You say that I hurt you.
Well, can’t you see that you hurt me too?
You blatantly destroyed anything in your path
that even somewhat resembled my self-confidence
You broke me in two.
Made me chose between them and you
and yet dare to cry and say that you feel pain
that I chose them? 

Your words were like knives in my ears, my back and my heart
you allowed me to hate myself so deeply
for your pain as if it was I who 
maliciously set out to annihilate you 
when I was your only then called “friend”.
Let’s remember that it was you 
drew that line and built up the berlin wall

You shout to the world I gave you trust issues.
trust me when I say you’ve got issues, 
and that they were they long before I was
in fact, it was your predisposition to this preconceived notion
that ended our relationship. 
So stop believing that you are the only victim.
You were the one who murdered 
our love with a single accusation.

It wasn’t your unkind words
It wasn’t your psychological warfare
It wasn’t your innate selfishness
It was the fact. 
That after EVERYTHING we’ve been through.
You doubted me. 
You doubted me.
And it shocked me, stripped me
with nothing to defend myself
except with words
that were armed with righteous rage and cruel truth 
You inflict this pain on yourself
I am just the conduit. 

So do not doubt me in this
I do not want to be friends with you 
And that you, to me, are nothing more
than what I hope is a decent slam score 


BrinaAshlynn