my first solo song in a minute, different vibes on this one but I hope everyone enjoys, I had a lot of fun making this sad song

Unfortunately Unspoken (prod.bloom) ON SPOTIFY NOW

I am your prey, please just go pray for me

beforeidie w/backthen (prod.lil sowka)

Dreamer (yungcray/ghostbxy)

I hope this can mean something to someone as these words aren't as truthful to me now

salvage (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

in a panic (prod.siem spark)

burn w/ NAVYXOWER (prod. aureola)

hope you all enjoy :)     lyrics ⬇️ 

i wake up in the morning don’t know what to say
I been sleeping with a poor thing tryna be my bae
ima get up start  to pouring get on wit my day
she don’t make me feel important why do I still play
all the stupid little games she be scorin all the way
i don’t even  needa stay if she only give me pain
make me have to go insane how you treat me and my brain
i don’t care what you claim cuz I’m leavin anyway
and i am so sorry to say
ima leave you in the rain
I don’t think we think the same
i wake up in the morning don’t know what to say
I been sleeping with a poor thing tryna be my bae

I remember when we started girl you pushed the clouds away
Now it's only raining, long for brighter days
We went down different paths, & got lost along the way
I really thought we would last; now you're just another face
Still I grasp to these feelings that you made me feel
You ain't in my life no more this can't be real
Still feel your hands in my hair
No I don't understand
No I'm not alright I'm Hanging on by a strand
So I drink til I cannot stand
Scars I'll never mend
So I smoke hoping I won't land
~
See how bloodshot my eyes are? I do this to cope
When I read all these lines are emotions I've wrote
I've found that no things in life are the way that I hope
When I miss you I read all the letters you've wrote to me

poor thing w/ weepings (prod.farber)

no shelter for the storm

Can I go any farther
Last night it was a disaster
Next time I wanna hear laughter
High five into next week and I’m plastered 
Oh well
here am I stuck writing on this paper
I’m writing down all the thoughts I wanna saver
there you are you shot me down with a laser
ar pointed right at the player
a slayer with such a beautiful displayer

put a marker on my head a little bit later I was on the ground dead
this sounding like a video game but this 
is real life 
you tell me that I’m crazy I’ll tell you that you are so right

i couldn’t pick up the peices
so she thought I still schemin
i ran away with my feelings 
so you’d be okay

just tell me what u are needing
i do not care if you’re bleeding 
my heart will show you the meaning
and we can go play 

and this time we will teaming and scheming and cheating 
in the worst way

it’s so defeating your leaving before my birthday 
I said I’m sorry for cheating and I don’t know ur pain
i needed training my lady but now ur fading to grey and  I just be caving all day

cuz they want me to stay 

 l’m the one to blame so I’m outta range
that so much better everybody say

we used to play video games (thorley)

living in agony w/Weepings x Ekeon (dercept)

retreating with crossed arms (drmabeats)

lyrics ⬇️
it was hard to see you last year
tear a page or two idk why I’m even here 

lost me when you heard silence
drive by when I just wanted peace and quiet 

she don’t ever get the memo
the less I talk the more she whine abt the money envelopes
like wachu got to show
pulling me apart when I wanna take it slow
If you see me from afar don’t think that I’m comin home
I’m had lost a game of love you did not want me to grow
why does life gotta be so tuff I wanna live I wanna glow
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

like please just let it go
you’ve done enough to hurt me so please 
leave me lone
I don’t wanna rest your soul
all this fighting gettin old
do you even really realize the lesson that you told
You don’t know how to take turns
takin money you ain’t earn
so I stare up at the ceilin 
wonderin what you worth
did I really miss her first

i think that there is no way cuz females are the worst
was it night or was it day when you gave me a curse
why does life gotta be so tough
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

if you leave me on curb with no body
ima find someone and give em some money
they like where you wanna go
life is so unfortunate so please just take me home
all my family thinks I’m stoned 
or is that what they know
i been trying hard to get away from anything at all
and she don’t pick up my calls
and that’s all my fault
probably cuz I called 100 times the night you did me wrong 
i think I’m lucky if a day in life you listen to these songs
and realize all the pain you cause
the burden that you was

