even then (prod. eadith)

Deep October - Down To Drown (imsoproudofyou remake)

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

prod. Brevin Kim x Biv

https://youtu.be/a_itJL54Bbw

MUSIC VIDEO

we had too many, ya i wanna die w/ Biv

real friend best friend

smell

but i can't go

Video

i was happier when i was sad

swim!

stream

IT ALL FEELS THE SAME (prod. heffy)

vocals - deep october
produced, mixed, mastered by jackson sadinsky
love u zac

@fatherfuneral

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Deep October - Endorphin (Jackson Sadinsky remix) <3

blood brother duo blending basically every genre

we had too many, ya i wanna die w/ Biv

Brevin Kim

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