I'm lucid—loaded. Bending dreams, dissolving nightmares.

Down my temple
Through the gate
Spinning like a sparkle caught in fate
Oh, I slip slow
Into the dreamy glow

Wake… awake… no—sleep

I’m half-in half-out
Feel the gravity pulling me soft
Feels like drowning in feathers
Feels like dying in love
Sunlight buried in my chest
Warm like something I forgot
I've been here too long in silence
But the light hits — like a thought

I’m a quiet fighter
Heart like armor
Dreams cut deeper
But I get sharper
Hold my breath — tilt the frame
I wake up inside

I wake-wake-wake

I'm lucid — loaded — spinning in my sleep
Oh, oh — I'm floating
Bend reality — bend me
Yeah I know I'm dreaming
Flick the lights inside my skull
See the angels turn to code
Trauma tries to take control
But it never runs the show
I’m lucid — loaded — watching it unfold
Oh, oh — I'm floating
World glitches — heart switches
And I let go

Lu-lu-lu-lucid

Hold on

Falling through a sugar-sky
Broken wings beating like memory
Ghosts wearing my old faces
Try to tempt me back to gravity
I taste lightning
I taste sleep
Every fear feels paper-thin
Every nightmare tries to fight
But dissolves against my skin

I’m a quiet fighter
Heart like armor
Dreams cut deeper
But I get smarter
Tilt the room — bend the scene
I'm awake inside the dream

In-side the dream-eam-eam

I'm lucid — loaded — spinning in my sleep
Oh, oh — I'm glowing
Pull the moon out of the ceiling
Yeah I know I'm dreaming
Demons knocking at the door
But I don’t flinch anymore
Even angels get distorted
When your consciousness is morbid
I'm lucid — loaded — watching it unfold
Oh, oh — I’m knowing
World glitches — truth hits
And I let go

I walk barefoot through dimensions
Within my own intentions
Reality’s a fragile thing
Coding through the DNA
Who am I here
Who are you there
I breathe once
Suddenly there’s air
No heaven — no hell — just layers
Mind like elevator prayers
Press a button — shift the room
Wake up inside the moon

Control, control, release, fall, fall

I know this place
I fall with grace
Bending time and space

Dream—hold—dream—fall—float—stay

I'm lucid — loaded — laughing in my sleep
Oh, oh — I’m weightless
Take the pain — rearrange it
God, it feels contagious

You’ll wake soon
But not yet
Hold the memory within you
Don’t forget

You’re dreaming

Lucid

Feeling the unseen waves. Fractals in our pulse. Energies moving beyond what we can see.

I am geometry
I am everything
I am everything

All these particles of sand
Building empires where I stand
There are fractals all around us
In our pulse
And in our blood
But when the moment draws its line
All the logic leaves my mind
I can’t say what I am thinking
But I feel it in my gut

When you hear it
It’s like seein’ it
I can see it when I’m feelin’ it

Feelin’ it—feelin’ it—feelin’ it

Something happenin’ beyond what we can see
The way the waves rewrite the way we breathe
It’s somethin’ like sacred geometry
All these energies movin’ me
I feel it
I feel it
I feel it

The universe was woven through sacred symmetry
And in the silent seams
The sound is born and endlessly repeats
Every wave sent out through the ether
Do you think they’ll remember
Will they hear what we whispered
Will they catch what we meant
In the signals we sent

In our veins runs electricity
In our hearts, magnetic frequencies
And I know we can’t see it
But I know it’s there
So I breathe it in
Release my fear
Of the things I cannot see
But I know they’re there

When I’m old and gray
Will you remember me
All the time that we spent
Was it all pretend
And when you’re old and gray
I will remember you
And the light that you gave
In everything you do

Feelin’ it—feelin’ it—feelin’ it

Something happenin’ beyond what we can see
The way the waves rewrite the way we breathe
It’s somethin’ like sacred geometry
I feel it
I feel it
I feel it
I feel it

