I heard your name today and it crushed me inside.
I had to stop and wish it away, but I couldn't hide.

And if I think about where you might be it kills me.

I believe everything that you said to me.
That you'd be back some day.
And I bleed. I bleed for you.

I doesn't ever go away, the pain.
It crushes me inside.
And I push myself another day,
but I can't hold you until I cry.

And if I think about where you might be it kills me.

And I believe everything that you said to me.
You'd be back some day.
You'll be back someday.
And I bleed for you. I bleed for you.

There is no answer.
There is no clue.
There is only my love, my love, my love for you.
And I need you.

And I believe everything that you said to me.
That you'd be back some day.
And I bleed for you. I bleed for you.
I bleed for you.

Jenna F. : I bleed for you

Where do you go when I am lonely?
Shall I continue the show on my own?

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtAnaFd7-YA
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2017, Jenna Fearon

Jenna Fearon: Where do you go?

Wrapped in Wings of Water
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Do you remember the night she said goodbye?
It was late in December,
and the snow, so quiet,
it shimmered and bathed in the light.

And the moon had a secret,
but it couldn't say.
And she soon had to close her eyes.
as she slipped away, wrapped in wings of water.

Do you remember the night the phone began to ring?
Late in December,
and the snow, so quiet,
shimmering.

And the world would have cried if she'd let it,
when she'd gone away.
But the moon had a secret.

She slipped away, wrapped in wings of water.
Wrapped in wings of water.

They found her on the shore,
with her rings on her fingers.

She must have known the day would come,
when she'd slip away, wrapped in wings of water.

Wrapped in wings of water.
Wrapped in wings of water.


2012, Jenna F. - Backing vocals by Wren - Dedicated to my late Great Aunt Florence, who tragically drowned in the mid 1970s.  The mysterious circumstances of her death have never been solved.


Jenna F. : Wrapped in Wings of Water

I had to Kill : in the pool of ice water

everything must fail at once.
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First you take the roses, then you take the blame, and soon you find yourself in debt again.
I know you know what I'm saying. Why do you look at me that way?

Oh, there's another taste that I can hardly take.
A jump into this lonely lake, and I feel something slipping.

You march along while I stand in shame.
What did you think would happen if we played this silly game?
I tried to tell you something was wrong from the beginning.

I can only do what I can do.
Why can't that be enough for you?

You turn over a new card, a new deck, a new day,
and put something else into play, before they change your mind.

Oh, I empty my pockets and hit the floor.
I'll toss you the keys as you shut the door, and I feel something slipping.

I insisted on believing in the perfect idea, the original sin,
but I have played my hand and the game was rigged from the beginning.

I can only do what I can do.
Why can't that be enough for you?

Everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted has gone away.

I can only do what I can do.
Why can't that be enough for you?

Everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted has gone away.

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2012, Jenna F.

Jenna F. : everything must fail at once.

<a href="https://soundcloud.com/user-820148039"><b>Lyrical Smirk</b></a> made the music, I made the words!
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<b>when old wounds bleed</b>
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Okay, that's fine, you found me.
Did you think that was something I would regret?

I'll just take what's mine if you'll allow me.
But don't mistake my happy face for what you'll get.

It doesn't matter if you've had time to move around me.
Just a slice and a smile and we'll be set.

You didn't even take off your shoes.
(I kind of like that.)
Just have a seat anywhere you please.
I will even let you choose your chosen method.
Your chosen method to bleed.

It was beginning when it already ended.
It was beginning when it already ended.

But don't just take my word for it.
You'll be.
You'll be okay.

It was beginning when it already...


~~ words by Jenna F.  - music by Lyrical Smirk. ~~

"When Old Wounds Bleed" - Lyrical Smirk, feat. Jenna.

Some Holiday Cheer (A Christmas Carol)

Here I sit again, cozy, all alone.
The room is filled with pretty lights, and the Christmas tree's aglow.
And the sound of silver bells is ringing softly through the snow.
I drink my wine and wonder if anyone will notice when I go.

