but u took it too far
it was never what i wanted
left me with a scar
yr a ghost now im haunted
now i never wanna know
what yr doing now bcuz
if i did i would think abt it
way 2 much
way 2 much
yr hold on me
is nothing but a touch
that i cant keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel x ven
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/2/23
art by bedhead
original photography by lil wet wet

Fell2theground featuring joge (nvki x northeastlights)

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