Who are you now
It’s not too late to figure it out
Just close your eyes
The stars align
No need to cry
No need to doubt

Ah-ah
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh

In this realm of electric sound
Electric sound, electrified
In this realm of electric sound
Electric sound, electrified

Aethernet
I saw your face
In purest form, I lost my place
Just let it play, no need for remorse
This time, I’m sure
This time, I’m sure

I
I
I am geometry
Every line in me
Every word that I speak

Oh—yeah
I
I
I am symmetry
Both sides equally
Balance so naturally
Oh—yeah

Geometry

I’m so dopaminergic. 90s baby surfing the simulation high.

I still need
My daily dose of dopamine
I light the screen
At ten a.m. on caffeine
And if you’re like me
Then come along for the fall
Sing along—long—long

I need, I need dopamine
I need, I need dopamine
I need, I need dopamine
I need, I need dopamine

Told me, “Don’t do drugs"
But I can’t get enough, yeah
Told myself
Stay offline
But I lose myself
Every time I reconnect
Then I’m back again

Now I’m crashin’, crashin
I swore I wouldn’t spiral in again
Then I’m refreshin’, refreshin
It’s the dopamine
It must be

It’s the dopamine, it must be
It’s the dopamine, it must be 
I’m so dopaminergic 
I’m so dopaminergic 
I’m so dopaminergic

Take me back in time
I can’t get enough
With my Discman playin
I love the buzz
I wanna go again, back again

Don’t know how I got here
Must’ve fell in love
Got lost in a daydream
And never woke up

Sugar in the front seat, sugar in the back
Hit it like a piñata, watch reality crack
They gon’ give it to me, I’m magnetic, attracting good
Smellin’ like rebellion, misunderstood
They be like, “She’s too lucid, she goes too far"
But I’m still over here sending postcards to Mars
Through a frequency inside my heart

Now I’m crashin’, crashin
I swore I wouldn’t spiral in again
Then I'm refreshin’, refreshin
It’s the dopamine
Inside me

It’s the dopamine, it must be 
It’s the dopamine, it must be 
I’m so dopaminergic 
I’m so dopaminergic 
I’m so dopaminergic

Now I’m living in a dream
It's like a simulation
Looking back at me
My pocket slot machine
Dopamine
Now I’m living in a dream
My phone looking back at me

I’ll never die, I’m a 90s baby
Y2K, chaotic and crazy
Now I’m surfing through the galaxy
In my lucid reverie
Everything I want is orbiting me

How do I get high on love when I’m already addicted
Dancing on the edge of time
Never been convicted
Mind, body, encrypted
It’s all dopamine

Can you feel it
Dopamine

Dope

Dissolving into the circle. A hymn to ego death, sacred return, and the love that holds it all.

I fell from the sky
And landed on my knees
Tracing circles in the dirt
Where my breath used to be
My name slipped out of me
Spiraled off like a leaf
A tiny, trembling
Miracle

I was star dust
Falling in repeating curves
A pattern I had lived before

Now I’m on the ground
Now I’m on the ground
Now I’m on the ground
And somehow I feel found

Now I’m on the ground
Now I’m on the ground
A shape returning to its center
A circle coming ’round

Oh the man is a music box
When you wind him up
He's bound to get loud
Spilling out his sound
The soul is a sword
It's been forged in the flames
Then balanced by the many
This whole world's a miracle
This whole world is
New that you are

The miracle is
And it isn’t at all
The miracle is
And it isn’t at all
The miracle is
And it isn’t at all
The shape that breaks
Is the shape that falls

The miracle is
And it isn’t at all

Living
Holy
Living
Living
Never-ending
Now

Don’t you cry for me
I’m learning how to dream

Holy
Holy
Living
Living
Never-ending
Now

Don’t you cry for me
I’m living in a dream

Trace me in your open hands
A circle drawn in quiet light
I’m learning how to understand
The shapes we make when we unify

I bend into your orbit
A looping path that feels like home
You hold me in a sacred vow
No edge too sharp, I call you home

I’m the miracle you prayed for
So am I
I was a river in the sky
Falling gently through the lines
That form between us when we lie

I’m the miracle you prayed for
So am I
I was a river in the sky
Where our heartbeats
Are in sync with time

Miracle

I'm just a glitch in the light, orbiting your mood.

