update (2/22/25):

damn…my very first upload on here…my music taste has barely changed

(original song on SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/acreo-silvest/breaking-things-into-pieces)

Breaking Things Into Pieces - Kikuo (sped up instrumental)

MARETU KEEPS COMING OUT WITH SO MANY BANGERS THIS YEAR 😭😭😭

Dance of Life - MARETU (sped up)

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH AHHHHHH 😭😭😭

Wet - Dazey and the Scouts (sped up)

uhm don’t mind the photo (for the third time so far by now)

LYRICS >:) (may be triggering as it contains mild sexual references and mentions of religious trauma)


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A SLEEPLESS SUNDAY MORNING IS NOTHING NEW TO ME
THERE'S SOMETHING ABOUT THAT DAY THAT MAKES MY BODY WEAK
THE ITCHY TIGHTS AND DRESSES, THE WALLS THAT MAKE YOU BURN
THE PAIN IS NECESSARY FOR A GODLESS CHILD TO LEARN

WHEN I WAS 8 THEY BATHED ME, THEIR WATER MADE ME PURE
WHAT DID AN 8-YEAR OLD HAVE TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FOR?
THAT PAINTING MADE BY MAN, THE DEPICTED DIVINE...
IF MY LIFE IS SPENT IN WORSHIP, THEN IS IT REALLY MINE?

"HOW STUPID COULD SOMEONE BE TO BELIEVE THEM?"
"HOW STUPID WOULD YOU HAVE TO BE TO BELIEVE THEM?"
I WAS THAT STUPID. I AM THE ONE YOU DEMONIZE.
I WAS THE ONE WHO SUFFERED, AND STILL STUPID, IN YOUR EYES.

HEAVENLY FATHER, PLEASE ALTER THIS BODY
IT'S IMPURE AND SINFUL, I DON'T WANT IT ON ME
MY SKIN IS BURNING UP, TEMPTATION IS TOO MUCH
CAN'T SEEM TO KEEP MY LEGS TOGETHER
MAKE ME BLESSED, MAKE ME BETTER

A SLEEPLESS SATURDAY NIGHT IS NOTHING NEW TO ME
BECAUSE, SOMEWHERE IN MY BRAIN, I KNOW THE NEXT DAY'S COMING
A PAVLOVIAN RESPONSE TO MEN CARRYING TRAYS
THE DEAFENING SILENCE AS ALL THE KIDS PRETEND TO PRAY

THEY SAID THE MAN IN THE SKY WHO'S ALWAYS WATCHING ME,
WITH WHITER CLOTHS AND PALER SKIN THAN YOU HAVE EVER SEEN,
A MAN THAT I HAVE NEVER MET AND MAYBE NEVER WILL,
THEY SAID THAT I MUST BEG AND WEEP FOR HIS FORGIVENESS STILL

THEY PUT ME IN THEIR TANK OF WATER, IT WAS WONDERFUL.
ONE OF THE FISH THAT JESUS FED THEM, STILL INSIDE THE BOWL
I CRIED INSIDE THE BATHROOM, MY WHITE DRESS GOT ALL WET
IF JESUS LOVES ME NOW, THEN WHY DO I FEEL SO UPSET?

HEAVENLY FATHER, PLEASE ALTER THIS BODY
IT'S IMPURE AND SINFUL, I DON'T WANT IT ON ME
MY SKIN IS BURNING UP, TEMPTATION IS TOO MUCH
CAN'T SEEM TO KEEP MY STORY STRAIGHT
THE GOD I LOVE'S A MAN I HATE

A BUILDING OF WORSHIP WITH CAMERAS FOR SAFETY
A GOD THAT WILL LOVE ME WILL ALSO BERATE ME
EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO GET TO KNOW HIM,
WE'RE GONNA MAKE SURE THAT YOU GET TO KNOW HIM.
EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO GET TO KNOW HIM,
WE'RE GONNA MAKE SURE THAT YOU GET TO KNOW HIM.

HEAVENLY FATHER, PLEASE ALTER THIS BODY
IT'S IMPURE AND SINFUL, I DON'T WANT IT ON ME
MY SKIN IS BURNING UP, EXPECTATION IS TOO MUCH
YOU'VE BROKEN MY HEART INTO PIECES
MAYBE I NO LONGER NEED IT.

