so this is my first collab, i guess. me and Saecl even went to a studio to record this like oof. i had a pretty hard time accepting how it turned out but in the end i really love it and am proud of it, and i hope that you all can enjoy it just as much as me!

Saecl's youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeB2kJr49-SuCK76eIECmIQ
Saecl's soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/saecl
Saecl's twitter: https://twitter.com/SaeclMusic

cali (prod. by Saecl)

a chill beat i made while being antisocial at a friend's party, the drums and the low end suuck lmao

[verse 1: bruhons]

and who the fuck you gonna take me for?
cause you been acting like i know my worth
and i'm in search of it, but man it hurts
that i can't love myself like i love you

and who will i decide to take you for?
i looked inside myself to find you bored
will we divide if we keep moving towards
what never was, but could've been?

[chorus: bruhons]

cause i can't wait 
for the day that i'll get myself
and get some help

but you don't understand my safe words and take forever to tell
that i'm not doing well in my parallels 

[verse 2: unequipped]

think that i finally found it the
answer to all of my quiestions but
you compounded my suspicion that
i should've given up long ago

no commitments, this is different.
but you don't ever listen 
no i didn't misspeak, 
i'm six feet down

i'm no ones now

i'm no one's now

[buildup: unequipped and bruhons]

basically, "i'm no one's now" in a bunch of different ways and melodies.

[SWITCHUP]

[unequipped]

all i have is time

[bruhons]

no one's, no one's (repeating)

[unequipped]

no one's, i'm no one's (repeating)

[bruhons]

peeeeewwwwnnnn
dibidibedubidubidabadaaaeeeeeeeuuuu
badabadeeeeewwww
dabadabaa dabadabaAaAaA
baa ba

deewww dew 
daaba dap
da 
pa
da
pa
duubaduba duba diba 
dabi dubaduba duuba 
duuba duba diba duba
dabdabapa duuba duu bi 

pam 
pam
pam

badabathiiink thaat i fiinaalllyyy found iit theeee
dibidiibaduubi diibi dii daaa
and whoo the fuuck you goona taake mee for
me for
me form
e form
me 
form me
form me
you formed me.

absolve-d w/ unequipped

[verse 1: bruhons]

you suddenly depressed
needa vent
and it's right 
when 
i need someone to talk to
and help me make things right
said
you wanna pass the bottle,
like you keep changing the subject
i need your ass to sober up,
so you can get enlightened

you've been known to not
give a fuck
and it's dangerous,
it's damaging to people around you,
i gotta say this
and boi if you don't stop
fucking up
you'll embrace it
your mindset will slowly destroy all of your fuckin' friendships

[verse 2: unequipped]
                                                                                               ho-ho-ho-
honestly i'm tired with your dumbass shit
there's been like fifteen different instances of you like this
you gotta get your fuckin' act together
no time for slips
you been with the wrong people who talkin' that shit and 
i know that you know that i know this
all of your mistakes and you're surprised that someone noticed
pour yourself a drink and i can tell that you are hopeless
walkin' down this path and you gon' end up fuckin' homeless
oh shit

wait, who are you again?

i thought i might've known you, but i guess i don't
cause the way that you been actin' you've been left alone,
now i'm tryna figure out how to let this go
but
nah i ain't given up
now i don't really know why,
but i got some hope
that maybe shit could got back to just how it was
and somehow you could move past this and learn to run
but fuck

[bridge: bruhons & unequipped]

FUCKBOOOOOOOOOOYY

[bruhons]

FUCK 
BOY
FUCK
BOY   (AYE)
FUCK
BOY   (YUH)
FUCK
BOY   (WHAT A
FUCK   FUCKIN 
BOY     FUCKBOY)
fuhnhb

[bruhons & unequipped]

FUCKBOOOOOOOOOYYY

[unequipped]

yeuh fff-
fuck
boy
fuck
boy
fuck
boy
fuck boy

[SWITCHUP]

[verse 3: bruhons]

you fucked me up, now (go on, get yourself together now)                     
even the blinds are too much for my (cause you can change, it’s reha8 time)
eyes

to slowly suffer (and you been tryna get her tho)
is but the last way of teaching your life (she is the same old)

dissolving sunburns (coping mechanism)
i feel my heart can’t withstand this (getting hurt is what you miss)
fuckup (you goin full blown emo shit)

but you’re too scared of losing your hookups (need to control your emotions)
got a blind spot for true love (yuh)

[verse 4: unequipped]

back to basics
and i know that things are changing
but i hope that you will stay and maybe try and figure things out

(inhale)

i learned my lesson but i wanna expand on it
i got a plan and i hope you'll understand why i

do the things i do and learn i want what's best for you
i know you got what it takes i know you're respectable
but i've done all that i can do,
i rest my case
i just hope it doesn't blow up in your face.