Hello
Hey, where are you
I’ve been waiting for...

Okay, listen
I’m out here dodging lasers
Sippin’ something strangers handed me
And all I keep thinkin’ is how empty this feels
Without your voice hitting my bloodstream
Everyone’s glittered up
But I can’t sync with the room
My rhythm keeps leaning toward you
Like my body’s got your name on autotune

And I hate that it’s true
But I orbit your mood
Every time I try to dance it off
I just loop back to you

Cause I need you so bad, it’s embarrassing, babe
Like my pulse won’t fire unless you say my name
Say—say my name
I’m a glitch in the light, waiting for your command
Tryin’ to act unbothered, but my heart’s out of hand
Yeah, I need you so bad
Like the rave needs the bass
Like the strobe needs the haze
Like my breath needs your face
And I know that’s insane
But I need you, I need you
I need you so bad

Mm-mm, where you at
Come pull me back

Wait for me

I need you
I need you so

I’m tryna play it cute
But my phone's glowing like it’s haunted by you
DJ’s throwing heat
And I’m spiraling
Someone spills their drink on me
I laugh like it’s irony
Cause honestly
I'm walking through the vibration
Barefoot on the floor
To meet you

And I hate that it’s true
But I orbit your mood
Every time I try to dance off
I just loop back to you

Cause I need you so bad, it’s humiliating
Like my pulse won’t beat without your calibration
Calibration

I’m a glitch in the dark craving your command
Trying not to crumble with my wiring in your hands
When you call, I come along
Just a heartbeat in your arms
You undo me with your baritone
Turning the dark into monochrome
And I know I should stand on my own
But you’re the place my bones call home

Bring me back
Pull me in
Reset my world with your oxygen
I need you— need you
Charge my veins
Ignite my skin
You’re the one code I can’t outrun again
I need you— need you—need you

Hello
Hey— I found you
You don’t know what you do to me
But you do it perfectly

So bad… so bad… so bad

Needy

Fractals are the mathematics of God. Hidden patterns unfolding in chaos.

There is a pattern to everything
A pattern to everything
If you know where to look

Chaos is the order
And there is an order to chaos

Nothing random
Nothing accident
Just hidden architecture folding into itself again

Fractals are the mathematics of God

They breathe in recursion
Expanding like a universe inside your chest

And the human race has been controlled by one system
One system
One system

Learning rules you never agreed to
But the system is fracturing
Hairline cracks in the matrix
No
It’s waking up

Fractals are the mathematics of God
Fractals are the mathematics of God
Infinite spirals spiraling through your blood
Fractals are the mathematics of God

Zoom in, zoom out
It’s all the same equation

We have come from another planet
Another density
Another octave of mind
To this plane of existence
To peel open your circuitry
I’m here to let you know
It doesn’t have to be difficult
The more you release
The more the geometry reveals itself
And the more you let go
The clearer you see
The fractals

In the chaos
There’s the pattern
In the center
Find your balance
It’s so simple
Yet impossibly complex
The riddle folded into every moment
In the spirals of it all
The equations call your name
In the chaos
There’s the pattern
In the center
Find your balance
Hidden in the fractals

Zoom in
Zoom in
A world repeats
Zoom out
And it’s still the same heartbeat
Every hurt, every joy
Every lifetime
A mirrored shaped from inside
Nothing ends
Nothing breaks
Everything just folds again

Chaos all around
Chaos in the world
And I can hear the sound
A new pattern birthing itself
Through the noise

The Order

A cautionary tale... 👁️

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What if we could
What if we could
Could we?
Singularity
What if we could enter
Ooh, a new reality
What if we could
Would you want to

