people say i am too white to be aboriginal but i've never seen them at a smoking ceremony

prod. @prodmarku
feat. @prodmarku @dispositionss


[marku]
everyday is an endless cycle, i've been lonely i've been holding back
how i really feel, ask me what's the deal i don't say what's real 
help me find a hack to crack the code, i pack up for the road
not packing up a roach 'cause that shit gon' make me fold
i panic from anxiety, clouds up in my psyche
guide me out this mind bleed, life been seeming pricey

every time we fight you make it 'bout yourself 
i been walking 'cross a burning bridge the state of my health ill bitch
i don't wanna fucking argue wanna show you how i feel
but i'm losing my grip of the rope of love i held

i've never been able to look myself in the mirror and feel content with it
i've never been able to hold myself as high as you might think i do

[dispo]
u just broke my heart and it feels like i could die
got 2 pick up all the pieces or at least try
smoking up a joint it'll take me 2 the sky
all i want is u baby trust me i'm a nice guy

[marku]
every time we fight you make it 'bout yourself 
i been walking 'cross a burning bridge the state of my health ill bitch
i don't wanna fucking argue wanna show you how i feel
but i'm losing my grip of the rope of love i held

[bradily]
i don't need help i just need her
i think it's unfair of me to use her as my therapy
i don't wanna be this way, i'll be this way, oh
genie in a bottle rub it you're my one wish away
putting down the cup 'cause I've had enough to drink today
locked inside my head like treasure in a chest
i ain't taken care of myself since the other day
life sucks one day you're here and
the next you're dropping dead gorgeous
do we turn into fairies like a florges
or do we turn into something more gorgeous

clashing w/ marku + vow

ft. @markuwho @heyQWNN

[bradily]
wanna feel like i feel when i’m asleep 
honestly 
i wanted you to notice me like all night
wanna feel like i feel when i’m asleep 
honestly 
i don’t like how i’m just out your sight 

i’m burnt out like cigarette ash i cried all night how’d i take you back 
beat myself got bruises on my hands is that what it takes to be your man
wanna feel like i feel when i’m asleep 
honestly 
i wanted you to notice me like all night
 
[marku]
waking up and my voice too fucked
cigarettes by the chain till i can't talk
my fist bloody i don't know who tried to test me
as of lately i been feelin lots of people got some envy for me
yall obsessed with the clout you can have it all
i can't fuck with nobody i don't care if you have it all
fuck hoes i got a bitch i don't cat call
i pay no mind to the hate no none at all

[QWNN]
no none at all, crash that shit, run it up
been running the game for way too long
since day one never took a day off
every song's a banger i'm not a one off
hope when you look down you're proud of me
when i look at the clouds and all i see
every hook every verse every line is filled with honesty

[bradily]
we done fought too much god my head hurts you keep bringing me down i’m wondering what that’s worth
how can you love me you love to see brad hurt you’re mentally fucking me like we on brazzerz 
i wanna connect like the word wide web pushing your theory of what’s wrong with my head
i’m better off dead i know cuz honestly

wanna feel like i feel when i’m asleep 
honestly 
i wanted you to notice me like all night
wanna feel like i feel when i’m asleep 
honestly 
i don’t like how i’m just out your sight 

i’m burnt out like cigarette ash i cried all night how’d i take you back 
beat myself got bruises on my hands is that what it takes to be your man
wanna feel like i feel when i’m asleep 
honestly 
i wanted you to notice me like all night

honestly w/ marku & QWNN (siem spark + 5head)

feat. @markuwho @diacetyl
mix and mastered by @markuwho
produced by @everest-mgmt

[bradily]
absent i've been feeling absent 
absence sorry for my absence i been drinking absinthe i don't know who to call
absence i don't know what happened i been drinking absinthe time to break down my walls absent i've been feeling absent 
absence sorry for my absence i been drinking absinthe i don't know who to call
absence i don't know what happened i been drinking absinthe time to break down my walls 



[marku] @markuwho
one time i thought i was god and every since then my minds been off 
i been trying to keep the people out my brain they don't knock so 
it seems the only road that i'm headed lacks air flow 
top shelf i just thought i'd treat myself dunk my face right in this water
will i wake up will i drown it's all down to fate if i scream, won't make a sound 
but i'm not used to silence in my head there's guiding crowds

[bradily]
i been drinking all night baby while i drown when i hit the town
i drink until a smile appears the liquors gonna change it from a frown 
bad habits kick me down they keep me in the ground 
absent i've been feeling absent 
absence sorry for my absence i been drinking absinthe i don't know who to call
absence i don't know what happened i been drinking absinthe time to break down my walls 


[diacetyl] @diacetyl
i be sipping way too much and hate it in a way i can't function 
live in masquerade, mask my conscience delve in novocaine, 
numb my losses i been feeling absent lately 
reeling on the toll it's taking reaping all the toil, i'm breaking 
oh it's coming for my soul i'm waiting 

