prod.(sammyboy! & tgwog)

first song i ever publicly released idk what im doing honestly but i like this -metafore (? metafore tf is that☠️)

wat u wanna do?

MENTAL NF2K

FOUNDATION

(prod.4everblack)
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As began to keep walking amongst this path everything became blacked out at this point,

The light from behind had faded and he had fully embraced this darkness with no turning back he gained strength from being able to move through this darkness lacking the sight of direction , He realized how this darkness could fuel him giving him drive to keep going even at his lowest he felt powerful.

Though it’s risky walking through the dark you never what you may run into along the way but it made him fearless.

BLACKEDOUT

GOLDY LOCS

(prod.mxn)
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Rock Bottom (Pits Of Shadows)

As he walks down this path he questions everything imaginable:
What was his purpose?
Why was he here?
Why did he get placed in this position?
What was the meaning of his life?

Walking down the gates of shadows he was isolated from everyone and everything around him no one truly had access to him,
Randomly messages from above would get thrown down on him walking amongst this path,
Stuck in his ways he began to ignore them.

Eventually on this journey he hit rock bottom.

At this point he fell to his knees he didn’t wanna continue up to this point,he didn’t have the courage to keep going it became difficult he wondered how he came so far from where he was,thinking of everything he could’ve did right to avoid this journey.

Rock bottom was the longest part of the journey before he began to climb out of the pits.

rock bottom

(prod.aureola)
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Along this journey he felt extremely lonely,its silent in the dark he could only hear echos of himself all around.
The only thing moving with him was the little light that he found in the beginning it was just enough to keep him alive but it didn’t always feel like the light was there,He could only speak to the light in his mind but it was there the whole time with him.

He stopped paying attention to the light after awhile,the light became fully black embedded with black mental’s darkness
And all the sudden a thought popped in mental minds strictly from the pits of shadows.
It had been echoing more lately all throughout the cave.
 
Mental knew at the end of this journey it was light waiting on the other side but he stopped wanting to continue on,he felt weaker than usually.

The journey starts moving up hill closer and closer to the end,mental grows weaker as he strives up this hill.

He stopped moving at just laid back in darkness,little spirits of darkness starting whispering his ear telling him:
"You’re not worth the journey"
"Give up"
"Just end it here"

He became influenced by these spirits,the light became quiet and he hadn’t spoken to anyone else for a very long time.

He stopped moving all the sudden and laid back accepting his reality,lost in the darkness be became nonchalant of whether he made it out of the pits of shadows or not.

Mental planned to stay there until the end of time letting the darkness eat him away which would lead till the end of his life never finding what was on the other side.
He felt better taking the easy route out he’d rather not see his destiny at this point but then…..

All the sudden mental heard a loud telephone ring,Mental jumped up in a hurry wondering where it was coming from the last thing he’d expect is to find a telephone.

When he picked up the phone a spirit answered him.

The spirit 988-MENTAL was on the other side its spirit lays in the telephone booth

A sign for its visitors who chose to give up on their journey,after being alone for long it’s nice to talk to someone to sooth that loneliness it served purpose.

The 988 spirit asked:
"Is this what you really want?"

988-MENTAL

Mental continues to walk up this hill,the light from the other side begins to shine upon the darkness though his vision is still black and grey he can see himself just a little bit again.

After this long journey through the pits of shadows mental is finally seeing the exit,the light is shining upon him and he has almost met the other side.
The relief after a long journey of pain,agony and suffering alone mental is ready to go almost….

As he sits in the darkness with the light infront of him,he realizes he’s grown comfort in the dark as if it would be easier if he never left the pits of shadows,thought it’s a journey 
In the pits of shadows there’s nothing to worry about,the pits of shadows are the lowest of lows.

Mental grew comfort after the long year he had experienced this,only thing he seen was darkness , you can be free as you want in darkness because it will never truly be seen mental thought.

He realized though his destiny was on the other side,maybe staying in darkness till the end wouldn’t be so bad .

Staying in the pits of shadows still the end of days would be a simple life and make a 
comfy coffin.

Never having to change living in your ways forever there’s no real risk here mental wondered,though he would be sacrificing his true potential.
He stayed there for a while sitting and thinking about it , leaving the pits of shadows he would have to embrace the light and he isn’t sure if he’s ready.

Until the beacon of light spoke to him
It said:
"You’ll die here if you stay forever."

Mental says:
" I might just like it that way I’ll never have to leave my shell again"

The light says:
"If you want to stay here go ahead but you’ll lose me forever,staying here you’ll lose purpose"

"I’m here to bring you to your highest potential in this reality if that’s not what you want I’ll go elsewhere"

Mental realizes him staying in the pits of shadows is out of fear for what’s beyond the other side,all the great things he may find in this life.

Is he willing to stay in the shadows to risk it?

Mental stayed in the shadows for a couple of more weeks,playing and enjoying the darkness after all of the time he spent hating it.

He grew to appreciate it and have love for it,
But came to a realization it won’t help him evolve as a being.
The pits of shadows cuts him off from his source of higher divine power.

comfy coffin

(prod.haruko)
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Mental wondered how the spirit knew what was happening 

Mental ask:
"Who is this and how do you know what’s going on"

988-spirit replied:
"I am a being of light darkness,a fallen angel it is my purpose to attend to you on this journey,I know this all to well I’ve seen it alot"

Mental responded:
"I don’t know.I’ve came all this way and yet i still feel like the journey is worthless what is the point of seeing it through?"

Mental felt completely powerless in his destiny not knowing what layed ahead of him.

988 spirit replied:
"The point the journey is to keep going and find your destiny mental.Dont you care what’s on the other side?"

At this point mental took a moment to think though not knowing what was beyond him his curiosity grew within him

998 spirit replied
"Your,special mental out of all the beings that come thru hear you have something different about you can’t let go"

Mental was confused the darkness completely blinded him from his sense of self or the greatness he held 

Mental replied:
"But why me?"

988 says:
"You’re brighter than you think and the world needs you there are other beings waiting on the other side you can’t just fade away and let them forget about you."

"You are chosen and because of that you must walk thru the pits of shadows to find your true potential don’t let this life go to waste"

Mental stopped for a second and starting questioning his true purpose to this reality.

988-spirit says
"You are bound to be great mental and you must find your purpose in this life to continue on."

Mental replies:
"But how?"

*The telephone hangs up*

Out of rage mental screams at the top his lungs out of the built up agony wondering why he was chosen,confused on how he will find his purpose.

He tries to dial back and gets no answer.

Suddenly the light mental has been moving with gains its bright color and aura back
Its send mental a message

"Saying you must not fade away mental use me to find your true purpose I am here to assist you along the way,you must hear the messages I have to display to you"

Mental says:
"So this is why you’re here?"

The light says:
"Yes I’ve been guiding you thru this entire time whether you realize it or not,you are the chosen one and I must assist you to make sure you go thru with your purpose."

Taking this message mental moves with the light it’s shines brighter than usual guiding mental thru.

fade away

ziploc

stranger

NU-44

treat yourself

verified

alrrr

warfare

outside

ice-T

afternite

reach beyond

better øff

PRODUCED BY CRESNTA FROM YOUTUBE
#2000
LIFE IS INFINITE DISCOVER ALL THERE IS WITHIN YOU AND WITHOUT

brightmental

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