REHA8 w/ unequipped

[verse 1: unequipped]

and it's
bout time,
back to the blueprint
it's everyday
had to bask in the new shit
but
it's in the past
can't
wait for the future, n then i'll
find peace when it's over and done

now like

new song,
who woulda thought that
we'd be the ones in your ears, but it's alright
cause
hold your tongue, got info for ya
there's a
lot more, we talkin' in-ven-tory

and i

got plans
me and matt with the bidness
i'm overhead cause i'm lightweight too, bitch

but it's

all part of the plan
got my finger on the upload,
get me a stan and i

and i

[SWITCHUP]

[verse 2: bruhons]

got so inspired that i thought of retiring
couldn't put this shit on paper
couldn't get it all dialed in
just the way i wanted to
but in the future i'll be able to

if i keep grinding i can tie these ends together
remember
that all i strive for is to be remembered
i strengthen my skills
to kill
that bad mood
aiming to help when all of us are tying our noose

woah

me and quip are gonna unequip your lack of serotonin
take a dip into the songs you skipped and we will get you goin
get a grip of all the somber shit and you can catch the flow if
you aint quick with layin down the bricks,
the past will make you homesick

[bridge 1: unequipped]

sleep alone and
just one more time
aye
need a home but
i'll stay outside
when
you come over
sleepin' over
under the stars
yeah
when i'm around you feel like i'm on mars

i'm
done with this shit that's on top cause
i feel like at any point i'll drop so
i'll
bask in your attention while i have it
yeah
who knew this could even fuckin'
fuckin' happen

[bridge 2: bruhons]

wakin' up you told me to leave and 
i stayed a fortnight to forwardly 
condescend to your sense of sanity
cause you hide your mind and it's mysteries

and those motherfuckers don't interest me
i'd father fuck you like i'm daddy
but all in all it's just fantasies
cause the thought of you puts my mind at ease
yeah

and i was thinking
maybe my mindset is a bit too toxic 
if i let you boss me around

and i should take a step back
and back doo-o-oo-ooo-own

[bridge 3: bruhons]

sleep together
just you and i
aye
need a home but
you'll stay at mine
till
you get sober

[unequipped & bruhons]

give me closure
peace to my mind
yea
i've learned to grow without you by my side

home:bound w/ unequipped

[verse 1: unequipped]

i been i been thinkin a lot
bout my choices and decisions that i made and i thought
if i made it i could share all of my wealth with the lot
and be important and stuff
but i know what i got
and i know it's enough

[chorus 1: unequipped]

workin till i can't no more
workin till i can't no more, goddamn,
i been workin till i can't no more
workin till i can't no more
everyday i been

[verse 2: unequipped]

thinkin bout the prices i've paid
if it's worth it or not
if i've earned what i've made
in this inglorious spot
tell me things that i know
all i've wanted to hear
but it's not what i want
i'm surrounded by fear

[SWITCHUP]

[verse 3: bruhons]

blah blah don't you wanna take a break tho?
stretch your legs out surrounded by sounds on the seashore
and
you been lazy yeah you know you can grow but
perfecting your music up to your standards - man, that ain't possible

let me tell you facts
let me tell you what
you could be if you worked as much as you're capable of
that
music you listen to most often
took ten times as much shit music for them to get to, producing is fucking hard,
so

[chorus 2: bruhons]

don't compare yourself to people on another level
don't compare yourself to people on another level
don't compare yourself to people on another level
don't compare yourself to people
cause your mind is evil

don't compare yourself to people that are on another level
instead
see how you're equal
to them
and take care of your mental
health
alright?
cause your mind is evil

evil
[SWITCHUP]

[verse 4: DAIS]

ill be the next one to kill myself inside a living room
my environment got me feeling like a living tomb
. . .
im so scared to be alone
i'll be like seven different dudes callin your number from a payphone
p i c k u p

i won't sleep until im soho
gotta feel deprivation like goddamn its a
cold
blow
there's still a couple things i don't know
but i will manage to talk outta my ass

separated from family
feelin like wayco(? uh dais)
am i too depressing or am i just untalented?
i'm not gonna think about my fuckups
where's my halo?
where the fuck is my uh
i got no reason to remotely sound arrogant

sit the fuck down
i said

i said
sit the fuck down

i said

LIGHTWEIGHT w/ unequipped

[verse 1: unequipped]

i-i-i been really stressin'
all this shit
in my head, think i learned my fuckin' lesson
aye
yuh, xannies are a blessing
mix it with a couple percs
got me on a cloud eleven

[verse 2: bruhons]

a-a-a-ain't no way i'm comin' down
feelin' like i'm outta bounds
bounce around these fuckin' towns
ooh!
city tour we underground
i done found my fuckin' sound
comin' down i took some broooownies

[verse 3: unequipped}

wait, wait, what the fuck you mean?
got you trippin' of the bean
and i'm singin' billie jean

[bruhons]

got this crystal and it's clean
coughin' up some jelly beans
ion like your energy

[unequipped & bruhons]

imma pull up with my team

[SWITCHUP]

[chorus: unequipped & bruhons]

you've been on my mind so much but i don't mind
haven't had the time, so i'll just hit rewind
haven't slept in nights, my days are far less bright
wanna know the truth about those other guys

[verse 4: unequipped]

this the last time that you getting what you want
thought i told you that i mind what the fuck you overlook
cause
it's been hard yeah i know that you ain't been thinkin straight
but
all my time's been devoted to fillin' empty spaces

[verse 5: bruhons]

everything making sense, i don't know what clicked
thought i lost my inspiration on some anxious shit
but as long as i'm impatient i'll be taking trips
it's a long haul when you don't know where the fuck it is

[SWITCHUP]

w h y   d o   i   h a v e   a   f e e l i n g   i ' v e   b e e n   h e r e   b e f o r e ?

[verse 6: bruhons & unequipped]

just say what the fuck you want, cause i love you

say what the fuck you want, cause i love you

just say what the fuck you want, cause i love you

[unequipped]

say, say, say, say whachu want

[bruhons & unequipped]

say what the fuck you want, cause i love you

[unequipped]

say what the fuck, say what the fuck
you want

[bruhons & unequipped]

just say what the fuck you want

just say what the fuck you want

[unequipped]

say the fuck, the fuck, the fuck
you want

bittersweet w/ unequipped

hedgehog goes on a trip

at first i wrote this to vent, but in the end it turned out very vibey, i hope you enjoy :) x

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