warden (video in desc.)

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

three wheels and it still drives!

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

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baby i’m bad with you
but i don’t really need a head to be loose with truth
want a little bit of that from you
cos i can’t focus on my craft when i’m at the booth
and i been getting all these DMs at my table
they asking questions bout my style and my labels
like you make edm? that joke’s a fucking fable
pick it up and spit it back, soon it’s gonna pay off

middle finger to the labels that own men
no i ain’t signing i ain’t doing this for bands
you probably saying i’m a fake cos i’m on svnset
got me fucked up cos a paper i ain’t poked yet

and your main thing want me but i don’t want her
got one little baby i devote my love
and if you’re chattering smack then just let me know my fault
if we ain’t cool i’m willing to improve on it

i don’t know what really hit me, i hope they fit, catch me in they crib i’m grinning i’m fucking sick, and i’m sinning i ain’t wishing, won’t resubmit, plus i’m always with my hippies i lovem kill me
yeah i’m in another species don’t want beef 
i’m not so easy to retrace like your lost keys
you can see me going crazy you won’t evade me
only saying what you mean when your speech bleeds

and i swear you’ll never take any chances to make it better
honestly she’d probably listen if you had something important to say
it’s just we know that you not gon let her speak

in past weeks i’d resort to phasing out of my setting for release
and I’m over it now you think you’re more than that but it’s been years since i felt this relieved

and all the smug talk
compensates for everything you said that got me stuck lost
you don’t wanna hear me maybe i should just stop talking
plus you probably calling out my name
i should have known

but i’ve always been sure that
you ain’t know about my sound
you ain’t know about this sound
why you looking at me now
you done ran this to the ground
and we make mistakes cos we’re young and we’re stupid 
but you’ve been a waste of time
i should have known
fourthstrike

fourthstrike

looking for a stipend my drive is loaded
i think i can find it the more you know me
i just copped the right to extort my purpose
in an one track climate with no disturbance
all the same witcha you believe you source shit
can’t get your main witcha she don’t need your bullshit
98% of all my flows are stolen
cos the greatest artists are the ones that notice

i get it going no i’m never turning it down
i’m finding my liking i strike indeterminates out and
if i’m all blood i’ll be flooding the tourniquet route
i’m breaking the boundaries i’m faking this tournament out
like why lil techie got a trendy flow
because he reckons that it’d grant your trust
and he’ll be there in a second
a deceiver needs his love

i think i should probably get my will off the carpet
college next year man the clock is alarming
ain’t no excuses no i do not give no pardons
and i’ma shoot a lot so i will hit my target
brakence gonna move straight like a rook, vehement
lead his favor wanna seize the paper like it’s old news: “dead president”
sincere no fake layer even though he out his element
he gotta lotta fear but won’t stop there, only care a little if he relevant 

looking for a stipend my drive is loaded
i think i can find it the more you know me
i just copped the right to extort my purpose
in an one track climate with no disturbance
all the same witcha you believe you source shit
can’t get your main witcha she don’t need your bullshit
98% of all my flows are stolen
cos the greatest artists are the ones that notice

i caught you dreaming
you’re soon to adopt how you find your meaning
i break my ceiling
i’m a lot, head’s hot but the baby freezing
that’s on my hearing
still why would they love me i’m way past my season
for the time being
i will not give a fuck i don’t need no reasons
they said make the best of your carbon print
get your work up do ya want all this baby
you can’t just ponder bliss
your vices control you the common shit baby
gated path look like a hyphen
brakence got talent but he ain’t no item
lazy ass nerd bouta get to his writing
don’t scrape that slack cos he just got a license

what are you tense for
what’s the reason you got manners
what do you stand for
look at me i need an answer
know you a man for them,
give your baby a little gander
why the fuck can’t you advance demands with all these people tryna manage you

this ain’t no message it’s assault in on your senses
find out who you are, and if i ever catch you lacking i’m gonna tell myself i failed

this is nothing
you haven’t seen nothing yet

looking for a stipend my drive is loaded
i think i can find it the more you know me
i just copped the right to extort my purpose
in an one track climate with no disturbance
all the same witcha you believe you source shit
can’t get your main witcha she don’t need your bullshit
98% of all my flows are stolen
cos the greatest artists are the ones that notice

effort

wait 
they tell me i’m way too manic 
too busy stanning brockhampton and killing choruses 
i don’t need to retort 
you should consider upping your standards 
or grab your stolen romantic 
you can’t compare what’s present to what’s in store 

i’m done asking when the pain gonna stop 
all these first impressions got me too afraid to talk 
so i’ma say just what i thought 
there is no expression on the face of god 
and please don’t lay me in your box 
coffins make me lazy and in hell i wanna spark 
don’t wanna wake up in the dark 
there is no expression on the face of god 

