Its been one helluva year since i last heard this 

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by @taylorkingmusic

lyrics:

how u wanna do this
i been in advance 
i been working i been moving

people going stupid
party got a molly plug
everybody too lit

numbers say im growing
i just get ideas then i put them all in motion
feel it flowing smooth

drop top roof
hot box bentley
only going up broke boys keep filling with jealousy, envy
running through veins
white ash on the blunt high grade
while u promoting ur shit i bang out a tape
we are not the same

bitch u will never be like me
get out of my psyche
u must have been bumping like all my old shit cause u sounding just like me

these rappers that like me, bite me
if u wanna get at me, fight me
pull up on me and ignite me
if u want it dirty then sprite me

i got pains inside my chest when i breathe
i should really get a vape but that shit gonna cost me
im broke as fuck i dropped a rack on balmain jeans
i dont know why cause that shit so damn ugly

how u wanna do this
i been in advance 
i been working i been moving

numbers say im growing
i just get ideas then i put them all in motion
feel it flowing smooth

dont invite ur friends if u tell me u wanna see me
i dont like em dont u get it fuck theyre ur friends for a reason
i dont need em if u wanna u can skip our plans and see em
to be honest i was gonna hit u up and say im sleepin

grey goose orange 
in some fresca 
in a stainless steel bottle 
take a shot 
take a sip 
and swallow 
and im gone now
look around 
everything
in slow mo 
its home time
lets get out
i really think we should go now

how u wanna do this
i been in advance 
i been working i been moving

numbers say im growing
i just get ideas then i put them all in motion
feel it flowing smooth

drop top roof
hot box bentley
only going up broke boys keep filling with jealousy envy
running through veins
white ash on the blunt high grade
while u promoting ur shit i bang out a tape
we are not the same

drop top roof
hot box bentley
only going up broke boys keep filling with jealousy envy
running through veins
white ash on the blunt high grade
while u promoting ur shit i bang out a tape
we are not the same

envy (prod. taylor king)

produced by nicholas allan found at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChXjXO9F6i4O8fnrQc1lpzA/about

lyrics:

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

watching the process of falling
in love with a person other than me
i dont think i can handle this
but ill unconditionally
love you, even if its not me,
with you, even if you hate me,
i just wanna see you happy
thats been helping me breathe
baby

come back and grind your body on mine
we kiss we hitting our teeth
bit lips until they would bleed
we'd strip and take off the sheets
lights on she said she wanna see love making
youll come round eventually
you can be as late as you please
they can build my grave with two seats
baby

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

my home (prod. nicholas allan)

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
MIXED BY https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
MASTERED BY ME & https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
PRODUCTION & ARTWORK BY ME

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (feat. 9TAILS)

9TAILS <3

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (FEAT. 9TAILS)

I PRESENT TO YOU: ASTRO1998.
THANK YOU FOR THE CONTINUED SUPPORT.
I GIVE YOU MY BEST WORK SO FAR.
THANK YOU, AND I LOVE YOU ALL.

SHOUTOUT: 
https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/scottysplash
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

ACTRESS//4LIFE W/ SEWERPERSON (prod. GodzaRt And urban nerd beats)

lyrics: 

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

swim through the dark and i made it right back
nights on the porch smoking on some blue pack
31st to the 4th i could never change that
cough sounding horse felt my lungs turn black

turn from the door stepping on the fall leaves
everythings forever if u make urself believe
from the bong huolon blowing out a blueberry
every time im too gone it seem ur always calling me

come slow down its alright now
silent sounds baby quiet down
i told u its alright now
shame it broke down u cant hide now

tall green grass i need to lie down
days that stretch on past sundown
off of my chest i cant find out
if what we promised would still apply now

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

make believe (nevrfall)

listen to sewerperson he made this song!!! @sewerperson @sewerperson @sewerperson

was on the brown ep, before he changed it to cedar

my upload is the original leak. back in march 2019 miles uploaded this and then deleted it within 5 minutes but I got it downloaded. i kept it to myself to see if miles would drop the song again, he never did so i released it myself for others to enjoy.

brown

sewerperson - crunch the #'s [LEAK](boyfifty x seph got the waves)

9tails - I Cant See Anything (prod GHXST)

Dont Say That! (scottysplash)

10pm in your bedroom.
Producer: KyG Beats
Producer YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRYI4keSzjfqbH9du4HbtHA
Ft. https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

lyrics:

MusicByRev:
10 PM in your bedroom
didnt know that it would come to
What I feel at this time
Pain is coming
No way I can hide

Sewerperson:
painted in sute my fingers trace these lines
what i give for one more night
i mean  its just one more time
then im giving up
i miss that feeling

think im better off alone
i dont wanna talk unless i got to
she told me when you back inside the city imma haunt you
i like it better on my own
its not that i dont love you
i told her id take care of it she said to me i trust you

last time
was the last time for the third time
i think u encourage it she said its in her birth sign
yuh
better slow down when passing by these landmines yuh
i dodge her and she get me on the landline yuh

MusicByRev:
Can you see my pain tonight
Say it’ll get better over time
Can you see these thoughts of mine
Lost my hope while I cry

I don’t know but I’m going through it
Pour it all away 
I wish I could prove it
Give my all but you see through it
problems are a void and I can’t remove it

Tried so hard but I can’t do it
Need another chance
But you won’t do that
Tried to find another way
But I blew that
Now I’m afraid of my future

10 PM in your bedroom
didnt know that it would come to
What I feel at this time
Pain is coming
No way I can hide

10pm ft. sewerperson

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

https://linktr.ee/brutall

https://open.spotify.com/user/21csh0gwoh8o7r5sbb5fmgmv3?si=CfxRL6pRQt-Bj99Q1zAgyQ

9tails - I Cant See Anything (prod GHXST)

Brutall

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