LYRICS:

HOOK

Take me to a place where i can just rest
just take a small nap and get these thoughts up off my chest
cause i feel like it now or never
feel like my name in this game is getting severed 
ever since i lost all my raps I've been getting weathered
letting this life get the best of me, but not forever
soon i will show you all what effort is
not a lot of time on my hands but i bet you this
this guy right here
will make more songs like troy
make you drop a tear
with lyrics that hit your heart, but they hit your head too
the kind of music you blare alone, in your bedroom
the unknown artist, with this dead gloom
but he's got this slight glisten to him
maybe you can relate to his words 
so you listen to him
but your parents hear that loud rap music and they just wont have it
it heals you but they just don't understand it
so you run away....

HOOK

For a minute, lets stop all of this bass
turn it down and listen to these lyrics
there's actual meaning in this song and i just want you to hear it
let the music play, loud inside your head
whether you're cruising down the road 
or just laying there in bed
whether you just enjoy my music
or you're stressed and feeling dead
it will all get better but false hope is a sicker promise
and i don't wanna be, considered dishonest
so you have to take the situation you're in and change it
if you put the effort in to make the best of it
you yourself can rearrange it
new york stock exchange it
it wont be easy at first, you'll probably hate it
start thinking a happy life, is over rated
but once you get the process started you can take the negative
and erase it
then you'll start seeing that being happy can happen where you're at
you don't have to run away....

HOOK

Run Away (Prod. by Sinima Beats)

This track was never fully done, but the base recording has been sitting around awhile so here it is anyways. 


Please answer me, is it the fact that I try
everything that I possibly can to get by
This mental blockage that just so, happens to conveniently know
That ill never make it, I try to get you to see my point but are you seeing it no 
So, then I have to calm my raps to a slow pace
Its like were on the starting line, I show you my pink slip, and all the sudden its just no race
Basically what im saying is that when it comes time to step to the plate
I show my fans that im not just mediocre, that im so great
Its not even my skill set, its my dedication
To the fans you’re not real yet, ‘cause im over here waiting

**CHORUS**

I put in over-time to speak my mind, 80 hours in after hours
Taking out you hating cowards, you got me heated like some haiti’s showers
Half you fairy flowers, sped your life following the lead
Your pride’s not growing with your ego, its at a negative growth rate speed
And in this world there’s no gross hate need
But we all fall into this trap and carry a well-known hate seed
But unlike you, hideous, half-brain, and insane idiots
I will never follow, create my own path while you live life hollow
Oh that’s great, you’re as popular as a daffodil 
But what really bugs me is that out of our entire population, over half you feel
Drugs can get you through, whats this world coming to
And this is not a diss but I guess you gotta be like Snoop and Wiz
And rap about weed to get the attention of these kids

**CHORUS**

Oh swell job Brock, what? Oh well Brock
you just directly dissed, about 70 percent, of the United States
putting down drugs, could have rapped about crime rates
NO, what you don’t understand is, how or why I do this
I take my heart out of my chest and slam it into this music
Every time, no play no sleep, I just rhyme
True real lyrics, not like everyone else, like oh im sellin dimes
Im so rich and powerful, and yeah im sniffin lines
But what you need to understand I that even if I become the best
Already twice, sleepless, I have wrecked
Someone else’s car, that aint even mine
Now tell me how any man in his right mind, could get that off his mind
Its not possible...nevermind


Can't Go On

Another track that was never finished.  Decided to release so i can focus on new material.  Please let me know what you think in the comments.  

Under Pressure ft. Wordplay

I wrote this song for my brother when he was sent to Afghanistan.  

Lyrics -

Yo hey Austin…. hey, can you hear me?
I know you’re in Afghanistan, but sometimes I feel you near me
Can’t wait to have you back, on my porch there is a spare key
You always got a place to sleep, and when you’re back I’ll let you steer the
Mustang, ‘cause you never got to drive it
You’ll feel so alive it
Kinda feels like the rush you get at six flags
The kind of adrenaline you get from throwing frags
Front line of the infantry
Man this S*** just gets to me
Is this what it’s supposed to be?
Home wondering how it’s going to be  
I just want you back, close to me
To know you’re safe
I know my place
But I feel like I just lost a race
And im about to start another one
‘cause im tired, from wondering
Hows your life and how you are
I wish I could drive in my car
Just real quick to see you
Please send me a letter saying you’re great 
I will believe you
You ever need me im here, unlike others, I’ll never leave you
Just please brother think smart, be safe, I don’t ever wanna grieve you

