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don't worry a thing. you'll be okay even it's not the case for now.

hope y'all find peace in these songs. Part of it, it's the true purpose

bhavana

prod. ilytwelve

you say i sound like him oh well 
i’m just doing what i love 
tryna make it my living 
i don’t wanna be no scrub 
and i don’t wanna be no one but me 
i don’t wanna be no one 
this when shit get ugly 
singing shit through my lungs 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-

don’t know what to feel 
been so caught up in your lies 
don’t even know what’s real 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
stop 
show what you’re made of
don’t want the fake shit 
baby i want the real love but 
can’t ever get it 
i never know your intentions 
picked up my heart 
and you left me with these incisions 
i just 
wanna be me don’t wanna be no one else 
but how can i fucking do that 
i don’t even know myself 
trade a penny for a dime 
and my time for some help 
cause i don’t need to know nobody 
i just wanna know myself yeah 
( fuck ) 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-
fell.
( gone )

epiphany

prod. ilytwelve 
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
( i love you )

i dont know what to feel anymore 
stuck in anonymity don't know who i am no more
only took a couple months you walked right out that fucking door
yeah, like what the fuck was it all even for?
if this is how to live then i don't want to live at all
i just wind up all my feelings then i let em go
and it was never for the worst but that's just how it goes 
fuck around to fuck around probably just to feel something more
( i love you )

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

and i dont know if i miss you or i miss the thought of love 
im trapped in my consciousness need drugs to get out of touch 
you all diplomatic, im just a manic 
so whose advice do i take if i don't have an answer 
i just spend up all my time in my own mind 
the only friend i got is what i smoke to feel right 
i set the bar high 
a waste of my time 
caught on the deadline, in which im taught to be sure
i struggle finding what's sure 
don't need a hand and not yours 
take revelations it's straining to rip out the sword
i wasn't distant before 
but now i'm distant and more 
my personality inside of me 
it makes me contort 
( i love you ) 

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

fuck!
but i ain't going out sad
do it by myself 
i dont need nobody bad
i remember i was down 
ain't nobody had my back so
now when i go up
ill be up until my body bag yeah.

amenity

same timing

Moncler

brakence - know me (prod. rose & brakence)

i don’t know me outside this head
you reminded me of what I thought free meant
and so we made a friendship out of finding out who we are
and i’ve stopped trying since you told me i’m only what i want
that ain’t me

so could you call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

breathe easy

but sincerely it’s my fault
been chasing the answer to what it is we want
and i ain’t found out yet
but i’ll wait for the right time
gotta few bad voices i might lie
so just tell me if you’ve had enough
i don’t want you stressed out
so i pray to god the best of me is showing when I’m with you
gotta a ways to go my eyes are open is that an issue
and i’m prone to show a lack of potent
it's like fuck my indecision I need to restore my focus
cos I’ve been wasted on myself i’ll just let you know
ain’t past mistakes that i made, i don’t let it go
i can’t forget anything need you to hold me over once again 

i take you everywhere with me
waiting for a day to arrive
cos i can think i’m on fire
every time you burn out my eyes

so call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

clouded

saw you on stage in the morning
if you looked in my eyes
you couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before you
i knew i lie when i told it
and even if you’re good guy all california
i ain’t
i ain’t unfolding
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to report it

and i get money in the peak of my vices
just gotta bend my knees
all the numbers/people saying i ain’t got issues, well
your girlfriend can’t lie like me
and i can’t seem to answer my own questions with this time
cos somewhere far ahead 
i go falling far behind

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever speaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry
 
you were the mindful kind of gorgeous
if i looked in your eyes
i couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before this
you knew the lie when i told you
even if a good guy wanna explore it
i just
i just can’t afford to
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to consort you

i’ve been waiting to letchu know that i
wanna to hit your telephone cos i
know you’re out in yellowstone but
you make me want to forget that i am made of you
sitting in the back thought “this was what i want”
“it’s what i want”

oh i was dead wrong
now i got nothing
and i just can’t think about who i’m crushing
i was dead wrong
i can’t fix dead air
shit too far away shoulda stopped fighting to care
i was dead wrong
weak shit
mind my business
i’m just trying to make what I love a living
i lost hope fuckboys thought me a ceiling
too insecure to let them know how i was feeling

