I wrote this about losing people repeatedly. Written in November 2022

Love just sucks 

Wrong

happy ever after

Move on...

I feel like this song is my masterpiece. I absolutely love this song and I wrote it in October 2022 but I still love It and haven't gotten sick of it yet so that shows something. Definitely my favourite song I've ever written. I know that some of my other songs people like more and some of them might be technically better. But this one is soooo special to me and sooo raw. I know so many can relate to this song and I hope it means as much to you as it does to me. 

Lyrics:
 Verse 1:
How’d you move on so quick 
Can you teach me your tricks
Were you even in love
Or was I Just not enough

Have you done this before
Do you think there’s always more
Were you ever happy 
Or just pretending to

Pre-chorus:
I get so lost inside my thoughts feeling so distraught
I heard theres a new girl you’ve got sooner than I thought 
Chorus:
I knew I knew what you were to me
I hadn’t a clue I was so naive
And even after everything we’ve done
To you I’m just another one

Just another one.....

This is nick's point of view for the June love triangle.

Nick and June grew up in the country side together. They have been best friends since they were little, both of their parents shared something in common, they both owned farms and worked on farms. Nick has always loved June but has never told his true feelings. But one day, Junes dad loses the farm and June has to move to the city. Nick never got to share his feelings, and tell June he was in love with her. June has moved on and even has a new boyfriend. Nick still loves her and this is his song to her.  

Lyrics:
Verse 1:
In the fields of green, where the wildflowers grow
There's a girl named June, that not many know
She walks alone, with her thoughts in tow
And her dreams take flight, like birds untold
Chorus:
Oh, June, you're a mystery to me
With your eyes like the sky and your heart so free
Oh, June, you dance in the wind
And your spirit soars, like a bird again
Verse 2:
In the quiet of night, when the stars shine bright
June sings a song, that no one can hear
It's a melody, that takes flight
And it carries her, far and near
Chorus:
Oh, June, you're a mystery to me
With your long brown hair and your handmade jeans 
Oh, June, you stand in the light 
Do you remember that night when we made a kite?

Oh June I hope we meet again
I miss your laughter and miss your friends
Oh June the country’s our home
You loved it here so why did you go?

Bridge:
June, we’re a story yet to be told
And our heart beats strong, with a fire untold
And your dreams will carry  where you must go
You belong with me and the city knows 

Why did your dad get a job far away?
You might be gone but my love you stayed
I counted down days till you’d set off and leave
When you packed your bags, I said “June no please”

Chorus:
Oh, June, you mean lots to me 
But you love him more and I mean nothing
Oh, June, your gone with the wind
You’ve got it wrong, cause were meant to be 
Outro:
(In the fields of green, where the wildflowers grow
There's boy named nick, whose heart is now broke)

June

I know I've already posted this one but, I decided to remaster it and mix it again. It sounds a lot better now. 

This is a part of the June love triangle. This song is in the point of view of Jess (Nick's new girlfriend after June left the country) 

In the end June and Nick end up together, and this song is Jess realizing that Nick will never be hers because she isn't June. 

(This is my personal fav off of the June love triangle)

I'll never be her

This one was fun to cover. It was cool to see how I could manipulate my voice and sound to mimic Lana.

Paris, TX Lana Del Rey Cover

Jess after Nick breaks up with her to be with June

Verse:
I won’t pretend how I was treated was right 
You realized that I’m not worth the fight
Grief ran into my arms last night
All power gone all I could do was cry 

Pre-Chorus:
I have no friends anymore 
Cause what was mine was also yours 
Did you tell your family yet?
That on Friday we ended.
And I know I needed it to
But it still paints me blue
Was losing me a relief to you?
You don’t care that we’re through

Chorus:
"See you around" 
What is that supposed to mean?
I can hear the sound
Of you and me laughing 
And I’m staring at the ceiling  
Wondering when I’ll start healing
And my heart keeps singing 
I still want I still want I still want your nothing love 2x

Nothing Love

Hey, I'm gonna be a lot more active on here now lmao. I was gone for a while sorting out some health stuff, and I was really busy. But I miss music, so I will be back:)

Robin by Taylor Swift (Cover)

Verse:
I hate myself
I hated how It felt 
Left on the shelf
To be used and repelled 

Pre-Chorus:
Oh I told everyone how it hurt me
I have few friends but you have an army 
I feel like an enemy
Took the low road and it isn’t working 

Chorus:
Now I’m back to falling asleep to documentaries
Need to distract myself from all the memories
It’s snowing outside and I’ve lost all my pride
I couldn’t just keep it inside 
I have to remind myself of all the pain you made
I was doing better till you texted me today 
A waste of time, tell your friends that ur fine 
How did you just keep it inside?
(I’m sorry, just know that I cried)
My heart almost bursted that night 
(could you teach me how to be quiet) 
I couldn't just keep it inside

Inside

this is written in the point of view of jess once her and nick have broken up. 

Verse:
I’m so over your overreacting 
I’m so done with you blaming me
When I was kind I was only acting
I’m so glad I’m finally free

Pre chorus:
Oh the wind blows and I am so tired
All love your devoid,
My name is destroyed
Oh you’re so cold, 
and so are your friends
Knew it was a ploy
You’re all decoys

Chorus:
But your words they echo
I hate that you still have control
Am I wrong?
I’m not feeling so strong
want to run
I can’t trust anyone 
All along I knew you would 2x

I knew you would

Still fighting it Cover

Hello, I am Brooke!! I love cats, Ed Sheeran, playing guitar, and singing. Song-writing is my therapy. When I have nowhere else to go, music is my home.

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