let me watch the flames go up
while your friends hide in a bush
if I try to run away at least they would hook you up
think they wrote a whole damn book abt how I was such a crook
oh how it’s a shame
the feelings that you took

and I always took the blame
got me washed up in your looks
And then I realize I’m insane I start to coughin up my love
I’ll never get it in her brain oh my god let me give up 
the hundred times that I had said it
and you still don’t give a f***

what is your influence 
I think I’m watching too much horror movies 
is that it
or is that just my dumb conformities

I’m in the mist
facing problems never solving them

what is your influence (thorley)

overlapped (chronyc)

lyrics ⬇️ :))).    PROD GREENWOOD.

talk to myself on the daily
Switch up my mood got me shaking
you swore it’s the truth never makin sense
i wish u could call you my baby
But lately
you and I have both been failing
you never used to talk to my friends like that
now everywhere I go I gotta watch my back
look at my surroundings 
I think they’re approaching
now they gotta bounty on me
Idc low care
I’m not one to run away so you gon have to face me
maybe there’s another day where you will get to play me
or play me not
If you watch me rot away will I be worth a shot
Prolly not because I change every day when your gone
so let’s be honest 
you been breakin me down
you left a promise but there was nothing found

decks 🐐

i broke a promise to ya honestly i never thought
that it would change everything that i thought i knew and i
fought the battle but the war was too much all along
i still remember all those nights out on the promenade
and i wish that i could take it all back
i see the message in the pitch black
never good, its always bad, how do you live like that?
several months and now you're asking for a little back

greenwood 🐐

two weeks could you call back?
looking outside of the pain but it's all that
i don't want hope cause i'm holding it so bad
just to find out in the end that it don't last
don't ask questions i don't want new friends
got old ones but they pretend
so i'm paranoid for the weekend
might disappear just to free them, fuck

slow burn surrounding it
with a subtle breath i'm wearing thin these days
suddenly so attached
up in the place i'm at
summer had come so fast
wanted to stop so bad

play me, or play me not w/ decks & greenwood

lyrics ⬇️ 💚

they gon do what they want regardless
takin it from the top just watch this
ima tell you my flaws and all my problems
idc what anyone say, 
we all got them
had a problem today
couldn’t solve it
she been switching her ways no stoppin
pretty lil girl 5 foot but she’s toxic
i don’t need that shit in my life but I want it

I’m just tryna be honest can you be honest with me
cuz one of the problems is how I got deceived
yea
she said she wanted me and nothing else
two weeks later told me to go to hell

so please don’t do that to me
It really hurt my feelings later I had to bleed
had to stare at the ceiling 
tell me god what I need
cuz baby I got a mili, a mili reasons to leave
yea you can’t believe it, can’t believe in me
tried to feel it but you dont put me to sleep
So defeated
see you in my dreams
so conceeded you don’t know how to think

they gon do what they want regardless 
takin it from the top just watch this 
ima tell you my all my flaws and all my problems
idc what anyone say, 
we all got them

so creative the ways you make me nauseous 
u got me stuck in a daze like do you want them

i been runnin in mazes and I can’t get out
hoping that I wanted to stay but yellin get back
you were only there for a day why don’t you get that
you cannot bury the flames unless you backtrack 
lights out idk the rest now 
pipe down I don’t wanna hear a sound

regardless (prod. flesh x jolst)

switching signals w/ halfhearted

Lyrics ⬇️:)))))


i never meant what I said 
I’m sorry that I never told you I was off in the head
i wish that god could bring us closer 
but it’s better like this
thats what everybody says I think it’s honestly a myth

cuz it was lovely 
all the nights on the road sippin buble
i had my life in control for moment
and when the lights gettin low-get to strollin
cuz sometimes I like movin when nobody knowin

