the fact that he was 15 when he made this is wild

fifthenigma - 12.13.2016; hypochondriac - 12.02.2022.

Lyrics

[Verse: brakence]
I've been told to be louder but I’m gonna quiet down
'Cause showing off just makes me feel like what I say is shrouded
I don't want to conceal, I just wanna open up
But every time I try to tell you, I think you on a run
And it’s not your fault and I can worry 'bout it for you
'Cause I'm good at falling into everyone's best interest
But this one's different, and I can fix it
That's my mission statement, I got crushing placement
And it's all ’cause of the way I handle my impatience
Haven’t even wasted time yet, huh
And you're waiting on a crime when
I’ve only had this for a while, yeah

[Chorus: brakence]
I've only had you
Yeah, I've only had you for a while
(Anyone can fight me or pick another writer)
(I'm an open book, my un-important psyche)
But I can take it back
And I’m gonna come through
Yeah, I'm gonna come through to my sound
(They could tell me nothing I wouldn't know what's wrong)
(I don't need their help to organize a welcome)
Oh-oh, give me a minute, yeah
Would you give me a minute to refine?
(I can hear it now against the wooden floor)
(I'm kind to everything I touch, but's the death of me, I know)
Oh-oh, and even though I am not proud of things I've done
I'll still be down for it
(Down)
Down for it
I don't know
I don't know me
I don't know
I don't know me

[Outro: brakence]
I open, I try to tell em how I feel
But that don't mean that I'm for up an appeal
I think I might get my passion in check
So I'm done with this section
Age will make me face it, I could flood you with words
But I don't want to in real life 'cause I can speak in hertz
I can speak in hertz

Mandy - Down (ft. Brakence)

bhertuy.com
lyrics
you needed something by the way that you said
i needed you
i needed you
to many days when i wanna breathe
and i cant choose
no i wasnt through

its to late for the things we coulda found and
now that were gone well never figure it out again
and thats something that i never wanna believe in a 
million miles
oh i just wanna try again
cause now were sitting here after dark
stuck at the bottom cause i
never been away this long 
and i figured out the things you want
and its hard for me
oh its hard for me to feel the same
and now its hard to find a change
cause iv been
always the same and i wont ever let it out of me
cause now i wont even find freedom in myself

you needed something by the way that you said
i needed you
i needed you
i never knew 
that it ment so much to be
something without you
something without you

and now im waiting to long by myself
i aint ever gonna be the same
i promise that i wont change again
i dont want anyone being myself

i needed you RNB version(Prod bhertuy)

i'll never call my friends
cos i don't have to
i have to see you every
mondaythroughfriday
i don't need help

https://brakence.bandcamp.com/track/fifthenigma

fifthenigma

I have nothing else to say
a sign falls
nothing is wrong
you just don't see it
and I can't tell you how I feel
cos it's not what you would want to hear
I can't dismiss your silence out of patience
cos I don't have that

nervosa

https://brakence.bandcamp.com/track/thirdparadigm

i backtrack on normalizing phrases 
it’s more important when the green is gone she feels the same way 
i like to think it means exactly what it is 
but it’s probably a social kind of thing 

i don’t think i’ve ever knew one higher 
if you drop hints i’m okay with that 
is this another distraction 
i’ve had more than one before

is it my fault that i’m calling it beforehand 
cos you keep accepting his presence and i don’t know why i forget every time 
i don’t want to mistake this for the l e d lying and 
i know enough not to hypothesize but i can’t tell 

i don’t think i have a chance to read you 
while you sit and get your sight and hearing overloaded 
i want all five but this is my crutch

thirdparadigm

(<3)
https://brakence.bandcamp.com/track/kindtothefloor

kind to the floor when i walk
i'm just taking all my time
i'm so original
i just don't wanna fuck up
it's not intended to get her attention in my head
the last time that i ever looked up was the time i told her she was beautiful
i'm fucked up, buzzing, 
and i might as well buy myself an ego check from the neurotic fever i just failed to let go
i don't care so much about my social responsib-
cos when i feel this good the future doesn't fucking matter
and i'm laying, rest when i stay up myself till one then i fade
i give myself a headache, i'm gonna show up late
i'm trying to give it time but i'm falling for the preface
it's not blank
i'm trying to tell her what i think

