looking for a stipend my drive is loaded
i think i can find it the more you know me
i just copped the right to extort my purpose
in an one track climate with no disturbance
all the same witcha you believe you source shit
can’t get your main witcha she don’t need your bullshit
98% of all my flows are stolen
cos the greatest artists are the ones that notice

i get it going no i’m never turning it down
i’m finding my liking i strike indeterminates out and
if i’m all blood i’ll be flooding the tourniquet route
i’m breaking the boundaries i’m faking this tournament out
like why lil techie got a trendy flow
because he reckons that it’d grant your trust
and he’ll be there in a second
a deceiver needs his love

i think i should probably get my will off the carpet
college next year man the clock is alarming
ain’t no excuses no i do not give no pardons
and i’ma shoot a lot so i will hit my target
brakence gonna move straight like a rook, vehement
lead his favor wanna seize the paper like it’s old news: “dead president”
sincere no fake layer even though he out his element
he gotta lotta fear but won’t stop there, only care a little if he relevant 

looking for a stipend my drive is loaded
i think i can find it the more you know me
i just copped the right to extort my purpose
in an one track climate with no disturbance
all the same witcha you believe you source shit
can’t get your main witcha she don’t need your bullshit
98% of all my flows are stolen
cos the greatest artists are the ones that notice

i caught you dreaming
you’re soon to adopt how you find your meaning
i break my ceiling
i’m a lot, head’s hot but the baby freezing
that’s on my hearing
still why would they love me i’m way past my season
for the time being
i will not give a fuck i don’t need no reasons
they said make the best of your carbon print
get your work up do ya want all this baby
you can’t just ponder bliss
your vices control you the common shit baby
gated path look like a hyphen
brakence got talent but he ain’t no item
lazy ass nerd bouta get to his writing
don’t scrape that slack cos he just got a license

what are you tense for
what’s the reason you got manners
what do you stand for
look at me i need an answer
know you a man for them,
give your baby a little gander
why the fuck can’t you advance demands with all these people tryna manage you

this ain’t no message it’s assault in on your senses
find out who you are, and if i ever catch you lacking i’m gonna tell myself i failed

this is nothing
you haven’t seen nothing yet

looking for a stipend my drive is loaded
i think i can find it the more you know me
i just copped the right to extort my purpose
in an one track climate with no disturbance
all the same witcha you believe you source shit
can’t get your main witcha she don’t need your bullshit
98% of all my flows are stolen
cos the greatest artists are the ones that notice

effort

the glass is on the floor
don’t wanna be opaque
that’s my main goal and it ain’t in my domain
i ain’t really rocking with no grill or propane
backing up is only honest when your god oppose fate
and if i wrote a song about it
it’d probably take a day or two, the power lane
cos you’re the reason i’m okay
you’re the reason

my ass can’t park in the left end
you’re an obvious blessing
still tarnish each second
with thoughts of your facial expression
sidebar did I mention
i lost my intentions this weekend
they’re wasted
and i’ma fade out
kinda complacent the way i indite my break down
don’t freestyle but you a free form feat
doubt your resource, we all know you see short of that clear fact
but maybe it’s not a thing that you can handle
but you should know you got me
and know i understand you
showing up a commie
abide by the law tell your dogs
letem all know how you rebel
you ain’t no mess cos

all of us slacking - that’s a waterfall of lessons
a cornerstone of guessing
a preached agnostic message
you know this ain’t automatic, you just practice
when i’m slacking -  that’s a waterfall of lessons
a cornerstone of guessing
a preached agnostic message
you know this ain’t automatic, you just practice 

i’ll confess i can’t remember the last time i felt this exhausted
god knows i ain’t jaded though 
ego focused on the stats
tell your friends i’m coming up like my fuckin mph on the dashboard the more i drive
i’m getting reckless but
but i just wish you could stay the night
remember cincinnati, shit was fire
5 AM i saw a pretty sight
it’s the small things that count most so don’t hate your height
i still got friends in my cycle
5 days in 2 days out - my bible
can’t change habits that’s a working title
i been on a constant downward spiral

like i’m over my head i can’t breath
you fine and you older than me
i ain’t no freeloader i’ll keep more composure the closer i get to you

all of us slacking - that’s a waterfall of lessons
a cornerstone of guessing
a preached agnostic message
you know this ain’t automatic, you just practice
when i’m slacking -  that’s a waterfall of lessons
a cornerstone of guessing
a preached agnostic message
you know this ain’t automatic, you just practice 

