I don't even know why
I can't be forgiven
You push and you pull
Can't make a decision
It's hard to breathe when you're
Part of me
Smothering all the love that I had
Just to come out clean

I don't even care
I'm not even driven
You sit and you stare
But I'm not in your line of vision
It's hard to see when you're
Following
Finally, I don't feel quite as sad
I used to be so mean

My heart's still incomplete
Whole truth you never speak
No, you would never cheat
But you still lie to me
Your hands fold on my bones
Tear me down nice and slow
Don't want to be alone
Love you? Baby, I don't know

My heart's still incomplete
Whole truth you never speak
No, you would never cheat
But you still lie to me
Your hands fold on my bones
Tear me down nice and slow
Don't want to be alone
Love you? Baby, I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

Should I come, should I come
Should I come clean?
Should I come, should I come
Should I come clean?
Should I come, should I come
Should I come clean?
Should I come, should I come
Should I come clean?

Come Clean

What goes up must come down
I'm afraid of what you've found
I highly doubt
They're looking for me now
Best advice to you, my friend
Careful treading severed ends
What once was dead
Can live again, I'm

Hollow
No more room to swallow
Come follow
Wanna watch me wallow?

Must put in, must put out
See me seeping from my spout
I see you cringe
When I start to pout
Thought I'd found the antidote
Just some existential joke
It's not funny
Come scoot in close, I'm

Hollow
No more room to swallow
Come follow
Wanna watch me wallow?

Got me closer than I've ever been
I know torture ain't a sedative
Push me back and take me down again
I can make you break before you even bend
Pariah
Pariah
Pariah

Got me closer than I've ever been
I know torture ain't a sedative
Push me back and take me down again
I can make you break before you even bend
Pariah
Pariah
Pariah
Pariah

Pariah

I, I am still out here
Looking for love in all the wrong places
Pick my heart up off the ground again, it's so heavy
Put it back inside my chest, but I can't feel a heartbeat
All over again, remind me why we don't speak

I can't reach you
I can't complete you
So I must defeat you
Not good enough, not good enough
Not good enough for you
You make me blue

Guess it was all in my head
Thought that we had something
But you were just playing pretend
Not good enough, not good enough

Guess it was all in my head
Thought that we had something
But you were just playing pretend
Not good enough, not good enough

Guess it was all in my head
Thought that we had something
But you were just playing pretend
Not good enough, not good enough
Not good enough

And you can't tell me to talk about it if you won't listen
You keep your distance from me, boy
All alone with your greed, boy
Stay away from me
Keep your god damn "Oh, please"
Get over me, get over me

Baby, please
Get over me, get over me
Baby, please
Get over me, get over me
Baby, please
Get over me, get over me
Baby, please
Get over me, get over me

Over Me

You're divine
Got me paralyzed
Open up your cold brown eyes
Rattle down my fragile spine
You get better after every line

But
I'm not ready for a love as soft as me
If you're the thief, I am the guillotine
You stole my soul right out my chest
I guess it's best I know what it's like
To be alive, to be alive, to be alive

You've got all you need
Take every part of me
Make me shiver, bring me to my knees
Make me quiver full of ecstasy
You remind me of a scene in my dream

But
I'm not ready for a love as soft as me
If you're the thief, I am the guillotine
You stole my soul right out my chest
I guess it's best I know what it's like
To be alive, to be alive, to be alive

I'll be fine
Just give it time
I'll make you mine

But
I'm not ready for a love as soft as me
If you're the thief, I am the guillotine
You stole my soul right out my chest
I guess it's best I know what it's like
To be alive, to be alive, to be alive

Soft

When I first met you, I was so young
Accepted any love
I wanted something different
You gave me more than anyone
This one is the only love
I don't know how to feel
When everything it felt so real

Imagine a world
Where we don't have to blink
(We'd never miss a moment)
I'd much rather sink

I think I've learned my lesson
Love wasn't love, was obsession
I think I've learned my lesson
Love wasn't love, was obsession

When I first met you, I was naive
You asked "Be patient, please"
Said "there's so many sides to me"
I gave you all my everything
This isn't the love for me
Though I'll admit that I was cool
There, for a moment, played the fool

