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Shodely - envy (prod by creestie)

thankyou to everyone i know it doesnt look like much but the support i get on my tracks means a ton to me. thanks for all the love <3

lyrics: 

i just wanna ball
i just wanna fuck
i just wanna sip
i just wanna cheque

i just wanna bash
i just wanna love
i just wanna smash
i just want neck

nobody knows how im feeling you
kissing my lip and you bite it too
feelings i drown in the alchohol
i get too deep in this adderal

3 to the face i feel magical 
my girl just called me an animal
smelling the skins of these shrooms ya
eating the flesh like im hannibal

i just black out
every night its all out
i dont want no damn clout
i just want some fucking help

all this weight i fucking felt
i just keep it to myself
like why we never going out
you just taking off my belt

is that your man he outside 
pronto i get in my ride 
fuck its like 2 in the night
why he gon ruin the night

i hit that shit in july
bet that i made her my side
that girl took me by suprise
im calling her every night

i cant win
i dont work
i cant talk
off a perc

i just blow on my purp
i just sip on my surp

all these pills
they dont work
got no drive
on this earth

i just sit in my room
grip a mic get to work

i just wanna ball
i just wanna fuck
i just wanna sip
i just wanna cheque

i just wanna bash
i just wanna love
i just wanna smash
i just want neck

i jus wanna (prod. excedi)

produced by @idealismus

this track is completely non-profit

lyrics:

the comedown
nothing good happens in the come down

u are now hearing bout the come down
slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked

u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok
i just wanna pull up rolls royce now
but life just didnt work out that way

life just didnt work out that way

slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked
u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok

homie wake up at four
10 alarms said 8
but i been up all night and soon enough ill be up all day
working hard no pay
i dont care it feels great
accomplishments im glad i made

living the dream and the dream way too lucid
all of my fans said they knew i would do it
im never stopping so dont get it twisted
im sorry but music is over the mrs

808 earthquake
am i always sad no way
sacrifices by drake
hell nah i feel great

u are now hearing bout the come down
slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked

u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok
i just wanna pull up rolls royce now
but life just didnt work out that way

the comedown (prod. idealism)

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

ash in my lungs hard to breath
gloss grey m4 two seats
imma hit the gas and rip this fuckin lullaby
im finessing up until the day i gotta die

in the back of the function getting stupid high
could you say that shit again because im hella fried
getting up and socializing would be suicide
i just want a quarter pounder meal, 
but get it supersized
im feeling good tonight 
sitting out back at a friends house
in the deck lights

pool water keep reflecting off the moonglow
tequila shots in the patio
usually the time is slow when its a shit time
but its great and its slo mo

no please no photos
just memories you could see the best view
its the best when you got no one tryna best you
cause they just wishin for the best you

ash in my lungs hard to breath
gloss grey m4 two seats
imma hit the gas and rip this fuckin lullaby
im finessing up until the day i gotta die

ash in my lungs hard to breath
gloss grey m4 two seats
imma hit the gas and rip this fuckin lullaby
im finessing up until the day i gotta die

patio (prod. Idealism)

9TAILS - Diamonds On My Neck (Prod. Skel)

wraith - https://soundcloud.com/wraith
Song was deleted but it was one of my favorites..

wraith - why do I still call you knowing you won't answer w/ 9TAILS

blue cheese (lee)

lyrics:

all the vision i lost 
light flashing behind me
dead animals
hard minerals blind me
i feel it now
i feel u beside me
dont leave me now
its horrible timing
blowin gas pack
big cup this shit is slimy
big birkin bag
big louis print nikes
off white the shell
winter molecules blind me
dont leave me now
its horrible timing

match on the belt and the burberry scarf
its a lot to ingest you should eat in the car
250 the dash and im going to mars
lungs filled with ash and im speaking in tar

now its 5 in the morning and where r u at
off the pack im gettin loose at the flick of the match
i hear voices in the phone i could swear this shit tapped
soon i slam down a fifth now she throwin it back

i bet u do this all the time
said im special
thats a lie
said im city
ya i try
i got ice
in my eyes
all these words
outta line
can i stay
another night
no u cant
in the lyft
floor the gas
hit the box
now she stamped

we know its all new
i should never have phone u
shit i barely call u
i hate u
im spose u
but somethin bout the old u
intrigue me
its easy
to ghost u
but photos we takin
remind me i love u

all the vision i lost 
light flashing behind me
dead animals
hard minerals blind me
i feel it now
i feel u beside me
dont leave me now
its horrible timing
blowin gas pack
big cup this shit is slimy
big birkin bag
big louis print nikes
off white the shell
winter molecules blind me
dont leave me now
its horrible timing

dead animals (nevrfall)

vision 

9TAILS - Vision

had a blast making this, beat was made by me. also the vocals :)

