First song I recorded "Professionally" (ie: at a friends house who had professional equipment he was still learning how to use). 

This was the 3rd version of a song I had been working with for years. Then finally a dose of inspiration came as I was riding in my moms car, and I finished writing the version that was recorded here. 

The drummer on this track was only with us for this recording, but his contribution is probably the most polished piece of the song, because my vocals sure ain't. I was still getting used to my voice, and it was far too nasally for my liking. But everyone played their parts fine, getting it all recorded in 1 evening. Then afterward we all went to the local courts and played 4 loko Tennis. 

Either way, it was decent enough to get us into my high school's battle of the bands tournament, whereas the previous version of the song failed to do the same the previous year. This was the first REAL show I ever played, and... we didn't win... or even place, and had a myriad of technical issues plaguing us, but it was an enlivening experience nonetheless. 

The song is about a girl (go figure)who I found myself enamored with, and who didn't seem to know what she wanted, much less if that thing was me. And it's a message to her that this indecisiveness won't lead to a positive outcome for her. But maybe it did. Who knows. I'm not sure what happened to her. And what did I know? I was 18. (Same age as the accompanying picture). 

Guitar/Vox - Myself [] Bass - Patrick Chuvala [] Drums - Simba [] Extra Guitar and Pseudo Solo - John Pandolph

Brandon BC