Name: The symphony of my Agony by bRAd yoUnG
Duration: 1 min 13 s
Description: What it has been like since crossing the metaphoric Event Horizon, where defeatism is constant and there doesn't seem to be a way out..... But maybe.....

Drexilla - Overload

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Drexilla - Overload

Drexilla - Disruptor

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Disruptor

Drexilla - Disruptor

What it has been like since crossing the metaphoric Event Horizon, where defeatism is constant and there doesn't seem to be a way out..... But maybe.....

The Aftermath of Life

The symphony of my Agony

Tease me, please me.... Seduce me with your charms

Savage

Seduce Me

The lies you spread are known.... 

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Whisper, sweet obsession in my ears

Send me dreams of cold blood, I've bought only fears

Hide your face behind a mask of sanity

You were shrinking like caliphanity

(Bridge)
Liar, liar, burning fire in your eyes
Liar liar
Truth is ashes crumbled from the skies
Empty promises, empty soul, unwise, very ordinary where trust dies

(Verse 2)
Liar, liar, ashes fall  from on your tongue

Searing like scorching hot sun

broken trust
split earth and under moon's light
liar liar vanishing tonight

Liar, Liar

Antichrist (prod - Ghosty)

The title explains it all.... 

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Sick of the faces, voices are like crashes, pushing my buttons, firing up the ashes.

Tired of your lies, games and fake ties, wearing down my soul, breaking every rule.

(chorus)
I'm sick and tired of you, can't handle what you do.
Breaking free tonight, won't go without a fight.

(Verse 2)
My soul to the floor, can't take it anymore, your empty hollow words, the lying burns. 

Pull on the tough, that talking behind your back, a smile made of glass waiting for it to crack.

(Chorus)
I'm sick and tired of you.
Cant handle what you do.
Breaking free tonight.
Won't go without a fight.

(verse 3)
My soul to the floor, can't take it anymore, your empty hollow words, the lying burns

Pull on the tough, that talking behind your back, a smile made of glass waiting for it to crack.

(Chorus)
I'm sick and tired of you.
Can't handle what you do.
Breaking free tonight.
Won't go without a fight.

Sick and Tired

Sick And Tired

I decided to remix this song from my last album. The original song is called "I am Filthy" ... I am very pleased with how this new version turned out! 

Lyrics:

I am filthy....

I cannot take back all of the things I've said to

you,

I am angry....

I do nothing but cause pain to those that I love,

I am failing....

Why must I, do this to those, I care about......

I have fallen....

I know that you will never love me, The way I love you.... So I've resigned myself to this thing that we call friends, But it is killing me.... My heart has become so jaded that I must run, Away from you now.... And just let you go, and know, that I'm doing, The wrong thing again.... You were my friend.....

I have fallen.....

I am nothing that you wanted,

I am nothing that you need,

I am angry....

I am nothing that you wanted,

I am nothing that you need,

I am failing....

I am everything that you wanted,

I am everything, everything you need,

I am filthy....

Filthy

Brian....

Lyrics:

In the shadows of our yesterdays,  
Whispers of a love that slipped away,  
Brian, your name a haunting refrain,  
In the silence, the echoes remain.

Fragments of a dream, shattered and torn,  
In the night, I still yearn,  
For the moments we were one,  
Now lost in the setting sun.

Oh, Brian, in the twilight's glow,  
The memories we shared, they come and go,  
Joy and sorrow, a twisted thread,  
In the grunge of our unspoken dread.


In the echoes of our laughter's end,  
A hollow place where love once penned,  
Brian, your face, a fading light,  
In the darkness, I still fight.

Pieces of a heart, broken and cold,  
In the night, I'm still told,  
Of the love we could have been,  
Now lost in the bitter wind.

Oh, Brian, in the twilight's glow,  
The memories we shared, they come and go,  
Joy and sorrow, a twisted thread,  
In the grunge of our unspoken dread.

In the silence, the pain unfolds,  
A love that's lost, a story untold,  
Brian, in the shadows we hide,  
The passion we felt, now denied.

Oh, Brian, in the twilight's glow,  
The memories we shared, they come and go,  
Joy and sorrow, a twisted thread,  
In the grunge of our unspoken dread.

Brian

Its a fight I must do alone... 

Lyrics:


Walking the trail of broken dreams, dust in my eyes. Black sky above, ghosts of the night, how they cry. 
Steel boots on asphalt travel burns on the first foot. 
Escape this infernal calling, it feels wicked. Oh...

Grave markers lined the way, unsaid names etched in stone.
Haunting whispers from shadows, I'll walk alone
No light, no mercy, nightmares on every side.


Journey through torment where demons reside.
On the long lonely road out of Hell.. 
burning wreckage, memories like a prison cell.
Searching for salvation, a story to tell, fighting through darkness where angels fell!!

..... 

Through darkness where angels fell, 
These damned souls trying to steal my soul to sell, 
That's why I must get out of Hell.

Lonely road out of Hell

Lonely Road Out Of Hell

I remixed the Death Song from my last album. 
Death Song 2.0 

I'll kill myself to make everything go away, 
there's nothing left for me here, 
there's nothing left to say, 
I tried to make believe what I feel is not real, 
But I've cut all ties and sealed the deal. 

I see the gun. 
I feel the bullet in my head. 
Everything went black, I'm as good as dead. 

I'm a prisoner of my own demise, 
I'm a prisoner behind these eyes, 
The fate of my life was in your hands, 
but you never gave heed to my demands, 
this is a death song, 
Soon I'll be dead and gone. 

I see the gun. 
I feel the bullet in my head. 
Everything went black, I'm as good as dead.

Death Song 2.0

Engage with the rich, rhythmic, and enthralling compositions I create. While I don't perceive myself as a gifted musician, I find fulfillment in devoting my leisure time to crafting music and conveying my emotions through song. My personal journey serves as the backdrop for my art, and I aim to infuse each piece with a fragment of myself. The shadows of my past often reemerge, as the past tends to relive itself. This is the reflection of my innermost thoughts. Music and art are indispensable to a fulfilling life. Thank you for listening, and I invite you to subscribe if you find resonance in my work.

The symphony of my Agony

bRAd yoUnG

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