So I pour myself another way to disappear,
and I'll sit by the fire, a silent night with no one here.

It's Christmas, my favorite time of year.
I wish I had someone, somebody near.
But I didn't do it right, so I'll just turn out the lights.
Yeah it's Christmas, and I'll drink to that tonight.

Why is it there's always one bulb burned out on the string?
I broke an ornament when I dropped it reaching down to get my drink.
And I hear the sound of children outside making noise and caroling.
So I wander down the hall, lean against the wall, and do my best to sing.

And I pour myself another way to disappear,
so I'll sit by the fire, a silent night with no one here.

Oh yeah, it's Christmas, my favorite time of year.
I wish I had someone, some holiday cheer.
But I didn't do it right, so I'll just turn out the lights.
It's Christmas, and I'll drink to that tonight.

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way,
I'll cross the river, give 'em hell, but I can't drive a sleigh.
So I'll lie here on the floor, and maybe fall asleep and, hey,
when I wake up it won't be Christmas, it'll just be another day.

It's Christmas, my favorite time of year.
I wish I had someone, some holiday cheer.
But I didn't do it right, so I'll just turn out the lights.
It's Christmas, and I'll drink to that tonight.

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Words and music, copyright 2012, Jenna F.

Jenna F. : Some Holiday Cheer (A Christmas Carol)

Oh Lord, carry me true.
Pluck me from this meadow where I wait for you.

I look into the sky and come undone.
The wicked world will see your glory soon.

You take me closer to the blazing sun.
And naked to the fields I run.
I cast aside the chains that I once knew.
And kiss the hand of the exalted one.

And the lion will lay with the lamb.


Oh Lord, take me away.
Pull me from this hellish place, I wait for the day.

I look into the sky and bleed for you.
Guide my sword to keep the world at bay.

And if your wisdom says to leave me here,
to slay the beast of Babylon that's near,
I'll sing the praise of glory, I won't be afraid.
I walk beside you, Lord, and you erase my fear.

And the lion will lay with the lamb.

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Mastering by Skoof

Sophie Strychnine : Lay with the Lamb

I had to Kill - cutOff

Did you even hear me?
Did you hear a word that I said?
When I told you I loved you,
When I held you that night?

Did you want to be near me?
Did you even know what it meant?
When I asked you to say it,
When you kissed me goodbye?

Sometimes we take everything that we have and we break it apart.
It's such a shame.
We throw it away.

And I don't understand what the hell happened.
But I want to believe it's ok.

Did you even hear me?
Did you hear a word that I said?
When I told you I'm lonely,
When I told you I cry?

Did you want to be near me?
Did you even know what it meant?
When I asked you to hold me,
When I told you why?

Sometimes we take everything that we have and we break it apart.
It's such a shame.
We throw it away.

And I don't understand what the hell happened.
But I want to believe it's ok.

I guess I never made it clear,
and I just expected you to see,
everything I thought I gave you,
and now it's clear to me.

Maybe I could have spoken a little louder,
Maybe I should have given you the key,
am I just as much to blame,
for you not hearing me?

Sometimes we take everything that we have and we break it apart.
It's such a shame.
We throw it away.

And I don't understand what the hell happened.
But I want to believe it's ok.

No I don't understand what the hell happened.
But I need to believe it's ok.

Jenna F. : What the Hell Happened? (Acoustic Version)

I am naked before the world.
Such a little thing.
Like a little pearl.

I belong to nothing I know.
Don't try to save me, save the little girl.

She doesn't know what's coming.
The wind and the rain.
She only knows what happened when the flood came.

I am naked before it all.
Just a broken thing.
Just a big girl.

And I understand that I've got nothing left to show.
Don't try to save me, save the little girl.

She doesn't know what's coming in the wind and the rain.
She only knows what happened when the flood came.

Oooooh
Don't waste your prayers.
Don't waste your time.
Don't waste your time.

She doesn't know what's coming in the wind and the rain.
She only knows what happened when the flood came.

jenna fearon

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