Demo 1 V 4 - 001

this song is a cover of yesterday by the beatles i covered it in honor of my great grandma who passed away a year ago yesterday ... we all miss her very much . descansa abuelita

Yesterday Cover

When I'm alone 
Staring at my blank phone 
I pray for your name 
I pray for your name 
Thinking maybe one day 
You'll remember my name 
And save me 

My mind is restless in your room
Is it yours or maybe his
The scattered clothing carpeting your wooden tiles
I can only dream of another life where the scattered clothes Is ours

I drown
In anxiety every time he takes your hand
But I swallow my pride and chase it back with another shot
And I don't know which one burns worse

The thought of never walking next to you
Drowns my mind with sorrow
And escapes through my eyes
The way you've escaped my eyes
You are the warm tear
Caressing my cheek

SAVE ME

Last night you messaged me drunk
Asking how i can drink so damn much
You said that you were sad
And if that's not enough
If that's not enough
You asked me
If I still felt something for you
or is it all gone? Is it all gone ?
have you forgotten about me ?
About me..

How can I even respond ?
Why should I even bother 
In the morning it will all be gone 
And this will all be
A drunken memory 
Forgotten 
The way you've forgotten me

I responded I drink to forget 
I drink to numb the pain 
But the next day 
I always regret 
And remember 
that no matter
how much I drink
how much I drink 
no amount can fill This hole
inside my chest 
Inside my chest 
No amount can fill this hole 
No matter how much I drink
No matter how much I drink

How can I even respond ?
Why should I even bother 
In the morning it will all be gone 
And this will all be
A drunken memory 
Forgotten 
The way you've forgotten me

The last thing
she wrote 
" Do you still like me? "
".. do you still like me? "

No I don't like you 
I never liked you 
No I don't like you 
I never liked you
No I don't like you 
I never liked you
No I don't like you 
I never liked you
I love you 
I loved you

Drunken memory

Drunken Memory

Short breaths keep me alive
I feel I've lived this life a thousand times 
The flicker of light off the river 
Reflects the beauty in these eyes 

I grasp on to each inhale 
Cuz when I drive alone 
on the empty roads my mind

wanders off these bridges
And each exhale hurts 

Each one heavier than the last 
Am i ok ?
Am I the only one who feels this way 
Is this ok ?

Maybe there's more after 
But I'm too scared to find out
Stop at the last second 
And swerve back into lane 

The road beneath me isn't ready 
yet the fantasy grows steady
Warm covers made of asphalt
Glass raindrops all around me

The sound of thunder crashing 
Made from metal, fiber glass
crushing me gently
hugging me gently 
To finally take me home

            To finally take me home

The planes just barley taking off 
I'm on my way up north 
I'm sorry that I cant tag along 
I promise next time I will
And oh how i wish i could invite you here 
My friend I'll see you when i come home..
Little did I know 
The clouded mind would slowly start to break 
I sure felt everything was just ok 
How could I have made things easier ?
How could I of made you stay with us

Hey man it's me 
Like umm..
Idk im.. just..
I've given up 
This is the end..

What was on your mind 
That made you take your life ?

I love you man.

A song to Immortalize a good friend who left us far too soon. This song is mainly about my last text conversation with Ben, he invited me to a bar but i was on a plane headed to Dallas TX I wish i would have invited him or stayed and hung one more time with him before he passed.

How was it that you came into my life 
Was it by chance or fate 
Am I alive or is this all fake 

If I'm dreaming please dont let me wake 

Light shines through the blinds
And the suns Rays reveal you're still here
Next to me close enough to feel your warmth 

A dream that's escaped
I've been waiting for

Last night last night
You took my mind 
So far so far
Away away 
You took me 
Dont let me go
Last night last night
You took my heart
So far so far
It's ok with me
You took it 
Dont let it go

FAR AWAY

The planes just barely taking off
I'm on my way up north
I'm sorry that I cant tag along
I promise next time I will
And oh how i wish i could invite you here
My friend I'll see you when i come home..
Little did I know
The clouded mind would slowly start to break
Just last night everything seemed ok...
How could I have made things easier ?
How could I of made you stay here with us

Hey man it's me
Like umm..
Idk im.. just..
I've given up
This is the end..

What was on your mind
That made you take your life ?

I love you man.

A song to Immortalize a good friend who left us far too soon. This song is mainly about my last text conversation with Ben, he invited me to a bar but i was on a plane headed to Dallas TX I wish i would have invited him or stayed and hung one more time with him before he passed. A few days after I returned I got a phone call from our mutual friend Eric, I remember i was just getting out of work. He told me Ben had taken his own life on the side of the road in his car.. this was the last voice-mail he left Eric who was his best friend.. This song is to remember him and to remind my self to keep in touch with my friends and to take advantage of any opportunity to hang out. You never know when the last time you will see them may be. 

Execeros