Produced by @pekarot_161
Remixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

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Pressure! (Prod. Pekarot & Horosha)

2001: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-vjhvYATjmU7sEsIGZ6T_g
jolst: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzA1rCfwIX1FFRzbtb7X-eA

lyrics

used to wake up and youd be on my brain
fucked up thoughts wrapped up in pain
every morning still feels the same
 but now ur gone i get on with my day
used to wake up to feel shit till the evening
felt like i lost u im no longer grieving
u were the one i thought i could believe in
u took my heart and u started to peel it

i dont want u i want bands
i want a ring on my hand
i dont need none of ur fake love
i need like 200 grand
i need some cash in my hand
cash in my purse
wanna buy me some land
food in my stomach
i cant even stomach
to think back to when ur front door slammed

blacked out im not feeling great
i cant do this shit again
you took me closer to heavens gate
when i always thought u were heaven sent
i couldnt concentrate
had to figure out what u meant
i had to compensate
to make up for two wasted years i spent

used to wake up and youd be on my brain
fucked up thoughts wrapped up in pain
every morning still feels the same
 but now ur gone i get on with my day
used to wake up to feel shit till the evening
felt like i lost u im no longer grieving
u were the one i thought i could believe in
u took my heart and u started to peel it

feel the same (prod 2001 + jolst)

original - https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt/seasonal-depression-prod-iof

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https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Skele x IOF - Seasonal Depression (branwen flip)

:) yeehaw
lyrics vvv

yeah ur dead to me
yeah ur dead to me
u aint ever mf been there for me
dead wanted dead wanted
so if i dont respond just
know what happened
know what happened
im on my dead line
dead line 
slipping thru the grapevine
sippin on this great wine
this great wine yeah
i bet chu wanna fuck it all up
but i aint finna let u
cus i got it too clutch
gettin too high
so i cant focus on the views
and i cant think of anything
when im surrounded by u
swimmin in a big ole body of water of sharks
this shits so dark
jumping off of bridges 
hopin that i fuckin make it
hopin that i land so safely yeah
but in the back of my mind 
i really hope that my bones go left and right
and up and down.
yeah ur dead to me.

dead wanted (splashgvng x ayoley)

She only text’s me in the nighttime
Still drunk can’t read don't feel right
And I swear i could never act right
Still left on read like ghost time 
And i swear that I’m trying 
Two shots to my head now dying
And he acting like she bribed him
No love just sex now crying

I tried but the pain feels nice to me 
I lied but i just can't hide a thing 
And you like when we’re broke you lay with me
And i smile when it’s fucked you cry with me

I tried but the pain feels nice to me 
Oh I lied but i just can't hide a thing 
And you like when we’re broke you lay with me
And I smile when it’s fucked you cry with me
Still feeling like a burden
Two shots been lost now dying
Been thrown been left so ride with me
No thoughts no trust no time for me

I’m easily replaceable
Don’t have another way to go
I’m lost without a reason 
Time to stop my breathing
Heart be running fast within my chest it gets to beating
Found another way to make it out i swear I'm leaving
Pain been pushed aside i lost my friend and now I'm grieving, grieving

I tried but the pain feels nice to me 
I lied but i just can't hide a thing 
And you like when we’re broke you lay with me
And i smile when it’s fucked you cry with me

I tried but the pain feels nice to me 
Oh i lied but i just can't hide a thing 
And you like when we’re broke you lay with me
And i smile when it’s fucked you cry with me
Still feeling like a burden
Two shots been lost now I’m dying
Been thrown been left so ride with me
No thoughts no trust no time for me

gemini (prod. siem spark x gavinhadley x milesjulian)

hiraeth. eight months in the making.
featuring: @onlyfriendyeah
produced by: @lindenblossom
cover art by: @ejcarrmusic
i hope you enjoy <3
thank you for everything.

lyrics:
it feels like im missing something
a portrait unfinished
my life has been next to nothing
a chord thats diminished

cuz i’ll wait for change
and better days
just to come home with nothin
or maybe i’ll
just stay the same
cuz im too good at suffering
and i could always
take the blame
for all of my shortcomings 

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(onlyfriend)
maybe it's all for nothing
all the choices i make lead me closer to the coffin
no i can't take the weight of the changes
and i don't rly know what i'm doing
just pretend that you can't see me fading
and shy away raising no alarms
like i'm safe from harm
when i'm too far gone
and i can't hear a word from you

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(both)
hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

hiraeth (feat. onlyfriend) [linden]

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new one from the archives with my partner in crime >:D    @mediumarchive
produced by @majinaruu
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
(sean)
i don't wanna think about you at all 
every single conversations ends up like a battle 
i don't think I'll ever make some time for us tio chat cuz 
you act like a baby with a binkie a rattle

and i tried 
but it's never enough 
and you lie 
like you do it for fun 
it's alright 
i can still feel your touch 
and it's dry 
like the blood on your tongue

