Fuck Me Up

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lyrics: oh im not holding back
when we first met i had a heart attack
and your loves a certain kinda trap
that once i get stuck there's no chance of coming back

i compensate and quantinize,
you fill the void and conjugate with my broken lines
and im sat by your side wasting time
but in the moment its like im truly alive

sample is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Amzp7W0RkPA
it's a great song, i really recommend checking it out :)

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Not Holding Back

Music by nelward
Art by Noxlof (twitter.com/Noxlof)

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pots & pans
the sound u hear each morning
song and dance
amid the myriad snoring
drops of jam
are spilling on your dress shirt
but you understand
that life is just a concert

pots & pans
the odds and ends that lead you
and I need you here all the time
I hope it won't impede you
I just need you here all the time
I just need you here all the time

Stems & seeds
we stopped before we started
and I just wanted to be
The pot you plant your heart in
Pods & peas
Can wilt before the harvest
but our hopes and dreams
will lead us through the hardship

Pots & pans
The aria of wanting
But I need you here all the time
And if my song should reach you
Just know I need you here all the time
I just need you here all the time
I just need you here all the time
I just need you here...

I'm but a wave to say I love you
Swept into the sea

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pots & pans 🍳

I like it when you come down off your cloud
into your head to throw your rocks around
I'm out of empathy, I'm out of air

Why did you tell me I was good for you
You took all of the spoons and hid them too
I hate that I can't let go of you

Don't give me all that I love you, it was a lie all along
and now it's all caught back up to you
(i'm not ok, dont fade away)
Don't look at me, i'm in my head
The spoons of God
Now I gotta let bygone be bygone
(i'm not ok, dont fade away)

How I like it when you hold me on the ground
The only reason I'm even still around
I'm at a loss, I really don't know now

So I'm just gonna let it drift away,
anything to forget about today

Why did you tell me I was good for you
You took all of the spoons and hid them too
I hate that I can't let go of you

Don't give me all that I love you, it was a lie all along
and now it's all caught back up to you
(i'm not ok, dont fade away)
Don't look at me, i'm in my head
The spoons of God
Now I gotta let bygone be bygone
(i'm not ok, dont fade away)

forget about today

The FINISHED version of this track can be found here:
https://lacheque.bandcamp.com/track/totalitarian-control-protocol

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There's a fun story behind this song.

I was unable to put this in the album as I couldn't finish mixing and mastering it. Every time I open this file in Ableton, the program will hang and once in a while attempt to play, but only one track will play at a time. 

It's really weird. I was able to render the song, but it took roughly an hour to do so (normally renders take about 2 minutes in Ableton). So here are the salvaged remains of that song.

I have a feeling it might be because of Alex Jones being sampled in this song. Something something deep state.

On that note, there are so many songs on this album that just did not make it. I had around 30 songs at one point. I ended up cutting a lot. Maybe I'll release those songs one day.

Totalitarian Control Protocol [DEMO] ("This song didn't make it")

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