featuring @haunted_sad
prod. @6hanoi x @akasukii

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i still miss u 
and i wish u missed me too 
even tho u treated me like a chore
ig i'll just ignore...
everything u have ever said to me 
and i'll pretend it meant nothing 
even tho it changed how i saw myself 
is it even worth living in hell? 

i know, i know, you don't care
i know i'm living in despair
for no reason at all 
i wish i didnt fall...
sohard4u 
and that's the truth !
if i could take it all back i would </3
i havent ate in 4 days, i know i should...
but i cant bring myself to get up these days 
i'm tired of living in this pain

𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔡_𝔰𝔞𝔡:
destined 2 be this way 
im looking 2 myself i rlly wanna change-
looking 2 myselff i jus wanna diee
ur the one thats been only on my mind
i want death death 2 fucking take me 
my heart here isnt even beating
yeah and everyday im sinkin lower
yeah ive been sinking 2 the fkn botton
n all this happiness that i am fakin
i cant hide forevr so im sleepingg..
ya baby plz give me a reason
i cant get get used 2 this feeling
im living life on my own as of lately-
iwantdeath2fuckingtakeme

tired w/haunted_sad [hanoi x akasuki]

prod me ( first track off Sochi & friends EP)
sochi+b5 vocal mixed by me

sochi (@pw4prez)

exaggerate it, i think my heart is breaking
can't overstate it, ill never be complacent
always changing, i wish you had some patience
fake shit, i cant stand it

she said that she like me,
i cant even breathe
i cant even see
i cant speak
when you're without me
i been thinking of the meaning
whats the point of anything, when your not with me
i cant even dream the things you do
the things you do to me

i know it gets cold in your nightmares
but im right here, ill be right there
i'll walk a thousand miles in your shoes
just to see him lose
I guess he dont even know the things you do
the things, the things you do

b5 (@bliss05)
things u do 2 me i cant explain
run around each day looking for escapes
run around each day looking for my face
watch the world crumble i will keep u safe
walk around i stumble i cant keep it straight
everything u say i just hesitate
hold u close right next 2 me wish it could stay this way
they gon try they best i promise they cant replicate
been going dumb if i am honest i wana fade away
been going numb if i am honest i cant feel my face
i've been touched by grace i cant leave a trace
i cant ever change i'm like this in my grave

sochi (@pw4prez)
she said that she like me,
i cant even breathe
i cant even see
i cant speak
when you're without me
i been thinking of the meaning
whats the point of anything, when your not with me
i cant even dream the things you do
the things you do to me

SPOTIFY : )

sochi + bliss05 - the things u do (sochi)

prod me @neohnq

lacoste on my upper half
w my brother, my other half
look up count my lucky stars
walkin thru the mob gotta cover up my scars
sometimes i think that im foldin
all these drugs we indulge in
they take their toll
death knocks at my door
try 2 walk a mile but they wont fit ya
gotta look at the bigger picture
my bag filled w drugs not scripture
toss this shit in my drink idk what im in for
i cant recall the rest
but that might be for the best
cus i gotta get this off my chest

i know that im blessed but i feel so cursed
i try so hard just to make it worse
put my feelins ina bag throw it all in the dirt
cant hurt me if i hurt u first
dont give me ur comfort or ur words
all i need is me idc what u do
js dont blame me cus u live the way that u do

dont u blame me at all
wont even say that its ur fault
how u give up morals for money but u still broke
how u runnin ur mouth but then u choke
i cut my ties and burn the rope
look in my eyes its not no joke
thats why i rock-

blame me

dirty sky watch my wrist bleed too
when i look into ur eyes 
all i see is you 
memories of past shit
i cant let it go
all i really want 
is for u to hold me close
everything i do 
ya its weighing in bad
doubled all these racks
but i still feel sad 
tell me what do i mean to you
feel like a puppet cause im so used
when i walk i swear 
nothing feels right 
looked into those eyes i thought 
u were my life
always looking down for the 
tears that i cry
always thought of her and the
times that i tried
tried to just to run from you.. 
and its hard just to waste away
and i pray that youll feel some way
cut the strings and let me fly

watch it bleed watch it bleed so grey
bloody red eyes all i see is white....

puppet

yall know
@dayatpark @outfed
produced by @serenityflower
mastered by @funny

lyrics:
@stylas
yea yea
fw me im goin retarded
go go
makin a scene they know im a target
fuck dat
im wit the team we goin regardless
yea yea
im wit the team and they couldn't make it out-


im off a perc
im 2alive
they know my swag
been certified
they on my track
i cannot lie
they ain fw me
but now they pickin sides
ion wanna talk to u
i got no time
he wanna fake
he wanna lie
he wanna talk
he wanna die
he want dat smoke
well come and try

fuck everyone
ion give no fucks bout anyone
its been straight up since like 21
they said i cant bitch i got it done
fuck everyone
ion give no fucks bout anyone
its been straight up since like 21
they said they hate me i give no fucks uhuh

@dayatpark
know that im faded but i get the bag still
had to move On
as i go up they cant even act real 
its been too long
had to go out and grab my first mil
im eating udon with a million, you got proved wrong how does it feel? 

it feels great
living a life thats astounding 
yall are my clones, i made a thousand
fake mfs surrounding
yea dat boy broke yea he frowning
i made a mil and stopped counting
ion do math im jus roundin
you run up on him (stylas) then you run up on me, and i promise we'll leave you doubting