(decks)
and i know you been elsewhere
telling me lies cuz you dont care
leave me alone and go fuck up
someone else’s life

so shut up, shut up
because i know you never wanna
make up, make up
its only really ever gonna
fuck up, fuck up
our perception of us
and the blood’s on your hands 
cuz its never enough for you

and i tried to help it,
but you never would take fall
you’re more than selfish
cuz you never really cared at all

shut up! w/ medium sean [majinaru]

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acey ii
stuck inside my hollow frame
nothing ever felt the same
doing ur damage to my brain
loves a lie man its insane

if u cared now u would stay
are u scared now, what i say
u want this war how, in my face
loves is a lie man i fucking hate
everything we had cos its all at stake 
u play the victim on our last day
say if you love then, then u shud stay
even thru the hardest to help their brain

know where their heart is
never help them through the hardest
u know right where their heart is
get back no im cumming for this

if u cared now u would stay
are u scared now, what i say
u want this war how, in my face
loves is a lie man i fucking hate

love is a lie man
get out my face
dont wanna die yet
get out my face
am i even alive yet
to be replaced
u can see in the soil, fuck ur face

this is the end
that i been waiting for
ur the only one
that ill ever adore
now ur gone
ur in my song
giving me torment after torment
think im lost dont know where my door went
find a new path without this pain
find a new man to push ur blame

if u cared now u would stay
are u scared now, what i say
u want this war how, in my face
loves is a lie man i fucking hate

this is the end

* Can you tell me what the fuck is going on? *
* Can you tell me what the fuck is even wrong? *

Shooting star, you're my sunshine.
Remember nights where I'd cry alone..
Told me move on, and it's okay; I hate you now.
I pretended like it'd work out.
Now I'm overreacting x4

Am I overreacting, told myself that I'd be fine. Thanks for asking.
No one was asking, no one was asking.
Gave you the world, in return I am dying.

Yah,

Shooting star you're my sunshine,
remember nights where I'd cry alone. x2

Shooting star, you're my sunshine.
Remember nights where I'd cry alone..
Told me move on, and it's okay; I hate you now.
I pretended like it'd work out.
Now I'm overreacting x4
(Running away from me girl, now you're running away from me girl.)

*I can't even tell if you want me or my bands now.*
*I can't even tell if you want me for my bands now.*

Pop at your party,
Im off the molly,
say that she want me,
I do not want you,
Say that she want me,
she did not fuck with me when I had no one,
I was outside of the crib and it's snowing,
momma I made it im makin that money,
momma I made it im makin that money,
momma I made it im makin that money now.

Overreacting (prod. remghost x sanctuary)

lyrics:

then she said to me 
why u taking all my energy
that’s not fucking right 
where’s the empathy 
just let me be 
i lost it in the night 
as i chase my dreams
takahashi jeans 
i can’t look behind 
i’m not what u need 

nike boots on me 
i more than what u see
i know u don’t like the way i’m acting 
it’s a scene 
we move in the night 
i let it cover me 
walking further on 
tho it’s all inside of me 

black skies 
why am i alive 
say i’m nothing 
that shit makes me wanna die 
tell me that u hate me it’s alright 
can u say it while u look me in the eyes 

tap me on the shoulder 
pull up in the fucking rover 
hate the winter but the cold can really bring us closer 
i just thought that we had something 
i’m a placeholder 
i can’t even tell when i’m awake 
bipolar 

i’m just kicking back 
baby i’m a fucking stoner
i remember u would ride up on my shoulders 
why u like that
always the controller 
i thought that i loved her 
that’s not what i told her 

that’s not what i told her 
i bet she knows i’m lying when i hold her 

black skies 
why am i alive 
say i’m nothing 
that shit makes me wanna die 
tell me that u hate me it’s alright 
can u say it while u look me in the eyes

prod. wstdyth

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black skies

stream anywhere :) https://fanlink.to/read-receipts-ft-heylog

written & performed by: @lonesity & @heylog
produced by: @lonesity
engineered by: @camjmusic & @lonesity

lyrics:

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin' for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

[verse 1:]
nobody wanna hang with me
i get it
i would have to agree
that i'm not perfect
but random people love me
i don't get it
don't know what they see in me
i'm just curious
i'm thinking back on what you said to me
i don't know what i am or what i'm supposed to be
in the end i'll be there when you're close to me
i doubt you'll ever get there, but we'll just wait 'n' see

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

[verse 2:]
nobody wanna hang with me
i get it
i would have to agree
i'm a lost person
i smile finally
but it don't last for long
99 percent of the day
i wear a frown
i swear to god i don't belong with anyone
'cause they tend to fall out of love
keep that in touch
i swear to god no one
understands me
and i end up pissing me off
it's not healthy

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

Skele x IOF - Seasonal Depression (branwen flip)

branwen

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