(prod. by mysko)
Lost in the time space continuum, bitches always feeling numb
Asking me for drugs like im no fun, uh
Pull up to school with a sawed off
When the cops arrive the bombs have gone off
I'm long gone
Trynna make this song, while you're smoking from the bong
Never seem to be wrong, always pretend to be strong
Always acting like something i know that you're fucking not

Question the thoughts in the back of my mind
Nothing to do but wave and smile back
Fake bitch ask me why i'm never on time
Stare down and question where my life at
Why the fuck you act so smart hoe?
I know, deep down it's all just a fake show
Fake friends, fake hoes, doing good blow
Never sure where my life goes i keep the noose close
Fake emotions ,fake assumptions, people think they want us
But to be honest it's a goners life so be fenomous
Mom thinks i'm at school but it's just to pretentious, it does nothing but changes
The way you think it makes you anxious

Fake Friends

(prod. by mysko & broken)
Anxiety's fucking killing me
Life to filled with tragedy
Bury me six feet below the snow and let me rest in peace
Everybody dies in the end
So make sure you fight on this battlefield, while you can
Hold up your rifle and make it pop, pop, pop
Listen to the sound of all your obligations drop
This won't ever stop, you're stuck in an endless loop
Trying to solve your shit with stuff you wouldn't normally do
And some drug abuse
I got some problems, can't seem to solve em
Everytime I think i got shit under control is when life steps in to make sure I stay at the bottom
To me it's no bother
I'm used to be honest
To be that one piece of shit that only complains about his fucking problems
Nothing new to me
People always lyin' when they tell me that they stay
Tell me do you want to be
Something I see when I shut my eyes and try to sleep

God damn I miss her so
Is it just the pussy though? 
Can't remember the last time i was sober from blow
I'm waiting for you to text me
Don't know why I detest it
When you have sex with, fags that don't know shit
Only I can make that pussy rock, rock, rock
I'll beat it so good that you're gonna beg me to stop
Now that i've been set loose and got nothing else to do
Gonna focus on my music and smile at you
When it's on the news

Battlefield

(prod. by mysko)

you know i vibe to that
criss-crossing angels and i cant go back
this is my path
know you're on my mind when i fade to black
drugs in hand
lost in the smoke i cannot comprehend
ive lost too many friends to the nooses end
want to join them and be fucking dead
smoking in the rain got good weed in my pocket
waiting here for you, cant believe you wouldnt stop it
got a heartless locket with your name on
i got over you with help from fucking benzo
now i don't really know if you put a face on for real or just for show
this is my depression
you couldnt accept me for who i fucking am hoe

you know i vibe to that
criss-crossing angels and i cant go back
this is my path
know you're on my mind when i fade to black
drugs in hand
lost in the smoke i cannot comprehend
ive lost to many friends to the nooses end
want to join them and be fucking dead

i embody the definition of overthinking
why can i not be forgiven
i abandoned all my reason
long time ago
know my emotions cannot show
wonder how much time will go
before you realize you struck gold
never catch me thinking bout the future
id rather sit and reminisce about the past
you know i gotta smoke it fast

Haunted Memories

(prod. by mysko) 
Why the fuck can't i let her go?
I'm tired of these emotions spiraling out of control
You're the most precious thing, i'm yet to hold
why did you leave me out to die in the cold
All of the drugs that i fucking used
The thing that you hated about me too
Was something that i needed to pull through, all of your fucking abuse
you've really changed my view 
of life
its like lil peep said "i dont think ill live to see 25"
It just feels like im watching life pass me by
please baby hold onto my knife, might end it tonight

Smoking cigarettes while looking at the sky
Im having trouble keeping you out
Lately you just wish that i would die
Something always told me you’d leave me for clout
Somethings wrong with kids these days
They know nothing of being in a good place
Never wanted you to follow my ways
It really is your own fault cant be blamed that youre dazed
Why do i always think of you at night
Cant fall asleep without getting high
Tried to kill my brain since i was seventeen
Thought that being dumb would mean being happy
Found out pretty soon that insight cant be damaged
Our relationship at this point cant be salvaged
You still seem to think that i am popping xanax 
But i grew out of it since im tired of being reckless

Insight can't be damaged

(prod. by mysko & broken)
Sorry i hurt you
Sorry i broke you
I'm sorry i doubt you
Why can't i despite you

It's truly a mouthful, to deal with your lies boo
You've lost and you're spiteful of the fact that I see through
Your act so deceitful
I'm not gonna lie to your face so here's the truth
Too deep in the addiction
I'm spending every minute tryin' to get rid of the livin'
I'll never be forgiven let me stop this fucking breathing
For causes beyond reason might actually go to prison
For sins i ain't commited, I've lost my soul to the beverage