I hope you like this song
I hope you like this beat 
I hope that you like this beat, resembles marching feet
I hope you’re walking down the safest, afghani street
But im glad you have your brothers in arms, to protect your seat
So I say thank you to every one of them
I know that this is just the start
I know this tour is just the stem
But I can’t wait to hear your feedback
What you’re doing is amazing, I hope you truly believe that
That goes for all of you in service
People don’t get the military, they just see whats on the surface
Once you have family in it, its un-easy, im nervous
So you start to learn, what it means when a country grabs our flag to burn
Don’t just believe whats on the news, they don’t share our concern
I support the military no matter whos sent
That my two cents
Yeah, ive deposited mine
So please Austin please, just keep a positive mind

When You Come Home

LYRICS.....

Food for thought im on my own
no support im all alone
writing songs you’ll never know
you’ll never know
Food for thought im on my own
no support im all alone
writing songs you’ll never know
you’ll never know

long time since i picked up this pen and scribbled ink into this page
inside this song you’ll find truth behind some of this rage
is it my age, is it everything that i say
am i right, am i wrong, why am i even writing this song
cause i needed the release, i feel its been a bit too long
sometimes i think im weak, after showing that im strong
nobody really knows whats going on, inside my head 
nor does anyone seems to care so i carry the weight until im dead
some things in my past still haunt me, when i lay in bed
the look of disappointment is something that i dread
but lets look at the facts, the reason i said the things i said
everyone wants to walk away cause i wanna do rap
please tell me, why would you wanna do that
leave your family’s dreams to die in the dust, nah, screw that
one day i’ll make it, you’ll want your cut, you had your chance, you knew that
always wanted you to care about my passions but you blew that

Food for thought im on my own
no support im all alone
writing songs you’ll never know
you’ll never know
Food for thought im on my own
no support im all alone
writing songs you’ll never know
you’ll never know

Now brock what i want you to do is, tell the people what you really feel
really open up and give it to ‘em

nah, man, i cant do that 
if i do that then people’s feelings will get hurt and id rather just.....beat around the bush like i normally do

trying to figure out what to put in verse two
but everything i really wanna say, will just hurt you
guess you didnt care or not if it hurt me
all i ever really wanted of you was support, see
instead you ignored me, all it did was thwart me
but moving on cause here i am
wrote another song just to prove i can
but let me guess, more negativity, you disapprove again
wanted to write a happy song but thinking got me in a mood again
writing all these depressing songs got some of my fans writing me off as a hooligan
every time i grab my pen to write something good, im fooled again
brain thinks positive, but my heart says over ruled again

Food for thought im on my own
no support im all alone
writing songs you’ll never know
you’ll never know
Food for thought im on my own
no support im all alone
writing songs you’ll never know
you’ll never know

as i wrap up this song, send you on your way
probably a lot to swallow in one day, but it’ll be ok
finally got a couple people that are in my corner
feels a lot better, past few years felt like a foreigner 
took a lot of staring out the window and talking to a curtain
finally back on track for sure, yeah im certain
time for you to make a decision, maybe change your path
this aint the first time its been written, i can tell you that

Food for Thought

1st time in the studio, not perfect, but like i said 1st time.  A positive song with a little different style than i usually do.  Let me know what you think.

Inspire

Please tell me what you think of this new song, i am the second verse!   

LYRICS:

I just need you to know that I'm here to stay
I come through work straight business no time for play
But everything I do has a purpose in this day
Everybody perpetrating me but I won't change my ways
Why is it when I talk people only hear the venom
They don't listen to anything else that I try to tell them
Full of negativity focused on the bad things I got to say
But I can tell you right now this ain't game I'm about to play
Will he sway 20 years old No way
If I got something to say that's what I say 
no matter what's on my mind at any given time of day
No sittin down or sitting back
You spit at me I'm spitting back
I can't rap because I'm white?
Fine I'm black
Fine I'm blue
Yeah I'm whack
Yeah it's true
But who are you
To say anything to me
You are nothing to see
So why you even on he scene
Huh

I Dont Need You ft. Tubby and New Money (Produced By Royal Audio Tunes)

Story about a boy named Troy.  Follow lyrics below.....

