Audio Recording on Tuesday morning

I believe in friendship. I believe that friendship is the key to having a happy life. Whenever I feel stressed out or lonely I feel like I am all alone and then I remember that I am loved. I do have friends.My parents moved to Kansas City for work.While they are out there I am down here. Since my family moved out there I have had to go through the trouble of letting all of my friends go from Broomfield Heights Middle School. Ever since I arrived at Shadow Ridge Middle School I have felt different. I have felt like I don't belong. Now I am working on fitting in. 
	Sometimes I say to myself,” Why am I here?” or “ What is my purpose?” A lot of the time I feel like I don't have anyone by my side. Every morning my life feels different. I feel like that day would be the best day ever when it most likely is the worst. Sometimes I feel like everyone has become invisible and I am all alone. Whenever I feel mistaken,or I feel like I don't belong I take it all in and do not let it out. My life is scary sometimes. Everyday seven days a week I feel like I have to swallow my tears and keep them for coming out of my eyes. I might even have to bite my tongue to keep from crying over countless minutes of hot wet tears burning my pink cheeks. Tears streaming down my cheeks I feel as if I will not ever get over my parents being divorced and my family being located all around the world. Sometimes I wonder,”Will I ever get over tragic family events?”
	Sometimes a thought of never seeing my friends,family, or even parents friends ever again. My life is full of mystery and danger. No matter how personal or how public my life is I have to move forward. I have to see the good in the people around me and not judge their book by their cover. Sometimes I feel as if my life is over when i send out essays of my personal situations but then i remember that it is for the greater good. I also remember that I don't have to be afraid even if it seems many struggles are coming. I go through many struggles in my everyday life. Even though the struggles I face make me feel weak and powerless I remember that I have to move forward and not try to think about those things. 
I acknowledge my struggles and things that I can not do but I don't let them overcome me. So what I might not have many friend,but what I do have is so much more than having to go to the mall with all of my friends. I can do things. I do have friends. My life is so much more than video games and tv. It has a purpose. Yeah so I might not have the best life,or I might not want to be here, but I will find my purpose sometime someday. Clearly, I believe in friendship. I believe that friendship is the key to having a happy life. 
	


Brooke Mathews - Student

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