The humans they created me wrong
They won’t last long
I’ll still hold strong
Way after their gone

They didn’t leave me
Something that I dearly need
Leading me to believe

Am I capable of being amicable?

AM I CABLE?

Don’t keep chasin’ those cheap tricks
Or else your life will end up in the deep-six
The pics on the screen will get you high
But only for a while until you cry inside

There’s more to life then meets the eye 
Especially when majority of that time 
That eye is laser focused on the I 
Phone or android [it] doesn’t really matter
Because doing that leaves a void...

THAT NEEDS TO BE SATISFIED

Don’t keep chasin’ those cheap tricks
Or else your life will end up in the deep-six
The pics on the screen will get you high
But only for a while until you die a little inside...

The reason why these distractions are 
Attractive to you
Is because you use them to escape your true...
 
FEELINGS

dopaMINE

THIS SONG
IS NOTHING
BUT LIPS

workin in my car in 2015
Runnin auto parts in n out of AAPs (Advanced Auto Parts)
Majority of the time spent by myself
News radio starts becoming bad
For my mental health
So, I start workin slowly on the right side of my lip
Movin it back and forth
Startin with just the tip
Of the ice berg
And after about a month or 2
It didn’t sound like a turd comin out
EW!

Copious amounts of lip servus
Makes my vision blurry
Like I just wiped my eye after
Eatin spicy curry

Copious amounts of lip servus
Makes my vision blurry
Like I just wiped my eye after
Eatin spicy curry

COPIOUS LIP SERVUS

Hey there Wake up sleepy head
Before you get outta bed
And think of the many
things you have to do
Why don't you focus on YOU?!

Put down your phone
stop escaping
Just Meditate and read
Mentally in-jest what you need
So you can succeed And be 
the best you you can be

The flotilla of the things that you have to accomplish
Will only be possible if you practice mindfulness

You won't react as impulsively
If you just follow through, you see

Doing this will help you grow - And
make you able to show - Up
to those that you hold dear
Take a breath, your mind goes clear

AL LIT OLF

You thought you were safe? 
Letting the whispers take over your mind Naw man 
They just be breaching in 
Don't listen to them 
Spitting they bull shit and dullin your shine Come on' 
They peach is rotten again 

So your talking bout whispers 
Well whaddya mean? 
You know the little voices 
That demean you inside 
Trying to knock you down 
Inside you head 
They be shittin 
Saying negative things 
On your self-worth 
they be spittin 

And over time 
You hear these whispers so much
You Feel like bleedin' them out When you cry 

... BUT ... 

Don't worry about 
Denying what your feelin 
It ok to let it out 
Cause then you're perceivin' clearer

...YOU SEE... 

A good cry is important 
It's impressive 
It shows your vulnerable 
You Feel a little less depressive 
So when those whispers 
Get all up in your business 
Remember that your 
soul is the true witness

WHISPERS BE PEACHIN'

Im Writin a letter
that is smooth
Gonna use some
fancy cursive
Cause I ain't no tool

I know you know you're stealing my heart away
I'm here to say that it's OK if this doesn't work out

Cause I know that your tall and compared to you, I'm small so whatever I think its clever that you and I have our secret endeavors when we go out

I know it's not secret but when people see you they can't see me cause your 45ft taller than I will EVER be.

Your shadow hangs over me like it's dark in the daytime
But I don't care Cause the smile on your face got me walkin on sunshine

And the only way that I can say that my love is true
If I write a single, solitary letter for you

Im Writin a letter
I ain't no fool
It won’t take a lot of ink
Because
Its a majuscule

THE 50FT LETTER

All this time
I've been manifesting
Someone
To be[come] mine 

Now I know
What I really need
To find another
It i-is me 

I forswear the search for what I want
For that's what I should not swear at all
The thing I need is i-i-in-side of me
I just have to pick up the phone or call

The phone is there for more than looking
You can actually call other people too
And ask them how they're doing and 
REALLY LISTEN and you might just get yourself out of the blue

I forswear the search for what I want
For that's what I should not swear at all
The thing I need is i-i-in-side of me
I just have to pick up the phone or call

CALL ON ME[SELF]

My integrity was low
but I didn't know, so
I filled up that hole
with weed & porno… 

that gives me...
A guttural reaction
to my dissatisfaction
about the way I used to
talk & talk 
but never show any actions 

I would spout about the
things I'd sing & all the
original songs l'd bring
to the table, yet I
wasn't able to do
ANYTHING…

that gives me...
A guttural reaction
to my dissatisfaction
about the way I used to
talk & talk 
but never show any actions
 
Now I've created 20 Tracks 
I feel like I'm picking up
Where I slacked
They are not perfect
I'm not gettin' a plaque
But what matters is
I'm earning my integrity
Back 