[bradily]
absent i've been feeling absent 
absence sorry for my absence i been drinking absinthe i don't know who to call
absence i don't know what happened i been drinking absinthe time to break down my walls 
absent i've been feeling absent 
absence sorry for my absence i been drinking absinthe i don't know who to call
absence i don't know what happened i been drinking absinthe time to break down my walls 

absent i've been feeling absent

absinthe w/ marku & diacetyl (everestdidthis)

m&m @markuwho 
(lyrics) 

yeah you’re spending time with somebody else acting like i didn’t love you 

so you’re driving to his house hoping that he might fuck you 

do you need him do you hate me i’m thinking you wanna take things and end them painfully 

 spending time with somebody else acting like i didn’t love you 

so you’re driving to his house hoping he fuck you 

do you need him do you hate me i’m thinking you wanna take things and end them painfully 

everyday it seems that your love was a fever dream or that your love wasn’t made for me 

now i’m spending every day awake wishing i was fast asleep but i close my eyes and i can’t seem to find dreams 

everything i do troubled by the thought of you yeah by the thought of you 

yeah you’re spending time with somebody else acting like i didn’t love you 

so you’re driving to his house hoping that he might fuck you 

do you need him do you hate me i’m thinking you wanna take things and end them painfully 

spending time with somebody else acting like i didn’t love you 

so you’re driving to his house hoping he fuck you 

do you need him do you hate me figured you gon take my heart and end things painfully

spending time with somebody else (prod. Immortal)

prod. everestdidthis
m&m @markuwho

when i was five i saw my father cry for the first time had to ask myself why because boys do not cry 

i was beaten and mistreated when a tear left my eye i think it’s unfair that i’ve got to hate the face i’ve got 

for the rest of my life i want another life 
if i didn’t i’d be lying why’d i get this mum of mine 

and just the other day a car crashed into her house it went a hundred miles per hour man i wish it took her out 

i had a person try and tell me i shouldn’t wish that on anyone but they don’t know me or the life i’ve lived 

they didn’t get put through half the shit like where were you when i was raped and hit i had to grow up i was just a kid 

i wish i had a lifeline wish i had a different lifetime wish i weren’t scared of the nighttime 

raise your fists and i’ll flinch kick and scream like a little bitch for the rest of my life i want another life 
if i didn’t i’d be lying why’d i get this mum of mine

the bottleshop didn't stock the beers i wanted so i went home sober

feat. @markuwho
produced by everestdidthis / prod. everest
mix & mastered by marku

(𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂)
baby you take what you want
but not what i need
i try to pay attention and i try to keep the peace 
i can't find a reason why you lie
when i say you don't have to
say you don't have to
and it feels like
you want the pleasure of seeing me cry
you want to show me just what it feels like
baby you don't know low until you've taken a dive

(𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆)
and you take what you want
and not what i need
with my bloodshot eyes from tears that i stream
and my cold dead body was stuck in your arms
feeling your touch never caused me more harm

(𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆 + 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂)
your love is a trap
i'm a rat
you are the cobra who swallows me whole for a snack 
want to know where i'm at, at all times
telling me that you're all mine
a cold blooded lover 
sinking venom into me
you give me no room to breathe 
your love's like a python
you think that i'm so strong i can handle it
why’s it that you’re hurting me 
when i put you on platforms 
ignoring my bad thoughts like they're never there
your crocodile tears 
that you cry
woke up in a winter morning with you by my side
i'm watching the door slam as you leave
now it's september and you broke me

(𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆)
and you take what you want
and not what i need
with my bloodshot eyes from tears that i stream
and my cold dead body was stuck in your arms
feeling your touch never caused me more harm
and you take what you want
and not what i need
with my bloodshot eyes from tears that i stream
and my cold dead body was stuck in your arms
feeling your touch never caused me more harm

i saw a crocodile swim in a river in darwin when i was 15 and now i love reptiles (feat. marku)

(prod rubbish) mix and mastered by @markuwho lyrics:  
where’d it all go wrong? my homies ask wassup i been lurking at this function and i ain’t been speaking much i been sick to my stomach man i ain’t been eating lunch i’ve been living like im eeyore coolin with the heffalumps 

 man i really miss my brothers man i really miss my kin rest in peace my brother casey yeah i really miss you twin butterflies pop out for lilly man i really wish you were here man i really miss my uncle greg im proud im still here man i really miss my brothers man i really miss my twins rest in peace my brother joei he had to get it how he lived and i don’t think it’s fair that i’m the one who lived man i shoulda died a while ago when i was a kid 

where’d it all go wrong my homie ask wassup man i ain’t be calling him and i ain’t been texting much i’ve been worried bout his mental health he ain’t be doing well man i can’t lose my brother i can’t go through that again man i’m only 21 i got too many dead friends and i wanna kill my self but i can’t do that to them i wanna be super man but im lex luthor i lost my first love to cancer why’d i lose her 

 man i really miss my brothers man i really miss my kin rest in peace my brother casey yeah i really miss you twin butterflies pop out for lilly man i really wish you were here man i really miss my uncle greg im proud im still here man i really miss my brothers man i really miss my twins rest in peace my brother joei he had to get it how he lived and i don’t think it’s fair that i’m the one who lived man i shoulda died a while ago when i was a kid 

 where’d it all go wrong my homie asked wassup i been staying up too late and im talking bout my mum i had an ex raise her fist and i relived my trauma she did it by accident i still saw my mama i avoid the conversation every time that shit come up i told my friend my mama died that shit was a lie she was beating on me everyday how am i alive im just happy that my dad is safe and sound and alive 

 man i really miss my brothers man i really miss my kin rest in peace my brother casey yeah i really miss you twin butterflies pop out for lilly man i really wish you were here man i really miss my uncle greg im proud im still here man i really miss my brothers man i really miss my twins rest in peace my brother joei he had to get it how he lived  and i don’t think it’s fair that i’m the one who lived man i shoulda died a while ago when i was a kid

butterflies for lilly (rubbish)

for your old boy

my cat killed a mouse there’s blood around the fur of his mouth
he chased it around the house and he swears he won’t kill again
the look on his face i swear he didn’t like the taste just the chase
a few years went by there’s grey around his eyes he struggles to walk
and he can’t climb my bed how’s he meant to rest
i wonder if he thinks of all the mice he’s killed as friends
nature verses nurture he didn’t mean to hurt them it just had to be that way
the sun engulfs my room it’s swallowing the moon
a cat chasing a mouse is what it's meant to do
just the other day death chased my cat like a mouse
just like death chased you out my house

bradily

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