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synopsis

Spite

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ig: @ripavah

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

But time goes faster by my side
Tryna match all the feelings I love those highs
But I guess it pays off when we take our time
Writing bangers in the crib I'd love that life

I've been living life all alone
Waiting for you to call my phone, yeah
I'm just tryna live or I'll die
Couldn't find my phone cause I got too high

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

strawberry perfume

other platforms

strawberry perfume (siem spark + heyrick)

A REAL LIFE

produced by elroy

spotify + apple music https://fanlink.to/IVY1

just in case the world ends

something about the sky

orchestra (p slicky)

The Qemists - Stompbox

Obama #Health #Care

30 Seconds To Mars - This Is War

Thinkingover(overthinking)bye

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

fuckboy

photo by 50Landing

turn the lights on
i can stay a while bet you wanna get me off
think i don’t say enough
i won’t be running back long as i’m faded and
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
i turned to someone i could hold onto
i didn’t understand how it would have backfired
wonder who i am
man
who the fuck am i
i can’t take a lie back now it’s stuck outside me
i can’t take this shit lightly
if you want an ear you know where to find me
high on ig flirting with a couple homies
i said i’m too eager couldn’t keep you
and she told me keep it low key, only rule is staying open
i’m like where my line go you just stole it

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna fuck you again
i’m past that i just wanna fuck all my friends

and i no longer plan to hide in the snow and wait till you hold my hand
now there’s a four in five chance that she’ll bring her fine friend and i’ll be a nine ten to em
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
turned into someone people come onto
i didn’t understand how i could’ve macked yall gon wonder who i am

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah 
i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna love you again
i’m past that I just wanna fuck all my friends

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

life don’t have directions
and i’ve been tryna quarantine the thought of heaven
in the meantime
i realized ive been there before
all the doors i’ve closed wanting so much more
now it’s nice to know
there’s no inner me or a victory
it’s all costumes, funny dances to play my mind

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

i love my momma don’t wanna be apart man
but my brother sajes gon get an apartment
flipping pages to get into the garden
by now the mara taller, climb it with a god damn
feelings rolled up and it’s bout time
exhale and the ninth cloud cloud nine
i got money i’ll expand on itp
cancel your plans authority couldn’t handle us
this the type shit make my hands fall asleep
low blood sugar and some more caffeine i don’t
need loving but i want that cheap
so much luck that i laugh to peices
looked inside for some consolation
i found a bi dime and some pride embraced it
and learned it was never complicated
you are who you are don’t keep you waiting

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money buying 1-P lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

dropout

(live) brakence - rosier

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

dropout

brakence

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