Just let me be im finally free
From the noose that you tied for me
Life has been a true misogony
Getting fucked up and crying to sleep
A word i don't know know is sobriety
I end up hurting everybody nice to me
It's my life you see
I've climbed too many mountains just to find another one
How come the blessed ones ares the cursed ones in this land of bones
Dont let me know if you still care I know your love is still here 
For a broken corpse with no remorse
I know you still fear
Living life without me cause you want something that's doubtfree
Honestly that's beyond me at this point you still want to fuck me
But I want nothing to do with a slut at this point you might just leave me alone 
Cause i want nothing more to do with you
You fucking hoe

AnythingLiesMayAbolish

(prod. by DoItMyWay_ & mysko) 
I don't want to die I just don't want to live
Never happy cannot seem to forgive
All the lies and the things that you did, all the things that you hid
Hard to get rid of
Sometimes I wish that you were dead
It would make my life easier, like what don't you understand
I will not be the one to pretend that I Iove you til' death do us apart
But i can promise you this, life is fucking hard

Stuck in a mindset, is time passing by yet
Can't remember the last time that i took a fight bitch
I cannot my arm lift so it's time to give up bitch
You're telling me that it's my fault, rich
Shoutout to my boi Jakob from Sweden
Without him I wouldn't be here in front of the mic and fucking speaking
Life it's so misleading
I keep bleeding
Everytime I hear your name
I wouldn't ditch for fame
Or anything else, babe

Stuck in a mindset

(prod. by Morin, Miracle & Mysko)
Just a little lonely girl
In a big scary world
Thinking that you know the game but never hear no one say
The words I love you
They only want to fuck you
There's a reason I don't trust anyone not heartbroken

Yeah stay away
You better stay away
Back on them drugs, back to the pain
Know I'm the same
Now that you're away 
It's the same drugs, going insane

In the end I guess it don't matter cause we both know I'd end up a fucking disaster
It truly has happened
Not once did you give a fuck about my rapping
Now you want in when that shit show some potential, how sensible

Go on alone
Just go alone
Please remember me, when I'm gone
Keep on staying strong
And don't you dare lose control
I was there for you when no one else would fucking show

Nobody likes me, it's enlightening, it excites me
Walking down this lonely road and honestly it's frightening
Seeing your image walking past me, am I fucking crazy
No amount of pills can get you out of my head it seems

Yeah stay away
You better stay away
Back on them drugs, back to the pain
Know I'm the same
Now that you're away 
It's the same drugs, going insane

Lonely Girl

Blood Raven

[VERSE 1 / BROKEN]
Fuck around
I ain't comin' down
Fuck around in the town
Smokin' blunts without a sound
I pass that shit on to my gal
Watch her pass away, high up, into the sky
Time it surely flies
Seem like ages ago
I was seventeen, doing it all to get by
Don't know why
I do this to myself, soon all outta health
I cant better myself
I'm stuck as the pest

[VERSE 2 / BROKEN]
Always robbin' stores bitch
I ain't comin' home bitch
Phone on airplane mode bitch
Yo mama she a hoe bitch

[VERSE 3 / CONSPIRAL]
Makin' money bank quick bitch
Set your dad afloat, shoot her like a fucking cheeseburger
I turned your mama into a biscuit
But i ate some with ben and jerrys
It was light brown so it was scary

fuck around

[HOOK]
Fuck, with the depressed kid
Don't know what he did
He's a messed up kid, a messed up kid (X2)

[VERSE ]
I'm dead inside, let me tell you why
Of all these voices that i keep inside 
They keep me locked up in a cage at times
Get so sick I have to spit some rhymes
One of the things that remove the pain
Some days I cry, can't change my ways
But I stay sane for others sake
You could never help with the problems that I face
I feel so lonely, always make mistakes
You were always on me, not worth any faith
Many nights have I faced the fear of death
Waking up, feeling out of breath
You will always be obsessed, with the feeling of dick between your breasts
Notice the way that i use my pain
Even though she's blind she's still the same
You know i'm running out of time, i'm trapped in my mind
It's all the same

[INTERLUDE]
The thing is
I'm doing the only thing that keeps me afloat
But it's the thing that put me in this shit
But without it, I will get worse
I got suicidal when I tried that recovery thing
Because I was never happy
If I can't help myself without the depression getting worse, it's not a solution
The depression getting worse could end up worse than anything, death
I can't fight both things

[HOOK]

broken

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