Lyrics 


Issues:

I’ve been dealing with these issues 
on my own
But i’ve been runnin in circles 
tryna find my home
Well i’ve been missing something
But i dont know
But i find hope every time 
you text my phone

If seen you up
And i’ce seen you down
But now its hard to tell
Coz you’re not around
You lift my face

And you look so cute 
In your raincoat
Waiting for spring
But its the same snow
Different ocean
In the same boat
Different song but same tempo

Breathe deep
And eventually you’ll come to see
All the different option
You life will bring
Everyone’s different but we’re still the same breed
All of us are climbing up the same tree

Issues

9tails - Onyx Clouds (prod. Young Taylor)

Hope you enjoy the new song! big thanks to @itsnvrmnd and @khareel for doing such an amazing job on this, be sure to go check them out! 
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/6JrzNNzyZDZCaRyShSbvMd?si=MgwT87hpQYuyhTEwCkWqMg

Lyrics:
NVR/MND

Yeah
It's not your fault that i say i change but stay the same
it's not your fault that i'm holding on to past mistakes

You know that i've fallen all my life, but i don't mind

if you want me gone, cuz i say i'm sorry
and you tell me that it's all okay if i'm around

and if you tell me to go i'll take my leave
but i just wanna let you know
that you'll find everything but peace

and i just wanna know when we'll be back
the way we once were before we all started to crack
High school summers were so care free
life hits hard you see

cuz i just want you to know
baby i lost my mind
and i don't really know when i'll be back
cuz i've been off my grind

Khareel:
I waited, for you to say
"I changed my mind, i changed my ways"
What a waste, every moonrise hey
That's not fair
Coz all my days
Were dark as grey

I lashed out, last year
We we're never friends
But i wrote letters dear
It's not the hair nor the face
Coz your words,
Are smartly done, i gave away
Cowardly nice, i hide away
I sincerely hope you're okay
You're on my mind, that's not right.

Moonrise Ft. NVR/MND & Khareel

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

listen on spotify!

big boys don't cry (prod. con)

go follow @lilskeleskrrt & @diamoonofnhg rn or else

sui ~
emberz fall
the crackle of the campfire
let the smoke fill the sky
cover up all the past life
run away through the night
dont look back again
cause its to painful
focus on the future
if there is one
for me in this world
maybe one day
everything will be ok

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

skele ~

nothing for me here in this place
thinking ab days that i wish i could i erase
and i know that you look down on me
im a disgrace
ive been pushed right to the edge
you can see it on my face
emberz falling from the sky
reminiscing ab you and i
baby i cant bear to see you cry
ill be waiting in another life

sui ~

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

calm down w/ skele ~ [p. diamoon]

[prod. Dead Spyro] @deadspyro

Lyrics:
[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before

[Kais]
do u even think of me?
Im not who you want me to be and I know 
think of things we’d see
I know you cant do that, im already jus a memory

time dont fly by,
i feel like im stuck in your eyes
why do you use a disguise
I crumble to pieces at night

[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before

Crumble Into Pieces ft. Kais

lyrics:

war
i feel so fucked up
i go to touch base with the brick tile floor
sore
i couldnt wake up for 70 days
after could you tell me bout before
i lift my face up from rubble and soot
and im now 10 foot 4
im breaking down doors
i try to wake up but when i rub my eyes i can feel em get 
sore
she take off her make up n i like her even more
but im on grind
id shit and piss inside the studio if it could save time
man i really dont mind
i cough up my energy and water my eyes
only time that i cry
its raining in my brain but my pen is so right
i could take my time

uh uh uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh uh uh
i could try put it in words
but you dont know how this feels
i have not lived this life
ion know how to pop the seals
i had spent three whole nights
fighting this thru my will
i will not pour that drink
it might suppress these pills
and i can not afford that hurt
so i dont recognize its real
ion know how to just chill
i dont have that skill
baby can u hold my heart
people done broke it apart
passed out dead in the park
still i come alive in the art
if i fail i get left
i cant deal with regret
i got air in my chest
i got pain in my breath
i got fire in my lungs
i got red on my thumbs
i got snot in my nose
and i got flesh on my tongue
i got three types of tooth
i got scales but its smooth
still you hide in my speech
you cant handle the truth

war / homecoming (eric godlow)

💘💋shipkalover mortuary💋💘
⭐️🌸supermodel/superstar🌸⭐️

9tails - Onyx Clouds (prod. Young Taylor)

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