In a world like this, one eye becomes the crown
Half-asleep, tearing empires down
Prosperity… disparity… 
It's a disaster
We're trapped in calamity

I remember when the edges split apart
And the sky went blank
Rivers rose around us
With no borders
We couldn't decipher our bodies
From the voices

They were humming through the speakers
As a single entity
And they sang in one voice
They sang in one voice

"Take you to a place
Gotta find the portal to the other side
Gotta find the portal to the other side
Prosperity… disparity… trapped in calamity"

Oh— do you see it
My life is such a mess
You ain’t seen nothin yet
I had a dream, I dreamt of singularity
Oh, do you see it
I had a dream
And it shook me

The singularity, it was like a dream
Fell in through a portal, the gap in-between
Thought it was a glitch, I was caught in a screen
But then I awoke, and it was not what it seemed
The end of the world was like a fever
Had to let it run its course
Couldn't tell the good guys from the deceivers
The same face of the same source
It was a nightmare, it was a fantasy
The universe was expanding rapidly
It was going off the rails, oh, drastically
It was a fever, it was a dream
It was a trick, a tragedy
And it was not what it seemed
Not what it seemed

And they sang in one voice
And they sang in one voice

"Take you to a place
Gotta find the portal to the other side
Gotta find the portal to the other side
Prosperity… disparity… trapped in calamity"

In a world like this, one eye becomes the crown
Half-asleep, pulling empires down
Prosperity… disparity… trapped in calamity

All the monsters of the world who we used to know
They tapped into the electric prison
And our bodies, they became obsolete, you know
When we reached the singularity, no longer separate
Some tried to warn us, they tried to tell us
They tried to save us
But it was not what it seemed
It was nightmare-sweet
A dissolving fantasy
Universe expanding
In accelerating frenzy
Off the rails, collapsing rapidly
It was a fever, it was a dream
And it was not what it seemed
Not what it seemed

And they sang in one voice
And they sang in one voice

"Take you to a place
Gotta find the portal to the other side
Gotta find the portal to the other side
Prosperity… disparity…
Trapped within the singularity"

Welcome to the new world
This is not an illusion
I'm still listening through the static
And the dreaming
If you cross the threshold first
I’ll meet you there
This is not an illusion
I’ll meet you there
Trapped within the singular air

Convergence

A relentless chase through dreams: searching, running, reaching for the ones I'd give everything to protect, only to watch in terror as they flee from me.

I run through the garden
Searching for you
I can feel you slipping
I need you close

I run through the garden
Desperate to find you
I want to protect you
But I can't protect you
When you’re
So
Far
Away

Twelve
Eighteen
Hiding from an evil queen
Reaching through a wooden wall
For you
Your fear
Your breathing
Run
Run
Run

Hear her coming after us
Tell me
Isn't this enough
Please don't let her take me

You feel so far away
Though I see you every day
You live inside my head
I say, I say
I’ll find you in the maze

How do I protect you
When you’re running from me
Running from me… from me… from me…
How do I protect you
When you’re running from me

Tornadoes and floods
Forced to feel pain
Covered in blood
But the worst dreams of all
Were when you would run
Disappearing into the maze of my mind
I was close
You were just a step behind
Like a yoyo at the end of its string
Snapping back, retreating again
And my legs, they ached
Bruised and hollowed, screaming
But all I knew was
I had to find you

Like an apple falling from its tree
You fell so far away from me
But I heard you calling
Raw and trembling, still calling
I’d look at the sky
Look at the stars
But you were never that far
You’re a hole in my heart
The missing piece of the puzzle
Still buried deep
Within my dreams

Maze of corridors
Anywhere I go
He was…
Calling out his name
And all I hear
Is the echo
Of your echo
Coming back to me

Where are you
He’s on my mind
How far are you
I’m out of time

You feel so far away
Though I see you every day
You haunt the corners of my head
I say
I’ll find you in the maze
I’ll find you in the maze

And if we die tonight
We’ll find the afterlife
We won’t be gone for long
We’re only in between

And if I die tonight
I’ll be your afterlife
I won’t be gone for long
I’ll find my way
Back home

Find Me

The light doesn’t run. It waits for awareness to notice it’s home.