i need faith in what pride i have
to exchange my witnesses, cos i don't know them now
but i will after i fall apart
and i can't see it cos i'm not equipped

kindtothefloor

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brakence - imintoyou

sorry @badonemusic @valleyz @eth

i want you to know i work to get the fucking hang of having reasons to relate to what you have in this incentive
and I can’t tell it’s heaven or my state just fading where i left it
i always lick the letters where I send them i edit
i got it, i’m a motherfucker
who is he to say what I don’t cover
i just take it with a sip of black and i have two skills out the attic
i don’t think i got him
words like i’m undercover
i don’t want to lay in this silent covert
i just prove that i am lucid
will you fuck with what i tell him
cos i’m not owning up to the words out of his mouth
you take the rules and i bring all his health
i’ll preoccupy my conscious, i do not know when opportunity’s obvious
i thought of it
i think about the fact that you are not in a curious place
is that confident
one ear in the convo
other on this lector cos i took all of your four cards and i pulled them out when i caught you
if it’s all self evident i’ll face another method he responds to danger in
doesn’t mean i’ll tell you how i spend my time thinking about my only circumstances
in the wall she says tomorrow, fifth enigma to me in her mind i cannot slant when i get fucked over cos you told her maybe i should try to fall into another priority's end

transit_001 (BAD ONE x valleyz) - vocal cover

trying some pop stuff

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you are known to be awkward
if she selfish wouldn’t walk over
you don’t even want to talk about it
you just want to hit the gas forward
you just want to fucking ask for it
you don't ever want to argue
you don’t ever want an issue
you don’t even gotta take orders
you know well she never fake offers
will it go to plan or cascade off it
in front of everything you made
fuck it till you're confident enough for fucks sake
gotta take off with your smug face 
gotta codepend on what’s next for you
you know how to do this well don’t you   
only done enough to fake

you been holding on to shit for a minute
you don’t need my luck you got retention
only need to fuck up like you invented it
only reason why this worked out for you
and it’s looking like this time you got blurred vision
only been up front since been forgiven
you don’t need no time to make a decision
you been thinking too much lately

you just wanna show her that you love
cos in a minute you’ll be burning on rubber
win a battle and you're trying not to lay back
you don’t wanna stay there underneath the covers
face facts need a mouth before you mutter
maybachs not for undercover
wait that’s not good reason the crying
you better look into her eye before the shutter
it’s only everything you wanted in the front row
know you been faking ever since the sun rose
every week you're thinking your luck froze
no more sheets can cure your what you’ll upvote
so you just keep waiting for the time being that I'll walk out front

nervosa2

maybe we should ummm
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https://soundcloud.com/whoismontea/ride
thank you @montebooker for the mad insp sorry i stole ur chords
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so what if you're not confident
you feel that way to me so don’t look for more offerings to bother you with how you’re following a fucking part of you, if opposite at least you got a starting point but it’s hard to do
this is far from taking mainstage
i’ll park the car away from over where the cane sprays 
i need an argument for my obnoxious ways i shake state to override my comfort zone, depart it and i’m on pace 
but i don’t need to race
always say if you need some space, be more safe if you open gates i’ll be waiting to do you favors i swear this in my nature my patience is open acres and i care if you’re faking playfulness 
and my lies all slowly faded, so i cried and then i faced it, i don’t even know my patience, 
i’m not clean 
but i am not waste, i took his ego to the movies that’s a docked case

you know i think about it way too much
i just wanna feel my fate like i don't know how to touch you safely
this isn't pastime
i got more on my mind, they think i'm crazy
and i say oh my god i am
while i take you out of this place i hope i'm not phased
cos what you want makes me happy

secondport

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