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever leaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry

boywontcry

i got my issue but can’t find it
had to wait for the winding and the letting go
now i got leads inside my stomach
and i don’t need em for nothing
but i’ma letem grow

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worse
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

i can’t be myself unkindly
so i won’t be treading lightly
my legs are gon be sore
but i’ll be ready for it
and people act like uprooting gonna distract a kid
ain’t gon change for my better if i’m this adamant
and anywhere i go there’s always an out of here
like i don’t know no better for myself baby

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worse
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

got two suns outside and i know i’m gonna miss you
cos what’s more childish than waiting for the time we can misuse
the love is nasty
the trees attacked me
the terra whacked me
i don’t need no body

i can’t commit the divided
but i got them waiting for sure
i just wanna let it go
i gotta
i got

(use this in times of need or when 
tough guys up in your feed
i get uptight when limits pass
but that’s what i want kiss my ass i love you)

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worst
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

couple months i’ll be on my own
i can’t see nowhere else as home
but what’s it take letting all that go
it’s been a while since I tried to start
to show myself how to make a mark
but what are winners if we’re all alive
it ain’t in my interest telling you lies
we ain’t grew up on the same advice
but ain’t shit happened not worth my time
and i ain’t giving up at the 405
if i get lost in foreword you know this love is fortified

softie

they can keep the key
what might have been lost doesn’t bother me
the wolves or sheep
with this blood on my hands
i’m making amends
i’ll move slowly
and i’ve worried that you’re worried
cos i wanted
to be like my momma
and get stronger
but you can never put a label on me
we don’t got no id
and if everyone had their reply
i’m on read
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

i get burning eyes
whenever i take my own advice
it is really mine
i want help don’t need luck
and i don’t give a fuck if you want me to
i’ve learned it’s gotta come from inside me
i don’t need to rhyme
and i don’t need no ivy/IV
i’ve been here all night
i can’t think to forget for you baby i’ll
carry all of you on me
ooo we’ll be fine 
now i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

when you hold my hand
i think “we should make more plans
but you going out in san
what’s the point being friends”
but i’ll never leave your IG hole
and if i fall out in that cold
i trust that you’ll get over that
you wanted me to reaccept my end

i gotchu

gotchu

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

i was never worried bout the six feet
i just wonder why it wouldn’t kill me
i ain’t get above in the fifties
and i know this isn’t making up for lost time
no difference made but now i know mine
making the same mistake for my whole life
now i’m gotta keep it all tongue tied
forty five minutes till you’re really getting tired and you’ll keep your distance
oh my god
i don’t need time i just want your love
and no thought and prayers and heartfelt lies gon play i
guess i don’t know the faith i got
wasn’t myself, it wasn’t my boss
and now all this searching brought me back to say that

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care

locked out heaven like i can’t upset
i don’t need the time to decide i like it the best 
i just came for it
now i got a commission
i ain’t even 18 and i found me a mission
fuckboy treating art like a test
it’s why he always got a issue never given respect
so i just stick to plans cos this shit fun now i got a mentor
toxic engagement is not what i’m motherfucking meant for
i’ll kill your reason with an MC sony camcord

i don’t wanna play the game no more
i don’t wanna play the game no mooooore
i don’t wanna waste my funds
doing something i don’t love
give a little bitty fuck
i don’t
i don’t know where the passion in my subs
so i’ll get it on my own
what’s inside of me is enough like
i don’t want no points
sin or holy
i don’t call shots
and i ain’t no kobe
i tried to wear a collar
tried to be a goalie
i’m done with all then roles you can sell me off as a phony

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care
i don’t care
what you expect from me
i don’t care
i don’t care

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

idontcare

re:birth (ft. brakence)