You didn’t know it
but in the moment when you saw me 
get frustrated I was dealin with some pain that 
nobody should play with

maybe in a year or two I’ll get to what I painted

but for now I’m with the past and what the darkness knows
the last time that I crashed I saw the lights dim low
but this time came too fast
it’s hard to live alone
and I can’t even grasp
sitting here at home without you

in the moonlight
nobody knows what I look like
i wanna be alone for a night 
I wanna do it on my own

but if I come back running like you used to do
You wouldn’t take me back
even with what we been through 

what did I lack I can’t relax
what’s in the past is in past
and you can ever get it back
no matter what you do it’s sad

it was lovely (prod.yunny goldz)

me & Lxst boy <3
lyrics ⬇️ 

is it necessary to think you always get what you want
often times I understand the way that you know to dodge
much obliged
but some days it’s still hard to know that you been movin on
you know I was out stuck in the darkness
lights off
Night time walkin
so lost

cuz I try to be my best
yea but that’ll never work out
its too hard to learn how
i need to get some rest
but it’s too hard lay down
you’re stuck in my head 

i hope there’s something left
i think abt the memories where u had took my breath
i hope you will remember me cuz that is what you said 
you said that were meant to be and there waswas no one next

late night walkin' w/ Lxst boy (flesh x ertu x medium)

hope you enjoy <3
lyrics ⬇️ 

let me just tell you 
some reasons
for leaving you aside
hard to even let you come near me
when you come tell me lies
and I Don’t wanna listen to nonsense for all of my life
yea I don’t wanna promise I’m looking at you for my light

it’s not you
yea you make me nauseous 
pop 2 in the mornin then clock in
at noon get a break for my social life
I tunes and YouTube keep me occupied 

yea like what’s new
every single day same thing no new shoes
yea like maybe it’s true
i don’t gotta live a life full of that loot
get off go home I don’t need you
not my problem don’t got a clue

yea yea that’s how I live now
big mouth made me move away to the big town

alright I getta lay down
new found under the light now
get out if you want the light off
so bright I’m livin my life god

there’s so much more to this life that you could never know
it’s so important inside that you protect ur soul

yea I wish I never met you
all the time that We spent gave a bad mood 

yea yea you should get a tattoo maybe it’ll last you longer than the last 2
yea yea
tried to save it that’s true but never knew you’d lemme get away with something so rude

protect your soul (yunny goldz)

lyrics ⬇️ <3

(me)
cold heart
long arms you can reach
restart although I don’t wanna repeat
it’s hard for you to see
you can hardly even believe 
but I been going through it
so you have been deceived 

there’s high waters where I’m coming from
no way out I need someone to come and cover him
don’t bleed out
no high hopes I’m always suffering 
so astound
yea this time I don’t need a single thing from your mouth

but they’re never proud and I been alone
you’re never around to see
i don’t like my town I don’t like my crowd
but I’m not allowed to leave
somebody please help me
I’ll give you my love and peace
I’ll listen to wind hit trees
theres no way that I can sleep

and just like the rain all my tears have been pouring
she used to just make me feel so damn important 
inside
i trusted ur love but u sold me some lies
keep holding my hand while we wait for the time to tick
trying to cross but u burning my bridge
self medicate ima roll up a spliff
so unaware of the shit that you did 
to me
and honestly it’s getting hard
but trying my best is what tore us apart
and each time i talk you dont care what i say
i think it’s my fault im the one with the blame
and im sorryyyyy
i’m sorrryyy i knew where this would go
(me)
put the lights out tell everybody to leave
when the price down I always spend all my money
i try to hide out
but everybody come an find me
like what’s to cry abt
Like baby look at what’s all wrong with me

(greenwood)
'u up?' at 3 but i black out at 2
lately it's more than 'im not in the mood'
know that i wish that i wanted it too

i fill this cup like im probably dead in a year by myself
it's entirely on what i said
but i hate that you lied to me, fuck

solid states turn to disarray
at the edge, do you feel the same?
off the ket i've been up for days
you're the best, baby never change

i saw your face on the way down
cover yourself as it fades out
i'd be ashamed if you stay now
cover yourself, would you stay out?

