depreciated I feel nothing when it ends. 😔

inspired by skeleton n like alex g idk

lyrics:
tears streaming down my face again
waiting for you to notice when
intoxicated with your words your touch your scent
deprecating i feel nothing when it ends
i know you like the back of my hand
im a fool bringing it up again
it takes two why do you want me to quit
its untrue why cant you just admit

sry to bother u prod slushyized   By bluecat

@deadpunchy @alphieafterlife
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hallucinate at the stars
if you look too hard they pop out
and i didnt get what you said
untill the week later i didnt like it
i wish you could be a little bit nicer
then i would be lighter
on your punishment
and i want to smash your urn in
because ive been burning again ohh
and i want to show you how
much ive been earning
because ive been learning
to shut my mouth ohh
and i dont think that its working
because ive been lurking and changing

if its to much to 
change it 
id rather lay under your skin
and i crave you
they said love was for fools that only 
adore you
a whole in my chest has rotten 
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them
and you couldve called them
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them

hallucinate with punchy

guitar by me
Don’t come home drunk
I don’t feel like arguing anymore
Can you see my lungs?
Cos I see tears in your pores
Don’t wanna find you out
I tried to hide it but you always tend to run your mouth
You tried to run away so infatuated with doubt
And it fled to your skin but you won’t let me in

lungs

prod me

my pockets way 2 fat to care i love these bands more than myself
yo pockets so damn flat n slate i get these bands all by myself
she said she gon kill herself if i dont take her back right now
i guess you gon have 2 die she look like a damn clown
im laughin just cause im fried she thought that would really work now she dyin inside
i cut my wrist today and it was cause i was bored, is it a sin to pay? cause i pray by the lord
if i really hate me why the fuck they praise me why the fuck they love me?
too much money too much problems too much honeys with red bottoms
count 2 much stacks til a mil maybe then ill stop countin
she only care about the bill oh u damn drownin
im copin w tree they wanna b me why dont u jus b urself -_-
im cryin to T and im finna bleed cause i didnt care about health
you not in my needs you not what i need i really need me some help
its so hard to breathe off promethazine with all of the lean and kelp
lust w the greed on me i dont really get what u see in me
normal dude with some thc < addict cause i got dependency *
i've had it they dont really fuck with me habits and they really fuckin me
bad bitch n they keep on touchin me faggots they can't get enough of me
get my dick out ya damn mouth boy imsg i dont really play w the droid
made 90k off of makin some noise bitch im 17 n im unemployed 
everytime i flex yeah i realize that im a narcissist and i suck inside
everytime that i think and the brain resides i dont know how 2 feel so im fuckin fried

fuck the bigger picture im boxed in

ill take u there and you'll see them crawl
i dont remember what u said was it something 
nevermind im to fried to recall
feel like i got my head in a bag no theres no time for running
and i get too much shit in my head its a drag but i gotta keep going
but theres no where i can be without u my girl and i know thats important
maybe we gotta go see the other side
its too hard to comprehend with ur mind
take me back to that home
so if u look too hard u might just miss the picture
and we were just kids running after 
nothing that matters

nothing

prod me


you could die in those streets without having any beef
get caught in gunfire then i kiss my teeth
a hoe a good liar and she wont take defeat
everytime she call me i want her the least
and everytime u taunt me i want u to leave

if im stuck by myself and i have no one 
whats the point in this fame man i feel so dumb
told myself that the fame would come 
but i didnt realize it would make me feel numb
everybody switched up on me for the funds
im not that same rami im wit the guns
oh i smoked out all my lungs
oh how i just feel so young

if i didnt realize everybodies intentions
id probably go reply to like all my mentions
got a ego on my shoulder so i cant give attention 
shorty seen the bands so she want her a pension 
shorty we not friends yeah this shit aint a friendship
shorty not from france what she know about french tips
iv been gettin bands got it from bein reckless
count it in my hands way i move ambidextrous
watch me flex this u could never have it
pull up with a new whip and a new gadget
500k ona watch piece max
these men stupid n they aint got bags

fuck the fame

with @alphieafterlife
also i drew this cover lmk if u guys like it

nameless with alphie

https://open.spotify.com/track/6aNrFnhfg7TPsxqh22OWbR?si=8ada964195bd4a28

ft. + prod @requiem-for-you

[kuja]
 
i've been falling down
why’d you let me go
trust me I don’t know,
what you’ve done to me
i’ve been falling down
why’d you let me go
falling down like snow, 
just you and me

and baby when I close my eyes
i wish we could go back in time 
cause baby can’t u see
it feels like you're the only one 4 me
sometime you’ll cross my mind
and I’ll realise, in all this time 
oh baby you're the only one that i cant lose

[requiem for you] 

baby i'm so tired of u
im running out of things to do
but i dont really want to let u go
but our love melts like snow
cant leave u when ur cold
cus thats when u feel most alone

you said
you're leaving
but i don't
believe it
because the words u said to me
yeah they tell me u wont leave
baby take it slow n we can work things out 
but i don't think that we can work right now 
but i just love u here
i hope that one day you'll reappear 

[kuja + requiem]

i've been falling down
why’d you let me go
trust me I don’t know,
what you’ve done to me
i’ve been falling down
why’d you let me go
falling down like snow, 
just you and me
(x2)

snow, w/ requiem for you

drums prod me everything else @forth-wanderers

if you cant say it then i should
you hate me and you know it
didn't take me long to notice,
ill always hate and ill never love,
and i just sit there wondering why
i always stayed by ur side
everytime that i cried 
i get ignored n wanna die

say it already

Took four months to produce, write and mix it all. I hope you enjoy it.

I left my window open and love flew in to get me Prod. 2burbo

https://t.me/deselycry
______________________________

я потерял свое тело, никак не могу отыскать в темноте
множество звуков и так много мыслей, они все толкают закрыться в себе
собираю осколки, тихо по крупицам, я повесил свое эго на крест
мое хрупкое тело ненавидит свет, ну, а мое имя вновь погружено в тень

поставил на сердце счетчик, в тот момент когда я влюбился в тебя
твои слова это валюта, а их дефицит просто убьет меня
строки на руки, фиксируешь планы, но я никогда не давал обещаний
я никогда не давал, то что не могу сделать, зато я могу просто спятить

sry to bother u prod slushyized By bluecat

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