we’re way too close to goodbye
and i feel like i ain’t had the time to start
you can’t ever be replaced
known you since seventh grade
that’s real shit, i live amazement
and i remember as soon i got a moment with you i took it
hoping you wouldn’t ignore me
laughing over songs we distorted
i was losing sleep over you cutie
every time you performed you would bleed and it moved me
and it’s alright if you don’t know what to say
cos i can tell you what you’re thinking looking at your face

lovesong//slacker

viola by Gloria Hui

if i ever got to leave here by success i wouldn’t wait for you
i’d rather keep our thoughts in checkmate
and i’ve been hurting tryna pull this out my chest
is there another way to say that i won’t talk to you again
i won’t talk to you again

cos i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
need amenity you out there

just feel no info
you should give me my respect
you ain’t know what you’re in for
not pretty at best
my thought’s in limbo
no law no intro
if you’re talking bout the credo
know i’m coming for the neck

i don’t wanna be provocative
i just ain’t tryna breathe your oxygen
why you going round startin shit
i’ve found that need no argument
you commited cardinal sin
knees weak no sleep we gon drift apart
just mark in it, ain’t no meager feat
but fuck off tryna politic
and chase my goals I can’t date it back
i don’t wait for shit
i ain’t made for that
we got the same flow woa where’d it go
i need to change clothes but still blow it off like a staple fact and I’m gone
then spend all my luck on twitter
know me, found i ain’t the same in winter
but this a marathon and all these fuckboys sprinters
gonna paint a moral high ground that’s a painkiller
you can feed me lies if you’re compelled
i’ma be frank for my health
my sweetheart handsome as well
cos i C both sides like chanel
this an artist’s ocean - my blueprint
say that you ain’t bugging you lucid
ain’t it funny how you can’t prove it
who do I always see running back

i ain’t doing favors
maybe confounded
couldn’t give a fuck about it
i ain’t doing favors
on the way get grounded
stable like mountain
fake your nature
say you changed but i doubt it
put your money where your mouth is
i ain’t doing favors
if longevity is out there
i need amenity, you out here

fuck you, you too basic for a maybe
you lucky if you waitlisted i’m lazy
stuck on a few pages in a daydream
no one’s gonna be able to save me
these days self hatred is motivation
spreads outside me and i’m running out patience
let you lie but but cut you out the equation
never liable when bluffing i never say shit
where’d the mood go
flip the beat like judo
you got that fools gold
say you don’t you do tho
on my feet uh
ain’t no mass appel uh
pity a leader
wouldn’t wanna be you
and I been waiting way too long to be free from you
free from you

I’ll remember this up out the top of my head
no equiquite cos i won’t edit with the thought of a threat
make your bets, this ain’t reddit won’t argue on in no thread
it’s art, taking shots in the dark, beat already dead
couldn’t give less of a fuck what you say
cos i’m a gifted mess and i’m stuck in my ways
everybody want a feature i won’t ask for no pay
a teacher by night preacher by day, but don’t actually pray
i’m that kinda fake
i hold that kinda weight
float leave a passionate wake
i ain’t burning no rubber
i’m back in action been averting stunners since day one
i’ll curve a sucker cos they too basic like A1
and it hurts to say this but don’t call my line
i been done with you since autumn you ain’t worth my time
the fuck does it take get out the matrix and learn your lie
i thought you knew the first time

favors//mess

wait 
they tell me i’m way too manic 
too busy stanning brockhampton and killing choruses 
i don’t need to retort 
you should consider upping your standards 
or grab your stolen romantic 
you can’t compare what’s present to what’s in store 

i’m done asking when the pain gonna stop 
all these first impressions got me too afraid to talk 
so i’ma say just what i thought 
there is no expression on the face of god 
and please don’t lay me in your box 
coffins make me lazy and in hell i wanna spark 
don’t wanna wake up in the dark 
there is no expression on the face of god 

on your spine like a little cousin 
but take my sweet time when i spit a dozen 
people ask if this my prime, peek a couple doors right, on sight, only will be stunting 
i just gotta put my mind to something 
pretend i practice on the dollar but you know i’m bluffing 
money is time, but who needs to pay when a divine 4 minutes and 59 gonna save me 
weight fades 
that’s a moral slate 
need a mother re-motivating with cordial hate 
ain’t no story, cater to the allegory like a hero's ballad with nothing but a belated date 
zero status with a bullcat bureau 
i’m on that full cap quiero 
i spiraled down to pose here and say 
if i’ma get it no novocaine 
better bring the gang with me i’m a sober man 