@outfed:
im only in it for money
baking soda yay n i blend it
lil g23 get hefty
sending a mag hit him in his appendix
best out cant contest me
blower stay on me like tony soprano
mag in da chop boy it look like banana
playin the game like a fkin piano
she tryna see me on tour
n we slide in the benz like its forza
im still scoring offa half court(quart)
im tryna put down on a porsche
i can see that ur mad sore
i outstat u wat u mad for
couldnt be me going out sad
u fell off yea thats 2 bad

2alive ft keyframe & alt0 (serenity)

prod @pw4prez

(idk if i can ever make this right)

U did me dirt the worst
I step out disturbed i jus write my verse
I jus lose n learn i been feeling cursed
N i kno it hurts memories get burnt
I jus crawl out from the dirt then i wait my turn
When i write these songs do u feel my words?
Japanese denim it feels what its worth
Im so fried but im fly like a fucking bird
U can try n you'll die put u in the dirt
I cant cry but i'll try i just feel disturbed
I just slide w my guys steppin on the curb
This'll b the death of me i guess thats how it works
Everytime u next 2 me it make my stummy hurt
N i kno i fucked up wish i could reverse
How did i trust ya? I cant believe myself
If he try 1 more time we send dat boy 2 hell

Dirt

2025-1-28

"Hi, hey, and hello! I know I never got to be around but I just want you to know that I'll always be waiting for you, no matter the obstacles in between us." :)

@wintress13
- https://www.instagram.com/sorasociety15/

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after everything i thought we'd be okay
all this time we've never changed
why does it always stay the same? idk
"promise me you'll never go away"
but why must someone take the fault?
why must someone take the blame? idk

so let's hold on 'till the night falls
please just pick up, it's the 9th call
guess i'll wait here all on my own
(this time idk how to tell you)

i'm singing my heart out
can you hear me?
the distance is so loud
can you hear my shouts?
i just need you near me
but my voice can't reach you now
the thoughts won't ever go away so i need you now

remember when we sang our songs
made up for our wrongs
i said that i'd wait, but i cannot wait for long
but it's alright (idk how write this)
guess i'll find another one
done with holding on to the same things

(oh oh oh)
(i played my part)
(oh, we can't restart, no)

but i can't go
now i can't go to sleep, 'cause it's so cold without you here
now it's so old
wipe the tears off my face, 'cause we both need to persevere

but i'll try and find a way
i just wanted you to stay
cutting ties, falling down
i just wanted to escape
but i cannot run away
i don't think that we can change
curse it all, curse this fate
(it'll be alright)

persevere (wintress)

@owtiss
@prod_promise
@yashio20k

[coldspades]
girl you love to break my heart in two
do you hate me, tell me was that true?
cause you know im stuck to you like glue
if you listen, tell you something new
find a way out of here
cause now i see it clear
you became everything that i fear
can you break the silence?
i’m tearing my eyelids
your face in my iris,
you’re all that i see

[owtiss]
i cant make an appearance
i just wna stay at my home
be alone!
ur words wear at my soul
made a promise i swear i would hold
on a different day
maybe i could open up again
it depends on u
im with u
its all true!
ill just stay and wait for u ;)

spotify

iris ft. owtiss (promise & yashio)

Ill wake up
and stay with the constant regret
tht i could never to let go
and these voices in my head
oh they
oh they take a toll

Oh i can 
see the devil on my shoulder
and when i think too much 
he comes over..
just to tell me ill fail
when im older
how ill end up all alone and more colder
so ill shake my head and brush
off my shoulder
i pray someday that i can move all 
these boulders

oh woah o

Solace i swear im okay
Bc i find the most comfort in pain
thts why i stay inside when 
it doesn't rain
oh u wonder why im not okay
bc u cheat lie and make these excuses
I guess the effort i gave was jus useless
i hope someday youll think about me.. 
Bc i just want u to hear this...

Spotify

solace (iof)

@1yeezo @domerrz

lyrics:

im at a crossroads idk where 2 go
if u aint here 2 help then leave me alone
cus i dnt need anything else
2 bring me down instead of better myself

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

feels like all the walls are closing in, im in the middle
im stuck inside a jail cell i feel so fucking little
i can feel all my bones start 2 creak y r they so brittle
cnt think of any solutions, theyre so simple
i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

thts what they always say its more complicated than tht
cnt look at u the same, my brain wants to reenact
everything i did, everything i fucking said
everything i did, it jus makes no fucking sense
nothing really make no sense anymore
y am i waking up at 5 on the floor
y am i living like my life is a chore
i dont think i can do this anymore

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna make u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound
need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
am i the reason tht u frown?

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina... Carolina)

carolina (yeezo + dom)

@makemeapromise @44yy

all ur calls im ignoring
like the voices in my head keep talking
all the the tweas im takin out cant help it
sprite chill down my veins got me stupid
it feels so cold yet distant
lately ive been tweaking out
ive been tryna figure out the difference
i dont think im changing
but i dont need to
ive been gettin drunk cs lately ive been missing u

stumblin all my steps
n all my vision is blurring again
the twea got me stressin it dont make any sense
n im thinkin of drinkin more tweas till the end
till i get wasted till i pass out
im wasted it comes around
im wasted my heart wont calm down
calm down

solace (iof)

braxey

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