and i fuck it up like a prodigy
on my own shit, i just wish that you'd talk to me
i feel at home with my place as a prodical
i take these pills, im ok when i'm off of them

never this way, it just fits so improbable 
hear what you said in the dark in the hospital
black in my skin i feel bad when i'm falling in
ask what had changed, i break down
fucking all of it

this town is a burden w/ halfhearted & Greenwood (slashy)

lyrics ⬇️ 

you mean nothing to me 
you mean nothing to me

one minute trippin 
next minute you know wassup
well you should speak up then
cuz I don’t do well with the drugs
I’ll fall down the stairs
and everyone knows you won’t pick me up
yea you do not care
i think our life better without us in love

cuz it’s not getting better if you do not get away from me
say I want you later but I cannot have your company 
look to check the weather app
but it’s gonna be raining
so what I’m saying
is I’m not waiting
around for anyone else to get with
i stand my ground well I hope that you keep ur distance
huge town
but I cant find no one to live with
move south
well that’s where I went ye a that’s where I live in

one minute trippin 
next minute chillin
what’s this abt
say I’m a villain 
well I’m in ya head and I’m in ya mouth

just listen the lights gettin low
for the mission
i don’t wanna speak 
when you don’t want attention 

might weep for my life get to wishin like
how can I tell what is real 
how can i tell what is fake
get out my face
cant catch a break or even a meal
like what is the deal they not fixin the wage
I been makin my plays 
every single day they going to waste
livin a lot make it harder to save
but don’t get it wrong I’m still makin a lane

yea no mission accomplished only assumption 
yea I need an accomplice but I got no options yea

you mean nothing (yunny goldz)

lyrics ⬇️ 

there’s an institution that I been building in my 
Head 
i don’t pay no tuition instead I lay up in my bed
i put my thoughts in submission 
so that I could maybe get rest
life so explicit I hope that I could get the best

time slowed down
and then I look up at the messs
I know now that I was awful like the rest
shouldnt go out I gotta awful lotta doubt
i don’t know crowds but ima look around the town
Oh

yea I don’t know what else to say tho
done it to urself watch the pain grow

ten rows down from the person that could that say so
tough luck now look like you walk on a tight rope
more excuses everyday but who likes that
If I had time to go to waste
then maybe you would be back
Instead I chill at the lake sunny day I relax

and I got away from issues that you stab in my back 

No I can’t back track but I wanna move forward
and I don’t know what happened 
Or what happened before
you would always attack me I would fall on the floor

and this life is ever lasting so I wanan restore
 
all my horrible tendencies go away in the Forrest 
as the leaves fall and the branches crack I’m no longer sore
i watch the rainfall as it pours and I wanan explore
walk through all the fog but ima hide for the storm

are you even really sure that you wanna ignore
every night since the end of us it been a war
problems out the door ever since you cut the cord no no

institution (cxrter x tahtx)

lyrics ⬇️ 

it never happened like I thought 
oh no
all alone until I rot
they gon pick apart my bones
I don’t need another slot
jus to fill a stupid spot and then screw up on the plot
ima roll up with with dawgs don’t you tell me I should stop
you don’t know what’s goin on. 
yea it’s not ur job

there’s opportunities everywhere 
i could keep going on
but I cut like silverware 
so now days I don’t want you to stare
i wish that we got along
but we’re not a perfect pair

yea why can’t you see way beyond the pier
i don’t appreciate all of the pressure here

it’s catching up to me
i think they want me dead
do they want me here
or do they want me there instead

I tried to show I want you less
cuz that’s the truth
Then you treat me like a pest
but don’t tell me what I do

what’s new
it’s an issue 
how I’m lost
with out you

i never the kind of cost
shoulda thought this through
cuz you ripped all of my wants and needs in two

what’s the obvious answer?
i don’t need you 
fake it with laughter 
but how can they prove
I can’t wait til after ik what to do
and I hope that she’s flattered when she hears the news

beyond the pier w/ decks (flesh x jolst)

solitary headspace (splashgvng x cl6udy)