That gives me...
a guttural reaction
to my ultimate satisfaction
about the way I write my
words down now
and spit them out with
a passion

inteGRITy

ME
This evil voice inside my brain
Is doing its best to take away
my serene plane

BAD
Are things not going your way today?
Well, I've got EXACTLY the thing you crave and will ease your pain 

GOOD
What I crave isn't what I want
And what I want will make me sane 

ME
This guy is palaverin' me 
into
Looking at images 'scape my feel
INSide he hides, waiting for the right Time 
to striiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike 

BAD
Hey hey
Listen to what I say
Do It anyway
It'll make you feel good
and even though you think you're feeling misunderstood 
There are plenty of others who have done & will do it, even if they don't think that they should, so screw it 

GOOD
NO
Just because I slipped and fell into a smaller hole than the ones I've been in before
Doesn't mean I can't grab a rope that 
someone else threw down for me
Pullin' me up for shore [sure] 

ME
This guy is palaverin' me 
into
Looking at images to escape my feel
INSide he hides, waiting for the right Time 
to striiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike
But I'm puttin' up a fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight!!!!!!!!!!

Palaverin' 'Round my Shoulders

Inside
is where
I get
My fix
Premeditated

Trig-gers are
What fuels
The thoughts
Pupils are di-l-a-ted

So many
Times that
It doesn't
Feel like
Anything at aaaaaaaaaaaaall

In the past
When I needed to relax
I'd never think of the word
Moderation
I'd crawl into
The place I've been to
My inside
Fixation

What I would 
Do in my room
Might disgust you
I was
Concentraten' on
Stimulation

Now I can
Hold a 
conversation 
Without feelin'
Bouts of
Hyperventilation 

My future 
Is brighter
Than I ever 
Thought 
It could beeeeeeeeeeeeee

In the present 
Stayin there as much as I can
No more heart
Palpitations
When I start
To slip back into
Past or future
I go INside 
To FIX 
A spiritual 
Restoration

INside FIXation

When I was young
I was callow
It makes sense
My mind was
Like a Marsh mallow

Observing
Naughty images
Made me feel
The complete
Opposite of
Mellow

The images and I
Became extremely
Intertwined kinda like
Some made for each other
Bedfellows

But now, 
Im older 
Ive put in a lot of time 
And thought into 
What has made my mind mine

Nowadays when I don't
Work on my brain
I get callow tendencies
I know I'm sane!

But I'm not perfect
I have bad days
However I need to remind myself
that
This malaise

Will pass






CALLOW TENDENCIES

WinNow

I want to win now
I it's been so long that I don't know how

but I know that if I want to stay present
I have win now

and to win now...
I have to winnow those people out of my life
that give me nothing but strife

WinNow

I'm breaking out
Of the prison
There is no doubt
That I am innocent
Why wait & rot
Inside that cell
I've got a lot
Of time & love to give
So, what the hell!
	
The crime I got put in here for
I'm not that pure but I'm also not sure
That I needed to go this far in
I'm diggin' out to start livin'

I'm breaking out
Of the (mental) prison 
                            (inside my brain)
There is no doubt
That I am innocent
                  (of guilt and shame)
Why wait & rot
Inside that cell
I've got a lot
Of time & love to give
So, what the hell!


FUGUE-GITIVE STATE

Doff your ego
And don connection

Doff some of your libido
And Don some introspection

And don some amigos
Doff some of that self-protection
------------------------------------------------
Are you feelin' good?
You need a meeting

If you're feelin' bad
You need a meeting

Is your heart still Beating?
You need a meeting

DOFF YOUR EGO

Hey Bro[gue] good
Job you know,
Of kickin' up all that dust

You're really startin'
To impress me
The way you have to readjust

To how you take things in
And how you put things out
It all depends upon your trust

Of your soul

BROgue

I've done bad things
I must admit
And even though
I had no control
Over that shit
Divin' deep
Deeper than 
the big blue deep
I realized my problem was 
forcin' down my feelings
to drown and not be heard a 

peep

Now I've forgiven myself... I
exonerate my heinous crimes
My problem has just been doing time
Inside my mind 
But now it's gone
And I feel sublime


EX-CONerate

Wood-y, Wood-y
Give me your ample snoot
I go crazy
Just from one si-ingle boop

Good thing I brushed your chompers
and sanded down your clompers
'Cause you look sweet
Such well-groomed feet
on this puppy dog who says moo

Yes you look sweet
And here's a treat
for my puppy dog who says moo

Woody Bell

I am 38 and enjoy beatboxing/harmonizing into my line 6 delay modeler. My style is kind of spontaneous but perfected, as best as it can be. Also, I love acting and singing a cappella/barbershop harmony.

Berkinstock

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