on your spine like a little cousin 
but take my sweet time when i spit a dozen 
people ask if this my prime, peek a couple doors right, on sight, only will be stunting 
i just gotta put my mind to something 
pretend i practice on the dollar but you know i’m bluffing 
money is time, but who needs to pay when a divine 4 minutes and 59 gonna save me 
weight fades 
that’s a moral slate 
need a mother re-motivating with cordial hate 
ain’t no story, cater to the allegory like a hero's ballad with nothing but a belated date 
zero status with a bullcat bureau 
i’m on that full cap quiero 
i spiraled down to pose here and say 
if i’ma get it no novocaine 
better bring the gang with me i’m a sober man 

i can’t take my time 
still it’s been confusing tryna make up my mind 
is this illusion trying to live in your eyes 

but lived through it when my voice arose 
the path is littered with hurdles taller than coffee 
i avoided loads of problems in that skinny body 
but my purpose is more than calling my fault 
write in homage 
that’s a whole lot 
god knows, i promise i’m gon grow from the hate 
i feel the love when it goes away 
while you’re too golden to care about our decay 

wait 
they tell me i’m way too manic 
too busy stanning brockhampton and killing choruses 
i don’t need to retort 
you should consider upping your standards 
or grab your stolen romantic 
you can’t compare what’s present to what’s in store 
and that’s automatic 
i gotta have it 
ain’t so static 
i’m foreshadowing 
it’s about to happen 
you mad cos i got the advantage no shock tactics 
make reckless abandon a torch against dogmatic 

i’m done asking when the pain gonna stop 
all these first impressions got me too afraid to talk 
so i’ma say just what i thought 
there is no expression on the face of god 
and please don’t lay me in your box 
coffins make me lazy and in hell i wanna spark 
don’t wanna wake up in the dark 
there is no expression on the face of god

veldt

i don’t know me outside this head
you reminded me of what I thought free meant
and so we made a friendship out of finding out who we are
and i’ve stopped trying since you told me i’m only what i want
that ain’t me

so could you call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

breathe easy

but sincerely it’s my fault
been chasing the answer to what it is we want
and i ain’t found out yet
but i’ll wait for the right time
gotta few bad voices i might lie
so just tell me if you’ve had enough
i don’t want you stressed out
so i pray to god the best of me is showing when I’m with you
gotta a ways to go my eyes are open is that an issue
and i’m prone to show a lack of potent
it's like fuck my indecision I need to restore my focus
cos I’ve been wasted on myself i’ll just let you know
ain’t past mistakes that i made, i don’t let it go
i can’t forget anything need you to hold me over once again 

i take you everywhere with me
waiting for a day to arrive
cos i can think i’m on fire
every time you burn out my eyes

so call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

clouded

they can keep the key
what might have been lost doesn’t bother me
the wolves or sheep
with this blood on my hands
i’m making amends
i’ll move slowly
and i’ve worried that you’re worried
cos i wanted
to be like my momma
and get stronger
but you can never put a label on me
we don’t got no id
and if everyone had their reply
i’m on read
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

i get burning eyes
whenever i take my own advice
it is really mine
i want help don’t need luck
and i don’t give a fuck if you want me to
i’ve learned it’s gotta come from inside me
i don’t need to rhyme
and i don’t need no ivy/IV
i’ve been here all night
i can’t think to forget for you baby i’ll
carry all of you on me
ooo we’ll be fine 
now i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

when you hold my hand
i think “we should make more plans
but you going out in san
what’s the point being friends”
but i’ll never leave your IG hole
and if i fall out in that cold
i trust that you’ll get over that
you wanted me to reaccept my end

i gotchu

gotchu

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

i was never worried bout the six feet
i just wonder why it wouldn’t kill me
i ain’t get above in the fifties
and i know this isn’t making up for lost time
no difference made but now i know mine
making the same mistake for my whole life
now i’m gotta keep it all tongue tied
forty five minutes till you’re really getting tired and you’ll keep your distance
oh my god
i don’t need time i just want your love
and no thought and prayers and heartfelt lies gon play i
guess i don’t know the faith i got
wasn’t myself, it wasn’t my boss
and now all this searching brought me back to say that

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care

locked out heaven like i can’t upset
i don’t need the time to decide i like it the best 
i just came for it
now i got a commission
i ain’t even 18 and i found me a mission
fuckboy treating art like a test
it’s why he always got a issue never given respect
so i just stick to plans cos this shit fun now i got a mentor
toxic engagement is not what i’m motherfucking meant for
i’ll kill your reason with an MC sony camcord

i don’t wanna play the game no more
i don’t wanna play the game no mooooore
i don’t wanna waste my funds
doing something i don’t love
give a little bitty fuck
i don’t
i don’t know where the passion in my subs
so i’ll get it on my own
what’s inside of me is enough like
i don’t want no points
sin or holy
i don’t call shots
and i ain’t no kobe
i tried to wear a collar
tried to be a goalie
i’m done with all then roles you can sell me off as a phony

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care
i don’t care
what you expect from me
i don’t care
i don’t care

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

idontcare

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

effort

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