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prod. aginideep


[Chorus: haroinfather]
Okay, like criss-cross applesauce, lil' baby, caress me
I been doin' all this shit, just hopin' that you impress me
When I level up, girl, I'll buy you diamonds and jet skis
And your girlfriend, that might be the one that I'm testing
You my angel, girl, I think you come from above
My diamonds glisten, shinin' in the tunnel of love
And now we kissin', girl, I think your tongue is so fun
Play Mac DeMarco, now we chillin' under the sun

[Verse: Savage Ga$p]
I said like, ayy, yeah, I just came from under the sun
And then I'm in love and I been frontin' that it's just for the summer
And I been ditchin' other bitches 'cause you all that I wanted
And I'll be here for you, lil' baby, let's turn nothin' to somethin', you know, huh
Bumpin' Mac DeMarco, you perfect, you know? Huh
I just wanna love you, I'm learnin', you know, hey
I been on the road and it's showin'
But I'm still goin' to keep holdin' onto somethin', I know you know
You got that one-two dance when I got you in my hand
And I hope you know I love you, and I'm comin' for your mans
And I know you know it's hard that I been leaving you again
But we'll always be together, you my darlin' in the franxx
Ayy, I said like, I don't say a lot, but there's a lot to say
And I don't play a lot, so why you got to play?
And you could be my summer, be my brightest day
And know I promise I'll come back, you know I'll find a way

tunnel of love🍭💕(ft .savagegasp)*NOW ON SPOTIFY/ITUNES* (criss cross applesauce baby caress me)

Prod. Sam Ock

Let me check your vital signs: heart rate
Beat per minute heart racing
Fear permitted: arm’s length
Hit it with another kiss of the calm tranq
Sanctification an operation
Pain be a doctor we often hate him
Sick ever since that combination:
Death mixed in with the consummation
Ever since, it’s anesthesia
Numb to the pain of refinement
Woke up and I saw all the evil
And I wanted to return to my blindness
In the land where the dark is immersive
How hard is a heart of a person?
We try to open up, somebody call a surgeon 
We wanna come back to the heart of worship
But the dark alluring
Harder to swim in a stronger current
Hotter to live now the water burning
But I feel nothing.  “Nada” burden.  Not a burden
Feeling no hunger
‘Cause I am numb to the wheel of my comfort
This my diversion a dime to a dozen
Never met death but I flirt with the cousin
First will come love and then marriage
Sleep is the lust you inherit
You cannot stay in your sleep as a means of resolving your flaws
Expecting involvement of God
I want to wake up
I really love sleep, now I want to break up
It’s not you, it’s me
Sleep be the cousin of the eulogy

I can see the stars up in eyes  
I can hear Sinatra in my mind
Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the sky
Orion, Ursa Minor, Gemini: constellations die
Three two one.  Let the whole body go numb.  Let the whole body go numb
Let the whole body go numb.  Let the whole body go numb
Three two one.  Let the whole body go numb.  Let the whole body go numb
It’s not you, it’s me.  Sleep be the cousin of the eulogy. 

Obviously, He’s real within me
It doesn’t really mean that I feel Him in me
Feeling envy when I see devotion 
Of a brethren steady and he feel emotion
Feet be coasting Spirit leads him  
Walk on the land and the sea and ocean
Here I am.  I ain’t fronting
I can’t stand that I stand for nothing
I can’t help that my own two feet
Slip more frequent- than they move me
When I fall and I hurt, I don’t want to move now
The true definition of “breaking new ground”
What you looking at?
You never seen a man that was broken?  
You really want to act like you don’t know the half
And your life is a basket is roses?
You really want to quote me a passage
Claim that you pray that it passes, never call once?
You think I’m convinced of your sadness?
Brother, you just as numb.
I feel nothing.  You don’t either.  
We’re just talking, we ain’t speaking
Both eyes open, we both sleeping 
We want freedom, we won’t reach it.  
We're scared of the dark
Life is a surgeon: tear us apart
We don’t want pain, and we want to feel numb
Now we could never feel love

anesthesia

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a song made a 5 years ago by me, my wife, and my friend justin

Little World(Finalized)

over it

On and on over again
I find myself lost within
Two different worlds
Seeing what my mind holds
Blood flowing through my eye
gaze into the night sky
Paranoia gone outa control
greens falling down the hole
What has my life come down to
My body feels stuck just like glue

I’m just sitting here spaced out
I’m just sitting here with my friends again
I’m just sitting here spaced out
We’re all here getting lost again

Every hit I take reality starts to break
The Dopamine is wide awake
Why did I make this mistake
Don’t matter what route I take
I’ll lose control, and my mind will race
I’m Soaring though time and space
My fucking mind is out of place and
I’ve left this world without a trace

I’m just sitting here spaced out
I’m just sitting here with my friends again
I’m just sitting here spaced out
We’re all here getting lost again

Spayst Out

Spayst Out (Prod by GraveyyBaby and Ma$$AD)

I turned 18 today.

(sounds best w headphones)

I'll meet you at the park
you know, the one we used to go to
And we don't have to talk
We both know what we've been going through

I just wanna see you again
I wanna be friends
like we used to pretend (pretend, pretend)
I just wanna see you again
I'll see you again
I wanna see you again (and again and again)

Are you still afraid of the dark
I remember how it got to you
And when we laid in bed
We'd tell each other what we're going through

I just wanna see you again
I wanna be friends
like we used to pretend (pretend, pretend)
I just wanna see you again
I'll see you again
I wanna see you again (and again and again)

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