i can’t take my time 
still it’s been confusing tryna make up my mind 
is this illusion trying to live in your eyes 

but lived through it when my voice arose 
the path is littered with hurdles taller than coffee 
i avoided loads of problems in that skinny body 
but my purpose is more than calling my fault 
write in homage 
that’s a whole lot 
god knows, i promise i’m gon grow from the hate 
i feel the love when it goes away 
while you’re too golden to care about our decay 

wait 
they tell me i’m way too manic 
too busy stanning brockhampton and killing choruses 
i don’t need to retort 
you should consider upping your standards 
or grab your stolen romantic 
you can’t compare what’s present to what’s in store 
and that’s automatic 
i gotta have it 
ain’t so static 
i’m foreshadowing 
it’s about to happen 
you mad cos i got the advantage no shock tactics 
make reckless abandon a torch against dogmatic 

i’m done asking when the pain gonna stop 
all these first impressions got me too afraid to talk 
so i’ma say just what i thought 
there is no expression on the face of god 
and please don’t lay me in your box 
coffins make me lazy and in hell i wanna spark 
don’t wanna wake up in the dark 
there is no expression on the face of god

veldt

i don’t know me outside this head
you reminded me of what I thought free meant
and so we made a friendship out of finding out who we are
and i’ve stopped trying since you told me i’m only what i want
that ain’t me

so could you call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

breathe easy

but sincerely it’s my fault
been chasing the answer to what it is we want
and i ain’t found out yet
but i’ll wait for the right time
gotta few bad voices i might lie
so just tell me if you’ve had enough
i don’t want you stressed out
so i pray to god the best of me is showing when I’m with you
gotta a ways to go my eyes are open is that an issue
and i’m prone to show a lack of potent
it's like fuck my indecision I need to restore my focus
cos I’ve been wasted on myself i’ll just let you know
ain’t past mistakes that i made, i don’t let it go
i can’t forget anything need you to hold me over once again 

i take you everywhere with me
waiting for a day to arrive
cos i can think i’m on fire
every time you burn out my eyes

so call me over without the bitter hesitation to place your money where your mouth is
all my thoughts are clouded but i can still say i’m bout it soon as my head gon cave in
and if i had the chance to remake all my decisions well i wouldn’t take it
cos you got me fucked up but if i don’t use this as agency i’ll never change

clouded

saw you on stage in the morning
if you looked in my eyes
you couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before you
i knew i lie when i told it
and even if you’re good guy all california
i ain’t
i ain’t unfolding
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to report it

and i get money in the peak of my vices
just gotta bend my knees
all the numbers/people saying i ain’t got issues, well
your girlfriend can’t lie like me
and i can’t seem to answer my own questions with this time
cos somewhere far ahead 
i go falling far behind

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever speaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry
 
you were the mindful kind of gorgeous
if i looked in your eyes
i couldn’t tell nothing bout what happened before this
you knew the lie when i told you
even if a good guy wanna explore it
i just
i just can’t afford to
while in the broad day taking advice 
i just can’t seem to consort you

i’ve been waiting to letchu know that i
wanna to hit your telephone cos i
know you’re out in yellowstone but
you make me want to forget that i am made of you
sitting in the back thought “this was what i want”
“it’s what i want”

oh i was dead wrong
now i got nothing
and i just can’t think about who i’m crushing
i was dead wrong
i can’t fix dead air
shit too far away shoulda stopped fighting to care
i was dead wrong
weak shit
mind my business
i’m just trying to make what I love a living
i lost hope fuckboys thought me a ceiling
too insecure to let them know how i was feeling

it won’t be heaven when i leave here
i get to movin cos i’m fine
i know i’d never wanna be him
so why the fuck’s he on my mind
i’m gonna find another reason
and i’ll be putting up a fight
and if my eyes are ever leaking
i’m gonna hide it boy won’t cry

boywontcry

i got my issue but can’t find it
had to wait for the winding and the letting go
now i got leads inside my stomach
and i don’t need em for nothing
but i’ma letem grow

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worse
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

i can’t be myself unkindly
so i won’t be treading lightly
my legs are gon be sore
but i’ll be ready for it
and people act like uprooting gonna distract a kid
ain’t gon change for my better if i’m this adamant
and anywhere i go there’s always an out of here
like i don’t know no better for myself baby

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worse
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

got two suns outside and i know i’m gonna miss you
cos what’s more childish than waiting for the time we can misuse
the love is nasty
the trees attacked me
the terra whacked me
i don’t need no body

i can’t commit the divided
but i got them waiting for sure
i just wanna let it go
i gotta
i got

