1AM Freestyle

Ain't no time for sleep,

Out on All Platforms 28th April☝️

1AM Freestyle

1AM  Freestyle

Jerk

Louve

“Thriving Without Me” starts at the lowest moment of my life — a night I wasn’t sure I’d survive — and ends with something I never thought I’d be able to say again: "still alive"

The song is about the people I once made music with… the friends who told me my writing wasn’t good enough, the ones who drifted away, and the ones who went on to make it big while I was still trying to put myself back together.

It’s a song about betrayal, loss, resilience, and the slow climb back to finding my voice after everyone else had already moved on.

If you’ve ever felt left behind — or like you had to rebuild your entire life from the ground up — this one’s for you.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
February rain, cold steel and silence
Woke up to flowers and fear in their eyes
They said they’d stay, but they faded to shadows
Left me here counting who never said goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
I built my heart into every band
But the dream keeps slipping through my hands

[Chorus]
And I see them shining on the screen
With faces from the life that used to be
Linda, Dina, all the ones who used to dream beside me
They’re up there smiling, wild and free
While I’m just haunted by the melody
Yeah, all of them thriving without me

[Verse 2]
Linda wrote lines, said mine weren’t worth singing
I walked away before the radio played
Less than a year, and the world was listening
While I was stuck in the echo and the shade

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried again, I found new friends
But the same old story starts again

[Chorus]
And I see them shining on the screen
With faces from the life that used to be
Linda, Dina, all the ones who used to dream beside me
They’re up there smiling, wild and free
While I’m just haunted by the melody
Yeah, all of them thriving without me

[Verse 3]
Now Dina’s rich, she’s flying high in L.A.
Karen’s still strumming with my old friend
Sandy’s laughing behind the drum set
And I’m here wondering how it all could bend

[Bridge]
It’s a cruel kind of beautiful, watching them bloom
While I’m still singing to an empty room
But maybe the stars still remember my sound
Maybe my story’s still turning around

[Chorus]
‘Cause I see them shining on the screen
With faces from the life that used to be
Linda, Dina, all the ones who used to dream beside me
They’re up there smiling, wild and free
While I’m still haunted by the melody
Yeah, all of them thriving without me

[Outro]
But the song’s still burning in my veins
Every scar still whispers my name
I may be lost between what was and what could have been
But I’m still here
Still writing my songs
Still me, still alive...

Thriving Without Me

SOUL BLEED

when will kingdom come 
I feel like I’m done 
I got no where run 
no more air inside my lungs 
when will I wake up 
and see the sun 
I need to new oxygen 
I’m running out yeah it’s all gone 
I crave for peace of mind 
I pray soon I’ll find 
something beyond this life 
something way beyond my eyes 
I guess it wasn’t her 
I need to find my worth 
I keep searching high and low 
I don’t know what I’m searching for 

I’m tired of wasting my time for real
this time I will let go of the wheel
I’m boutta hit the gas let my tires squeal 
leave the pain in the past and learn how to heal 
I don’t know what I’m running from but I can’t be still 
cuz the devil reveals himself when I’m in my feels 
I caught myself trapped in poison ivy fields 
and I got so I’ll, still I tried to conceal 

I’m losing my identity, like who am I I cannot see, I used to be my enemy, I think I found a better me, but why I keep on losing sleep? 
lately it been hard to be who I’m really meant to be cuz this world keep draining me 
every girl I meet just leaves 
every drug would get me high but then my soul would go empty 
I can’t find it in no drink, I’m staring at the sky to see if there’s anything for me 
I look good on the outside, until you start looking real deep

I’m tired of wasting my time for real
this time I will let go of the wheel
I’m boutta hit the gas let my tires squeal 
leave the pain in the past and learn how to heal 
I don’t know what I’m running from but I can’t be still 
cuz the devil reveals himself when I’m in my feels 
I caught myself trapped in poison ivy fields 
and I got so I’ll, still I tried to conceal

poison ivy fields

OTHER WORLD

Mobbed Out

“Time To Go”

A quiet moment before the next chapter…

Short, honest, and unresolved just a thought looping until it fades…

Is it my time to go…? </3

Time to Go

Time To Go (2020 Unreleased)

Caution XXXTENTACION (extended version)

Had to post this.
Too old and too good.
Enjoy.

LONG LIVE JAH!

- de4th was here

LYRICS - 
X:
What the fuck you niggas want
grab that pistol shoot you in the cunt
walkin faggot actin very blunt
pussy nigga test, i’ll fuck you up
im a fuckin monster i’ll get you wet
pussy you a private im a vet
war ready i don’t need a vest
press up like a condom on a tec
FUKEMWEBALL

SANTZ:
Slaughtering shit ain’t no stopping it
pistol whip mans i ain’t cockin it 
anger takes over my body lose consciousness
way too relentless won’t stop till i’m ruling the continent
fuck your advice 
you a mutt
stop your barking bitch
bandwidth too strong can’t hold onto it
walk in the place 
all their eyes climb on top of me
draggin em down if they’re doubtin this
my flow like water i’ll flood your whole property
fuck up wit us there’ll be casualties 
one punch fatality
X with the blade Ain’t no stopping him
she succ me up cuz im handsome man
pressure is too much 
nobody can handle it 
throw your whole set off it’s balance, quick. 
wonder where you will be landing kid
members only, the conglomerate
very rare history happening 
just be careful cuz the rap game we damagingi

FuckEmWeBall

XXXTENTACION - FukEmWeBall (feat. SANTZ)

Timeless art, endless pain, welcome to the journey, I’m here with you… it’s okay… you’re not alone <3

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Time To Go (2020 Unreleased)

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