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

lyrics ⬇️ 

 it’s easier said than it’s done 
but you ran away from the fun tho
look at the back and the front 
but ik that there is nowhere to go

yea I got the tool in the backseat 
so I might jus shoot when you pass me
i did it for fun why you laughing 
stabbed in the back what you think you’re attracting
it’s over and done
i hope ur happy u made me in love 
just to break me down and push to a shove
lookin to heaven I’m lookin above

when I say heaven you look and you shrug 
why does that word always bother you much
take you church and I’ll give you hug 
But if you won’t take me I’ll roll up blunt

finished with love 
I know it’s never enough
but honestly I think it’s better than drugs
better than sex at the club
nobody changing the way  that I know how to love

you see me runnin it up now you come crawl back when I don’t need you
i think you ran out luck 
never in my life do I wanna see you

seemin like you want me out
wantin me out
wantin me out now 

but Ik what everythings worth
wasting my life taking my time now
you put my face in the dirt
Then you would flirt
my life a curse now

and I know what you really mean
when you deceive me when I go to sleep
i think of you in all my dreams 
i pray you don’t leave 
i pray that you seee

finished with love (flesh x cxrter)

lyrics ⬇️ 

everybody see the the leaves
they be changing but I don’t
you won’t ever see
me do what I won’t
if you wanna leave
don’t pick up the phone
you only deceive 
me when I’m not home

I’ve had enough of it
and idk what else to say but yea I wanted it
but you then you gave me so much pain now you are haunting it
upside down is how you left me
i don’t wanna wake up
every day is so dumb
you don’t ever listen
i just wanna love you
you just want attention 

I’ve had enough of it
i wish that everything was perfect but it never is
i really wish that we could flourish but I never win
so will it ever end
you won’t look me in my eyes but I’m no enderman
at one point I was him
and now it’s overwith
and now ur stalking him 
like u r slenderman
what is up with this

all the commotion you cause jus to tell me that
I’m the one that you don’t want
oh it hurts so bad
& they all tell me I should stop but I don’t wanna tap
& ik that they wanna laugh but they know I’ll attack 
maybe I’ll come back again and then I’ll wanna stab
wanna Stab em In the back for all the feelings lacked 

like I’m December you told me I was all you ever wanted like forever
now you got me pullin strings so that you will surrender 
and honest you don’t give a crap so you’ll say never ever
but I just wanna give back
Cuz I never got to do what I had wanted to
why won’t you give me a chance to show I love you

leaves (yunnygoldz)

lyrics ⬇️   (drums by lessthanfriends)

it’s not because it’s over
i thought it would be  fine if I moved here 
i thought it would be nice if I moved near
but you said it’s okay if I stayed back
and you hope I’m doing okay but I can’t relax
cuz you’re burying the flames that we once had
why you always playin games I don’t like that
yea
it’s so insane that I don’t fight back
so much pain engraved in my brain that you cause a heart attack
who’s the one that’s really to blame 
i don’t care I’m done with that
said you’d come back if I changed 
but now you really won’t come back
Everything I did was bad

yea did it for a purpose 
really always hated that one person
Put my fist in his his face cuz you flirtin
yea watch me switch up my lanes cuz they lurkin

(lessthanfriends)

lately they been lurking 
baby i been workin hard
just to try and get you
out my head and out my heart
tell me what you did to me
you left me so torn apart
tell me that you love me
i dont trust you anymore
break me into pieces 
shoulda seen you leavin
shoulda seen you leavin
i been grievin since the start
tell me what you needed
coulda gave you anything
but now im dyin slowly 
just leave me here to bleed
(me)
you ran away from everything else I ever wanted
so now I’m sittin here I’m super sick and now I got nothin 
but will it ever make sense
no I don’t check my phone cuz I don’t got friends
and I don’t wanna know what ur doing with him
so I’ll sit here all alone in my home I hope it ends

i hope it ends w/ lessthanfriends (michael harrison)

lay me down to rest w/ dylan lotus

areyoureal w/ VITO (cxrter x vito)

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