Imagine a world
Where we don't have to blink
(We'd never miss a moment)
I'd much rather sink

I think I've learned my lesson
Love wasn't love, was obsession
I think I've learned my lesson
Love wasn't love, was obsession

Obsession

Lie down
Lie down, take you down to the ground, make you shake
Hold out
Hold out for the ones who make you most afraid
You're a fuckin' fight song
Make me feel so right, wrong
Bet you can't make me scream
Bet you're gonna be mean

Fill my head with water
I'm at the bottom of
I'm at the bottom of
Fill my head with water
I'm at the bottom of
I'm at the bottom of the ocean

Spit it out
Spit it out with your mouthful of lies, don't speak
All my doubt
Circles round and about red
It's the only color I see
Were my intentions good enough?
I never pretended to fall for love
I thought I'd set myself free

Fill my head with water
I'm at the bottom of
I'm at the bottom of
Fill my head with water
I'm at the bottom of
I'm at the bottom of the ocean

Underwater
Underwater
Underwater

And we're both so easy
I could roll you up and smoke you out without thinking
I went outside myself to get you high
I was disappointed by your wayward side

*Sigh*
If you're gone, say goodbye
I never really wanted to stay
Just thought I'd kill some time
Boy, you're persistent
So am I
But I'm done, so long
Fuck off, you tried

And I don't fool easy
I could chew you up and spit you out without thinking
I blew inside before you wiped your eyes
Fill me up with sorrow, whisper when you sigh

*Sigh*
If you're gone, say goodbye
I never really wanted to stay
Just thought I'd kill some time
Boy, you're persistent
So am I
But I'm done, so long
Fuck off, you tried

Ooooooh

*Sigh*
If you're gone, say goodbye
I never really wanted to stay
Just thought I'd kill some time
Boy, you're persistent
So am I
But I'm done, so long
Fuck off, you tried
So long
Fuck off
You tried

The Wayward

It looks so beautiful in the light
But there's darkness on the other side
I wouldn't wanna be the other guy
If you know what I mean

Can't keep your eyes off me
'Cause I'm cutting corners playing make believe
Can't keep your eyes off me
'Cause I'm cutting corners playing make believe

Make believe
That I love everything you said to me
I wouldn't wanna make an enemy
Out of someone I need

Can't keep your eyes off me
'Cause I'm cutting corners playing make believe
Can't keep your eyes off me
'Cause I'm cutting corners playing make believe
Can't keep your eyes off me
'Cause I'm cutting corners playing make believe
Can't keep your eyes off me
'Cause I'm cutting corners playing make believe
Make believe
Make believe
Make believe

Make Believe

You can break my bones
But I won't let you break my heart
I'll become a home
You're the sun behind the trees
Say, won't you please shine
A little light on me?

Given to the great divide
And show me where your secrets hide
I wanna be the reason of that look in your eyes
Spring is in season, but it's snowing outside

So find your own way home
And fuck all your TERF friends
I'm on my own and that's just how I like it
You don't gotta stand so close

You're already over the edge
You're already over the edge
You're already over the edge
And I don't regret a single thing I said
You're already over the edge
You're already over the edge
You're already over the edge
And I don't regret a single thing I said
No, I don't

Over The Edge

Deep down
Down in the hollow, there's a sound
Oh so familiar, look around
What do you see?
What do you see?
My body keeps betraying me
I set it straight
But it just bleeds
I may as well accept defeat

All my life I've tried so hard
Just to end up empty-handed
Stranded on my own
I'm a heartbreak angel
And I'm not ready to let you go
No, I won't
No, I won't

Build you taller than me
You're the ghost, I'm the sea
This emotional greed
Weighs heavy on me
My body keeps betraying me
I tell it "die"
But it just sleeps
You are the only thing I need

All my life I've tried so hard
Just to end up empty-handed
Stranded on my own
I'm a heartbreak angel
And I'm not ready to let you go
No, I won't
No, I won't

Heartbreak Angel

a lovelorn trio cloaked in reverb & heartbreak.

breathing.

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