(use this in times of need or when 
tough guys up in your feed
i get uptight when limits pass
but that’s what i want kiss my ass i love you)

you know i been caught up in my lie
it’s never for the worst
i was never fighting for my flight
it was something for the floor
say she can’t afford to pend my life
so call me to accord/a chord
you know i been caught up in my lie
heaven was the curse

couple months i’ll be on my own
i can’t see nowhere else as home
but what’s it take letting all that go
it’s been a while since I tried to start
to show myself how to make a mark
but what are winners if we’re all alive
it ain’t in my interest telling you lies
we ain’t grew up on the same advice
but ain’t shit happened not worth my time
and i ain’t giving up at the 405
if i get lost in foreword you know this love is fortified

softie

they can keep the key
what might have been lost doesn’t bother me
the wolves or sheep
with this blood on my hands
i’m making amends
i’ll move slowly
and i’ve worried that you’re worried
cos i wanted
to be like my momma
and get stronger
but you can never put a label on me
we don’t got no id
and if everyone had their reply
i’m on read
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

i get burning eyes
whenever i take my own advice
it is really mine
i want help don’t need luck
and i don’t give a fuck if you want me to
i’ve learned it’s gotta come from inside me
i don’t need to rhyme
and i don’t need no ivy/IV
i’ve been here all night
i can’t think to forget for you baby i’ll
carry all of you on me
ooo we’ll be fine 
now i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

when you hold my hand
i think “we should make more plans
but you going out in san
what’s the point being friends”
but i’ll never leave your IG hole
and if i fall out in that cold
i trust that you’ll get over that
you wanted me to reaccept my end

i gotchu

gotchu

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

i was never worried bout the six feet
i just wonder why it wouldn’t kill me
i ain’t get above in the fifties
and i know this isn’t making up for lost time
no difference made but now i know mine
making the same mistake for my whole life
now i’m gotta keep it all tongue tied
forty five minutes till you’re really getting tired and you’ll keep your distance
oh my god
i don’t need time i just want your love
and no thought and prayers and heartfelt lies gon play i
guess i don’t know the faith i got
wasn’t myself, it wasn’t my boss
and now all this searching brought me back to say that

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care

locked out heaven like i can’t upset
i don’t need the time to decide i like it the best 
i just came for it
now i got a commission
i ain’t even 18 and i found me a mission
fuckboy treating art like a test
it’s why he always got a issue never given respect
so i just stick to plans cos this shit fun now i got a mentor
toxic engagement is not what i’m motherfucking meant for
i’ll kill your reason with an MC sony camcord

i don’t wanna play the game no more
i don’t wanna play the game no mooooore
i don’t wanna waste my funds
doing something i don’t love
give a little bitty fuck
i don’t
i don’t know where the passion in my subs
so i’ll get it on my own
what’s inside of me is enough like
i don’t want no points
sin or holy
i don’t call shots
and i ain’t no kobe
i tried to wear a collar
tried to be a goalie
i’m done with all then roles you can sell me off as a phony

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care
i don’t care
what you expect from me
i don’t care
i don’t care

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

idontcare

slow down
breathe
what’s in the ground beneath your feet?
get out that screen and let it go
a blue check screams
i always whispered what you want
and it was right here all along

cos i found something with a taste you can’t describe
you take it in and all your roots get intertwined
and every time i call you back you’ll know you’re fine
i know you’re fine

there’s no cancer in the water
it’s not an answer or a dream
your mother and your father would rather blow it all on ginger tea
more than offer than a feed

you’re ready for it
think it’s for the best you leave this town
you’re ready for this now

breathe
slow down
breathe

terrified when i’m bout to be brave
since danny hit me i been killing the game
power to you if you’re riding the wave
could give a fuck about the money or fame
take you and your girl right back to my place
cos man or woman i’ma fuck you the same
picking me up when she’s back in my state
a quick flight to nyc for some cake
touch down 50 came in the clutch
my boys bound for something bigger than us
cuts deep like a knife it’s some shit you can feel
my momma love me and her willpower steel
ex’s heart bouda beat out my chest
i’m sorry bout me and i wish you the best
i just wanna fuck
the marajuana got me scared of trauma but i’m gon be okay
good sex every day
green checks life ain’t grey
this is fate
fill my plate with acid salad and breaks
i get drunk and she gets stupid high
i just chilled cos I don’t wanna try
when i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say

gotchu

brakence

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