There once was a little boy
livin in a poor town not a single toy
Eight years old, man his  name was Troy
never got to see the joy
all 'cause his father left plus his mom had to re-deploy
had an older brother who's a sad story
all he kept was drugs and guns in his inventory
he would feed his own hunger
forgetting about his lil' younger
Troy was in a lot of pain
barely able maintain
the stress and intense pain
from his older brother tryin to entertain 
all cause he got involved with that cocaine
to get money for that long chain
Year later mom came back troy had to explain
why his older brother got slain 
he ran his mouth to a bad gang, ma
guess he just trusted the wrong homey
left his brother to fend for himself all alone in this scary world, so lonely
so lonely...

**CHORUS**


Year later mom finally found a man she could trust from school
atleast til his temper bust, and he lost his cool
"id walk a million miles to find you
walk a million miles to guide you
keep my eyes on your back, i'm always here behind you
any decision you decide to make, i'm always right beside you
could never let you down girl, you've always been a lift to me
don't ever become my past, you know that i hate history
always want you in my presence, cause you've always been a gift to me"
soon as she turned her back, he was right there to judge her
soon as she stood by that ledge, yeah man he shoved her
slit her throat without thinkin twice, left troy without a mother
If you could be inside Troy's head you could hear him sreamin
I, never thought this
man would do this to my mother
I, would have killed him first
im so sick and nauseous
get these thoughts out my somebody help
IM SICK OF ALL THIS

**CHORUS**

Troy screamin i just want a normal life
one i can say i aint ashamed with
full of anguish, hatred, and angered language
please somebody help me out
I REALLY HATE THIS

**CHORUS**

I just wish we could all just get along
go back to elementary school / happy songs
back when everything felt so right, none of it wrong
back when i was called in
to the coaches office, for just bein so ballin'
everybody loved to watch me play, cause every game i just went all in
but now an adult lookin at the world and it just seems to be fallin.......
 



Troy (Produced By Jc Jamez)

Finally, State of Depression! Beat by Sinima beats.  Please let me know what you think, and if you like it, please be sure to share it with friends/family.  Thank you to everyone supporting me and my music!!! YOU CAN FOLLOW ALONG WITH THE LYRICS BELOW....

Im in a state of depression, always stressin’
Wondering if this is a test in this quest, if yes then
I need some new questions, matter fact a new lesson
‘cause this kind of stuff make a man grab his smith&Wesson from his closet
next time you see his body, neck, but his head is off it
Laying in his coffin, as remorse is offered 
Only one person knows who caused
There was a line but they crossed it
Next thing you know, this man lost it
Spilled his blood up in the faucet
Parents never saw it comin, they just want to know who caused it
Close friends reminiscing, saying that he “bossed” it 
But its all over now….’cause he’s dead and gone…
Please somebody change my views, by the end of song…
And I don’t need a hook, to tell you right from wrong
This plots thickenin, stay tuned, listen in Its sickenin
if you looked past the news, you probably knew
this man aint just run and kill himself up out the blue
he wouldn’t have wrote this song first
well this, no chorus, long verse
that wont sell, so suicidal, oh well
its my story, my anger, my frustration, my roaring
sorry its not a club hit, and so boring, its my warning
to myself, to relax, to re-check, my health, to respect myself
that’s why I love this music, ‘cause ooh its, so soothing
without it, I would loose it
or turn to drugs and boozing, nah I aint loosing
im pulling out a win in this fairless fight
but everybody still thinks that im careless right
well, I don’t know whats in the air tonight
‘cause to me, im like the rarest sight
A man who almost killed himself
But you listened to him go off, it
Honestly proably kept me out of my coffin
This aint just rap and rhyming, this is me speaking truth 
About my life, in this booth
Not trying to be Mr. Coolio
im stuck rapping in my living room, not even a studio
not even a microphone, just me and my iphone
and together we get through this
so im the winner, im not one of these losers that are too big to hear a kid out
im not one of these rappers making millions just to get bid out
and rap about, what im told to do, like every other thing out
I may be in a state of depression, but at least im ‘bout to get out

Brock27