HEAVENLY FATHER, PLEASE ALTER THIS BODY
IT'S IMPURE AND SINFUL, I DON'T WANT IT ON ME
MY SKIN IS BURNING UP, TEMPTATION IS TOO MUCH
CAN'T SEEM TO KEEP MY LEGS TOGETHER
MAKE ME BLESSED, MAKE ME BETTER

HEAVENLY FATHER, PLEASE ALTER THIS BODY
IT'S IMPURE AND SINFUL, I DON'T WANT IT ON ME
MY SKIN IS BURNING UP, TEMPTATION IS TOO MUCH
CAN'T SEEM TO KEEP MY LEGS TOGETHER
MAKE ME BLESSED, MAKE ME BETTER

HEAVENLY FATHER, PLEASE ALTER THIS BODY
SAVE YOURSELF. SAVE YOURSELF. SAVE YOURSELF. PLEASE.
IT'S IMPURE AND SINFUL, I DON'T WANT IT ON ME
BE YOUR OWN GOD. YOU ARE FREE.
MY SKIN IS BURNING UP, TEMPTATION IS TOO MUCH
CAN'T SEEM TO KEEP MY LEGS TOGETHER
MAKE ME BLESSED, MAKE ME BETTER

I STILL GET LETTERS FROM THEM
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
I WANNA BE FRUSTRATED
BUT I KNOW THEY'RE VICTIMS TOO

THAT PART OF MY LIFE IS GONE,
LET THE SCREEN FADE TO BLACK
"AND SO IT CAME TO PASS,"
THAT I AM NEVER LOOKING BACK.

Irreverent Girl - weevildoing (sped up)

I HAVE TO STOP TAKING RANDOM PHOTOS FROM PINTEREST AND PUTTING THEM ON MY SPED UP SONG COVERS ITSFG 😭😭😭

update: unfortunately, the cover is no longer old man yaoi with clay and danielle from moral orel, but dr masakrik and ushka from psychocuties. sorry! :P

Coin Locker Baby - MARETU (sped up and without the ending)

this song is such a bop (both sped up and not)

Black Is The New Black - Goreshit (sped up)

GUESS WHO’S ONE OF THE FIRST TO UPLOAD A VERSION OF CHOCOLATE-BOX GIRL TO SOUNDCLOUD >:)

Chocolate-Box Girl - weevildoing (sped up)

why are almost all kikuo songs f-cked up but at the same time catchy ;-;

You’re A Useless Child - Kikuo (sped up)

My September [VIVINOS version] - NASTYONA (sped up)

(EDIT: AUG. 7TH, 2024)

i really wasn’t expecting this to blow up so much omfg 😭😭😭

over and over - rio romeo (sped up)

sexy - kate rockwell/original broadway cast of mean girls (sped up)

hitogawari - kikuohana (sped up)

lyrics: (might be triggering for some people!)
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Fawn staggering through the trees
Since I was a girl, I never felt like a person
Eyes and sights trained right on me
They wanna hurt me with their sick perversions

It's not up to me, or so I've been told
This is the nature of the female skin
Meat that men want bought and sold
Since I can remember, it's always been...

Hand over blankets, legs crossed
Skirts below the knees, doors locked
"There are men that will hunt you"
So I've learnt to run from you
Innocence made to decay
Thoughts I couldn't wash away
No knowledge of my body
Prey drive deep-seated in me

In love with the idea of me
Mount my head on a wall
Lifeless for everyone to see
Gracefully declawed

No scratching, biting, whining
Never fighting back again
Look at my virgin eyes through glass
An all-consuming guilt that you could never comprehend
To be a girl is to be trapped 

Clean yourself for consumption
But don't ever let yourself be consumed
Organs for reproduction
Organs that must remain unused
Plagued with urges so obscene
How am I suppose to ignore it?
If my body's meant to stay clean
Then why do I feel like I'm asking for it?