@brakence @50landing
_

i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely
than be by myself
dont wanna go home
or put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help
from anyone else

and ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad
trust me im working on it

i thought i'd die young
likes didnt do shit
i know well being well known's useless
ill go to hell too eager to care
im on a screen island where no one stares

i wanna find whats inside me
feel every fiber
done sucking up cause
im no longer a liar
dont know how to be myself sometimes
but whenever i need your help
i always tell you now

i know now
it was all costumes, funny dances
to play my mind
now i need to believe it
and i wont hold onto something familiar
we were kept back from the people we really were
its a start
i just hope i agknowledge the gifts from the past
when we run out of time

i just wanna be known well
not well known
id rather be lonely than be alone
id rather sleep in a hotel
than sleep in my home
but ive been pulling my weight in my thoughts
no matter where i go

ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad

i got a star studded cast of friends
that never answer the phone
no matter when i call
gotta stop trying so hard to try so hard
otherwise ill have nobody at all

im still learning to be direct
cause for years ive been a mess
in '18 i changed address
not the right one but the best
cause my parents are my success
i still need to earn their respect

im just tryna figure it out

theres probably a lot
that i should've done differently
and i, oh i went to hear it out
but i was never listening
i knew that it's not alright
just trying to find the light
summon another spark
or maybe its gone and died
i try to stay out of sight
i gotta leave by the night
i cant seem to clear my mind

but i know now, that it was all
a bad dream, crash scene playing in my mind
and i shouldn't believe it, so i
cant hold onto something familiar
when ive lost sight of the people we really were at the start
and ive started to see it. cause

i dont wanna be well known
i dont wanna be well known

i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely than be by myself
dont wanna go home or
put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help from anyone else
_

thank you to will and graham for the bgv in the second chorus
thank you to the boys, and bekah, and my parents for knowing me well

well known (w brakence & 50landing)

slow down
breathe
what’s in the ground beneath your feet?
get out that screen and let it go
a blue check screams
i always whispered what you want
and it was right here all along

cos i found something with a taste you can’t describe
you take it in and all your roots get intertwined
and every time i call you back you’ll know you’re fine
i know you’re fine

there’s no cancer in the water
it’s not an answer or a dream
your mother and your father would rather blow it all on ginger tea
more than offer than a feed

you’re ready for it
think it’s for the best you leave this town
you’re ready for this now

breathe
slow down
breathe

terrified when i’m bout to be brave
since danny hit me i been killing the game
power to you if you’re riding the wave
could give a fuck about the money or fame
take you and your girl right back to my place
cos man or woman i’ma fuck you the same
picking me up when she’s back in my state
a quick flight to nyc for some cake
touch down 50 came in the clutch
my boys bound for something bigger than us
cuts deep like a knife it’s some shit you can feel
my momma love me and her willpower steel
ex’s heart bouda beat out my chest
i’m sorry bout me and i wish you the best
i just wanna fuck
the marajuana got me scared of trauma but i’m gon be okay
good sex every day
green checks life ain’t grey
this is fate
fill my plate with acid salad and breaks
i get drunk and she gets stupid high
i just chilled cos I don’t wanna try
when i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say

ginger tea

@majentmusic

i know you wanna...
i know you wanna be me
i did it is so y’all really don’t have to
eat fuck and make beats then i fall backwards
could live my whole life on a twin mattress
just had to realize that it’s all practice
dropped out and two weeks i got no manners
she say she wanna fuck with the synth nerd
from the suburbs 
ain’t a lover or kisser
she don’t care if you don’t follow her twitter
she said her kink is people being honest with her
i’ve learned to do that
now i don’t overthink shit i assume absolute fact
kenny road on my way in the cold to get tools for when old thoughts make me loop back
the crew mackin i knew jack before we met
school was trash i got new cash and I’m not impressed
psyched out I’ll fly south by southwest
and meet friends from featuring on svnset
fuckboy thinks comments are gonna stop me
dismiss that, this shit’s not a hobby
more than enough sauce in this skinny body
big chilling like harlow my ice sonic
so now ima really jot these visions for 2020 when I’m landing at 50s spot-
ify had no streams we would still feel a milly hot
cos i got a best friend now we need to meet out the box
no
now I’m really popping
eight feet down get it out then i’m city hopping
and even though not one tescher would catch me stopping
i gotta slow down look around and enjoy the small shit
so i’ll picking up when my mamma calling
if you wondering i probably don’t care about it

boywontcry

brakence

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