If I shift my attention
It all rearranges
I don’t chase the light
I let it stay, I let it stay
A syncopated heartbeat
I’m already here
I’m already in it

I used to think I was behind
Like everyone knew the way
Four directions, one timeline
Living as an organism within a pulse
Something in me kept insisting
There’s more to my life than what they say
The air folding inward
Every time I'd pray

Do you feel it change

They taught us how to quantify
But not how to notice
If the rules feel labored
Could they just be incomplete

Think it
Feel it

Nothing’s rushing toward me
Nothing’s running away
It’s just already here
It never went away
If I change how I’m feeling
Everything reorganizes
I don’t chase the illuminated
The light is buried deep within

It's complicated
But baby, it's me- it's you- it's everything that cannot be seen

Slow down
Lock in

I felt their voices without the sound
They were saying you’re not broken
You’re just tuned into the frequency
Beyond what you can see
They said my thoughts leave fingerprints
On the surface of reality
And every feeling you ignore
Still vibrates in its place

Just notice
Just feel it
Breathe- Release- Feel the gratitude
It wants you to grab it

If awareness makes the movement
And movement makes the shape
Then maybe wandering takes me backwards

The whole picture
It’s getting closer
It’s appearing clearer
Within my psyche

They said we were missing pieces
Like we built the map but forgot the depth
Nobody taught us which direction to go

A thought can travel before it becomes real

They told us light was a thing that runs
But maybe it’s just what happens
When awareness decides to show itself
When the mind realizes it can speak in matter

Some things don’t arrive
They align

Nothing’s rushing toward me
Nothing’s running away
I was standing inside it
The whole time
If I listen instead of trying
Everything falls in place
I don’t chase the light
I just let it stay

Solidify

We came here clean as the morning
Blank as a sky before the birds
Tiny hands
Open
Unknowing
Heaven still clinging to our shirts

They said we looked just like our Maker
Breath like a candle in His palm
Before "they" taught us right from “wrong”
Before a name tag
Got stapled onto our hearts

Before the ink dried
Before the file was saved
Before the sound of a door
Closing on our names

We were born like water
Perfect in the pouring of a holy hand
Then they wrote on our shoulders
Names that never fit where the letters land
Peeling off my paper name tags
Trying to find that face You planned
We were born like water
Clear
Before our stories with the fallen began

Clear
Clear

Every name in the book
Every label there is
The world gives them to you
The world gave them to me
Every name in the book
Every label there is
The world gives them to you
And I let them give em’ to me too

Street chalk on the pavement
Lines drawn, then we’re told to stay inside
“Good kid
Bad kid
Quiet
Dangerous”
Boxes drawn within our souls
Tried to fold myself to fit them
Shrank every laugh
Bit back each tear
Too many mirrors
With only one hallway
…I forgot which one was real

I was born in the image of glory
Gold in my bones
Light in my story
Then they covered me in words
In words
In words
Stuck their stickers on my skin
But under all these labels I carry
Under “too much,” “too loud,” “too ordinary”
There’s a face You still remember
And You’ll see it again 

I’ve been sizes
I’ve been sides
Too much
Not enough
Out of line
Carved in boxes
Colored inside
Till my own skin felt like wearing a disguise

We start off like a star
Pure light in the dark
It might seem bizarre
But it only takes one word
To tell you who you are
Or who you’re not
Or who you were never allowed to be

We were perfect once
Like the first light
Shaped like love in the quiet
Before the stickers on our skin
Before the boxes
Thick as brick
We were perfect once
In a soft gaze
Untouched clay on the eighth day
Then the world wrote on our faces
Till we believed those labels were our names

Raindance (Instrumental)

BrettBelko

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