Name: Nostalgic Ego by B R I Z I L
Duration: 1 min 43 s
Description: Another lil sum sum for y'all! hope y'all enjoy!

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Yeah, I’m on the blow up
Yeah, I’m gonna go up
I got purple in the cup, yeah
I used to mix it up
Yeah, I’m on the blow up
Yeah, I’m gonna go up
I got purple in the cup, yeah
I used to mix it up
Tryna up a comma, you don’t want my karma
My past full of trauma, I can’t stand no drama
Wanna make it far, life is so bizarre
My soul is a star, that’s just who we are
Getting lots of treasure, designer in my dresser
They say that I’m clever, I could change the weather
Winning, yeah, forever
Winning, yeah, forever
Winning under pressure
Winning under pressure
Used to be a bettor, luckily not a debtor
Tryna say I’m lesser, you should know better
Getting hella cheddar, getting hella cheddar
Rickie, yeah, my sweater
Rickie, yeah, my sweater

Blow Up (fukk2beatz, malachite, trixeytheactivist) *MV IN DESC.*

Another lil sum sum for y'all! hope y'all enjoy!

Nostalgic Ego

Jerk

Louve

“Thriving Without Me” starts at the lowest moment of my life — a night I wasn’t sure I’d survive — and ends with something I never thought I’d be able to say again: "still alive"

The song is about the people I once made music with… the friends who told me my writing wasn’t good enough, the ones who drifted away, and the ones who went on to make it big while I was still trying to put myself back together.

It’s a song about betrayal, loss, resilience, and the slow climb back to finding my voice after everyone else had already moved on.

If you’ve ever felt left behind — or like you had to rebuild your entire life from the ground up — this one’s for you.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
February rain, cold steel and silence
Woke up to flowers and fear in their eyes
They said they’d stay, but they faded to shadows
Left me here counting who never said goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
I built my heart into every band
But the dream keeps slipping through my hands

[Chorus]
And I see them shining on the screen
With faces from the life that used to be
Linda, Dina, all the ones who used to dream beside me
They’re up there smiling, wild and free
While I’m just haunted by the melody
Yeah, all of them thriving without me

[Verse 2]
Linda wrote lines, said mine weren’t worth singing
I walked away before the radio played
Less than a year, and the world was listening
While I was stuck in the echo and the shade

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried again, I found new friends
But the same old story starts again

[Chorus]
And I see them shining on the screen
With faces from the life that used to be
Linda, Dina, all the ones who used to dream beside me
They’re up there smiling, wild and free
While I’m just haunted by the melody
Yeah, all of them thriving without me

[Verse 3]
Now Dina’s rich, she’s flying high in L.A.
Karen’s still strumming with my old friend
Sandy’s laughing behind the drum set
And I’m here wondering how it all could bend

[Bridge]
It’s a cruel kind of beautiful, watching them bloom
While I’m still singing to an empty room
But maybe the stars still remember my sound
Maybe my story’s still turning around

[Chorus]
‘Cause I see them shining on the screen
With faces from the life that used to be
Linda, Dina, all the ones who used to dream beside me
They’re up there smiling, wild and free
While I’m still haunted by the melody
Yeah, all of them thriving without me

[Outro]
But the song’s still burning in my veins
Every scar still whispers my name
I may be lost between what was and what could have been
But I’m still here
Still writing my songs
Still me, still alive...

Thriving Without Me

SOUL BLEED

Chemical Love

Snake Eater by Heartless Fendi (feat. Notions) I cooked this one up from scratch in my bedroom—no loops, no recycled beats, just me crafting full band instrumentals. Guitars that snarl, drums that punch you in the chest, bass heavy enough to feel in your ribs. First verse and hook are all me, second verse Notions comes in swinging like a goddamn wrecking ball. Straight Trap Metal with screamo spikes, deathcore chugs, nu-metal bounce, and that early 2000s rap-metal attitude that never actually died. Lyrically? It’s Metal Gear Solid in a blender with real life. Every bar is about crawling out of the dirt, staring down the people who tried to bury you, and coming out the other side venomous. Cardboard box references, CQC bars, Patriot vibes, the whole codec. If you grew up hiding from guards with !! over their heads, this one’s gonna hit different. Turn it up loud, bang your head, scream the hooks with me. This is for everybody still fighting like bosses in 2025. Repost if it slaps, let’s run these plays up. #TrapMetal #ScreamRap #Deathcore #NuMetal #RapMetal #MetalGearSolid #SnakeEater #HeartlessFendi #Notions



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Snake Eater

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Work It Out

PAIN N PEACE

Get To Cuddlin

Timeless art, endless pain, welcome to the journey, I’m here with you… it’s okay… you’re not alone <3

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Nostalgic Ego

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