Hand and rope and PVC
My unspoken fantasies
Loss of my autonomy
Can't help it appeals to me
If it's something I don't want
Then it couldn't be my fault
Deer standing in the headlights
Begging you to take its life

In love with the idea of me
Mount my head on a wall
Sinful desires festering
Under my pelt, they claw

So skin me, flesh me, tan my hide
And render me preserved
My plastic eyes brimming with shame
Remove the viscera containing deviance unheard
To be a girl is to be game

Horror stories of what predators do
I've heard them since I was old enough to fear
And now I'm filled with a dreaded excitement
Whenever sharp teeth and claws draw near
And so my womanhood became synonymous with endangerment
Maternal figures preserve my purity with such insistence

Blatant hypocrisy of animality
Eating out of your hands
Whatever you'll give me
Don't want to be a cadaver
Wanna be free
But a cage is the basis of femality

In love with the idea of me
Mount my head on a wall
Lifeless for everyone to see
Gracefully declawed

No scratching, biting, whining
Never fighting back again
Look at my virgin eyes through glass
An all-consuming guilt that you could never comprehend
To be a girl is to be trapped
A delicacy never unwrapped
An innocence forever intact

taxidermy girl - weevildoing (sped up!)

THIS SONG IS UNDERRATED ASF!!! (no one talks about it and that makes me so angry)

THIRST - MARETU (sped up!!)

“WHAT THE HELL?! WHAT THE HELL?!” 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥

english lyrics :P (may be triggering as it alludes to "taking ones innocence" and contains lyrics that are quite violent/graphic)


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Behavioral issues, seething impatience
Let's sow roses, but anyway
Your vital and chic-looking body gone
missing before being broken
I wonder if I can turn you into an
adult by stripping your innocence from
both sides
I'm used to this sight
I'm only trying to give meaning to my
exceeding boredom
Since it's for my own pleasure, so to
speak, I'm just showing off
I know that's how it is, but
You, who seems so child-like
Let's see
This burning flame that can't be
extinguished
Of countless wrongs that feel right
The monster bears its fangs
I
met eyes the one I wanted
Then what would happen
I would bond your severed neck back
together

My daydreams of what I'd do
With your freshly defiled corpse
How nice it would be for them to become
true

Needless compassion, foul urges
I try to kick them away but anyway
As soon as they start, I'm already cut
off from retreat
Everyone has to swallow some filth to
become an adult
I knew that

I got the feeling that I'll reach an
impressive conclusion
Truthfully the inferiority complex was
thrust upon me
I don't want something like that
You who's so natural
Let's watch

I have to do my best before I knew it
Became an exhausted worn-out phrase
I'm a pathetic person
That way
the worst feeling dyes my body
I'm going to unavoidably suffer when I
die
My dangerous breathing catches in my
throat
A complicated grotesque arsenal

Abruptly biting into your dream
I taste the flavor of a lonely moist
love
Please don't change for my sake
Thoroughly cold chewiness
Your irreplaceable value to me
Has fully withered now
What an awful end
I
met eyes with the one I wanted
Then what happened
I tore off your nails and bonded them
My daydreams of biting into
Your freshly broken body
Really truly
Are just the worst
It's so exciting
Wanting to feel you
I'm frying your light muscles in my mind
This that
and even you who stands in my way
I want to burn that naive paranoia in

you
I want to slowly dissolve you
I want to break you
I want to touch you and beat you
I want to laugh at you

SUJI - MARETU (SPED UP!!)

イヤイヤヨ!/IYAIYAYO! - MARETU (SPED UP + INSTRUMENTAL!!!)

this song is so fucking good ffjgdfjkdkslfjsldkhsfjdsghkfsdjd (please ignore the fact i haven't uploaded anything in like 4 months)

ERASER GIRL - MARETU (SPED UP + INSTRUMENTAL!!!)

this is such a good song hfhfjsjfkghdfkghjkghdfkjgh

YAKOUSEI - KIKUOHANA (SPED UP!!!)

i don’t really like any of these sped up songs anymore ;-;

NEW AND IMPROVED SILLY WHITEBOARD: https://r1.whiteboardfox.com/11072699-0178-7612

EVIE!!! 🦅💥🔫🇺🇲🫄

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