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soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/mental

cover art also by me

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
i dont want it taking over
lately its been getting hard to stay sober
got nobody who can hold me any closer
i fear youll see me ending up on a poster

ive been running after shadows of a dream i had
the silhouette fading doesnt make me feel less bad
i put my faith in somebody who aint had my back
bleeding in the rain, wont even face the past

waited on this for ages and it wasnt that
the future i was so patient for, it didnt last
ive spent some time away from you and im regretting that
it hurts when i open my eyes see you aint at my pad

three thousand miles away from my only one

my words cant do it justice
these pictures aint enough
i really think youll love it
if you stay here a month

[soundcloud.com/mental]
life keeps changing but my feelings never did
i've tripped over shit
i've cried like a bitch
i've dreamt of meeting with a kiss
i keep making these mistakes im just a kid
you know how to twist
my heart into bits
and pieces of love that i still miss
things have changed a lot
last year i was afraid of us
not quite your touch but the state of love
nothing like touching and making up
nothing like running away from stuff
nothing like holding your hand and face til
we saw the sun and the moon switch their places
holes in my heart and you're the explanation
i lost my mind trying to fill up the spaces

Three Thousand Miles w/ Mental [xternalz]

@jkjmetasco
@prodjayysoul

[arid]
u said u dont mind it
but tell me why im dying
ur words undividing
the feelings that I'm hiding
yea I wake up blinded
i know u dont mind it
look into ur eyes u know I'm tired of trying
was it enough to let me go tell me now cuz I don't like it
I feel it in my heart yea I feel it undeciding
everything we did was always something that u knew
I only want the real nothing that was blue

[jkjmetasco]
writing in my diary bout you
wait u want a bag, you get 2
blue money, blue car, blue heart
blue drugs when i’m down
put my blues in a song
i know why i hid from u
i know wat i did to u
cameras on, i ain’t in da mood
tell me why i’m dying to you
and u broke my heart, yea to the fullest
blacked out truck, yea, look like toothless 
bad mouth us, wait why u hate me
girl i pick you up, in a Mercedes

blue + jkjmetasco [jayysoul]

dirty sky watch my wrist bleed too
when i look into ur eyes 
all i see is you 
memories of past shit
i cant let it go
all i really want 
is for u to hold me close
everything i do 
ya its weighing in bad
doubled all these racks
but i still feel sad 
tell me what do i mean to you
feel like a puppet cause im so used
when i walk i swear 
nothing feels right 
looked into those eyes i thought 
u were my life
always looking down for the 
tears that i cry
always thought of her and the
times that i tried
tried to just to run from you.. 
and its hard just to waste away
and i pray that youll feel some way
cut the strings and let me fly

watch it bleed watch it bleed so grey
bloody red eyes all i see is white....

puppet

lovesick - victxrw + dom (akura + yashio)

@pw4prez @arid @huntyomg @remedysnuts

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

@pw4prez 
she said i cant be perfect
baby can u tell me im worth it
we in the SUV , swervin
me and rico in the cut like a surgeon
i cant do no wrong
put the pain in my palm
even when im gone, she gon be singing my songs
i cant go with u, i cant fw u 
its a remedy, when you're with me i can't lose:)

@arid
yea would u love me with ur eyes closed
reaching still not breathing
on the edge saying that u would take it slow
i dont think i wanna feel it now
all my wounds here they got deeper how
on the right hand i wanna see u now
walk another mile just to see u cowl
left it all behind like a hand me down

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

imperfect +sochi & arid (sochi x hunty)

@decago @wintress13
next drop @ 900 followers then pushing for an ep at 1k...
###
so ill be waiting right here,, right here
find my body leave my life here,, life here
when you leave me with nothing they,ll be dry tears
i came to u was struggling,, ur my one fear

leave me in the snow please
watch me fall apart
swear my bodys right here ,,,
but my mind is not
is this what u wanted cuz its all i got....
leave my body haunted,, let my body rot

when its all said,, and done 
will u take me along
i feel so ripped apart,,, but with  u i am one
try to trn the time back but my body so numb
i just miss you so bad girl 
ur all that i want  

(yeah im so afraid for this 2 end
watch me fall apart again..(

mybodyisrighthere (decago + wintress)

@owtiss
prod @owtiss once again except this time it's jpop chords lol

ive got a feeling!
that u dont like me
never had a care cuz u'd always treat me nicely
can u hear me?
do you believe me?
when i speak its like u dont even see me..
ive got a feeling!
that u dont need me :(
i thought u cared now u only take me lightly
so can you hear me?
im dissapearing!
im not okay now forever ill be healing

am i only a concept?
nothing more than a pass time u can laugh at...
i just wanted more!
i dont wna be that
its not getting better
i know u can see that

so i fall apart and break down again
then we make up and break up again
pass the blame around it just never ends
i don't need ur love! 
i still have my friends ;)

ive got a feeling! (me)

@chrnically & audiodiary
@remedysnuts @afterstoryx

last song performing sooo well thank u guys i love u
new song next week too :p

i do it all for love,,
and u betray my trust..
u go,,,, behind my back
i do it all for us,,,

u see my blood drip
girl u know our veins touch
we could never do bad 
girl u know we're one love

just see my,, body drag
im on my,, back
u feel my body twist 
so tell me,, all i missed

dont have ,,,,much more to give
u asked me,, and i did
until my body ,,quits yaaaa

i ,,,,cant keep going onn
got scars,, across my arrm
u see my battered faaaace
u know whats,,,, going on,,, ya
\
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got my ,,,arm in a sling
i swear i dont feel a thing
so baby give me a chance,,

puppet

braxey

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