SAD!

Lyrics: 
Keepin to myself 
Putting my thoughts on a shelf
Can I deal with what I’ve delt 
Losing feelings that I felt 
Heart like ice cream, let it melt 
Shit won’t ever taste the same 
No, there’s no one else to blame 
Let it rot, another stain
On my brain like “I don’t know” 
Holding nothing but a cone
Wishing love wasn’t at home 
Hope my cover wasn’t blown 
There’s a fungus in my soul 
Break it down and let it go 
This my bitch, she ain’t a hoe
Tho my mind won’t let me know
They say ignorance is bliss 
But I really wanna know 
Who you talkin, on the phone 
Never mind, I let it go 
You ain’t gotta prove yourself 
It’s my job to hate myself 
Or to live and let it go
I don’t wanna let you know 
When the feelings start to change 
I got no one else to blame 
I been feeling kinda lame 
Talk to me about the rain 
Like we did just yesterday 
To distract me from myself 
Putting my thoughts on a shelf 
I been feeling kinda trapped 
Nothing gay, but that’s a fact

Ice Cream

Lyrics:
I know I know
Just how it goes
You want another go
Girl I’ve been hurt before

I do t really know what the issue is 
I just know that I love you
Been a minute since I’ve had a chance to hold you
And I know it’s wrong 
To know I led you on
To feel like I’m the one
Been gone for way too long

IKIK (feat. Lil Taco)

Lyrics:
I know myself, I run and hide
If I loved myself, then I wouldn’t mind 
Every day, it never change
And everyday I survive 

Ever listen to a song and then just think of the vibe
I don’t wanna see you mourning when you know that I’ve died 
Baby don’t try
You won’t survive 
Maybe tonight
But baby, don’t try for life

HIDE

Nobody Cares

Take the Pain (feat. Lil Taco)

Just another day
Feel nothing 
Feel nothing 
Gotta find a way 
Do something 
Do something 
Oh I Hate the way you feel in when you find out

Another Day

Listen

I’m holding on. This song is nothing subliminal. I usually leave room for interpretation but not this time.

Art by : Nicole Lizarraga @nicoles_demo

Holdin On.DEMO

FUCK ME (Prod. Peril)

ON THE WIRE

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/i-just-need-some-time/1371200921?i=1371201196

https://open.spotify.com/album/06YfxyURJJ5QjAMHmoZJ9S?si=4CNl-tWUT_mBFr3698TQaw

you know I hate it when you come to me 
I'm just in love with all the things you do
it's true, I hate the fact you complete me
but then you go sleep with some other dude

I've had, had some to think about last time, think about last time 

oh if I could think of all the times that you fucked me up
all the nights that I spent, just to fill my cup 
I probably shouldnt be wasting my money on the club
Or taking money from my parents just to buy some bud
oh if I can think of all the times that I've tried your love
I gave you so many chances, guess that's not enough
and I gave you so much shit, I gave you so much stuff
but you know DAMN right I didn't buy your love

you know I hate it when I fell for you because you know that you belong to me I know I hurt you but you hurt me too just know that I just need some time for me

I Just Need Some Time... (prod. BluntedBeatz)

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/bust-down/1396378450?i=1396379026

https://open.spotify.com/album/4sUtDxBZjtJvy29uXYWfgv?si=qXVUVKMkQ1maQ8suxygyGA

I had this girl, she let me bust down
i said baby let me bust out
she told me that she came from up town, H Town
she say she love the way my beat sound
she say she only wanna fuck 'round 
when she come over she a freak now
you gonna hear me bust a beat instead of drowning in my tears, im differently from all my friends and family and all my peers

i dont wanna see...

Chinese Japanese, dirty knees, look at these
green beans collard greens, thats the shit i wanna eat
nah im just playing i just know that you're the one for me
well if its not meant to be than please dont be my enemy

bitch, ima run straight to the car jack it
ride around im safe from you all, trapped in
i know where you have been all the times you were out with your friends AAAAH

i dont wanna see... her

its a shame i dont belive her
if you wanna get with me you gotta do that shit right 
if you just wanna fuck around then shit ill be alright

i dont wanna see...

ive been tryna escape all the walls ive been trapped in
afterall im safe from you all, ive been trapped in

Bust Down (prod. MJ Konaté)

don’t cry you’ll pull right though it 
I know things get too lucid 
you’re strong for scarred and wounded 
don’t get your mind polluted
some people call me stupid 
but they can’t make good music
I saw the path I took it and I won’t look back into it 
I love my fans to prove it 
I don’t care if I’ve fallen down 
had a dream that I would sing right in front of a crowd
then I would start tearing up cuz everyone around me 
would sing my lyrics back to me like if they finally found me
then when I’m done I go back stage and everyone surround me 
“MAVERICK you did it again!!” but this shit ain’t about me 
I do this for my supporters cuz I feel they are my family 

not for you
for myself 
I’ll put my thoughts on a shelf
dark thoughts shared with no one else
god knows my sins sadly too well 
not for you
this just for me 
I’m here to give you company 
why is my mind a mystery 
I know life’s full of misery

Sincerely, MAVERICK (prod. Tundra Beatz)

you traumatize me 
you traumatize me 
you hypnotize me 
you hypnotize me 
then you sympathize for all the pain you caused inside me 
there’s no wonder how you make it easy when you lie to me

Hypnotized. (prod. Yondo)

https://youtu.be/fJfsiXhLDSk
RIP XXX 
You meant everything to me, you inspired my music career, you made me realize being different was okay. Legends never die, this was my first song I created after your passing and it never gets easier, I hope to live on your legacy of grunge type music and I hope you live though my music as well. LONG LIVE PRINCE X. 
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/pride-single/1436031984

PRIDE (prod. Con)

GHOST *nav type beat*

it’s in my head, just take a hit and play pretend 
quit thinking everyone around you is your friend
I’m sinking deeper than the hole you put me in 
my overthinking happens when I get defensive 
I pray to god one day that you would learn your lesson 
but babe I doubt it, pride won’t let me go to heaven
what if I pray a little harder, would you listen?
I change my life, forgive my sins, but did I mention...
that there’s this girl that she’s so beautiful, a blessing 
but all the shit she put me though, she got me stressing 
and not to mention that our lives were so depressing 
when I’m alone I like to do my own reflections
when you’re alone you just could not stand the rejection

I know you do not love me 
you’ve just got anxiety 
you use me for my affection but I can’t span your attention
you thrive off of my affection but i can’t span your attention

Anxiety. (Prod. Yasuu)

Short song I love to put on repeat when I go to sleep, or I’ll put it mid blunt.🤷‍♂️ just a “in my feels” song.

I Can’t See The Love... (prod. MISERY)

:(: stfu :): (feat. Killerr Ice)(prod. Con)

Ocean Of Sharks 🦈

Why?

Life or Death

In The End...

WAVE 🌊

Message to the past: I miss the old me.

Dusse. (Prod. Con)

Took A Walk.

things, not right, yeah
I don't wanna fight, yeah
shouting in the dark (shining in the dark)
when you tryna see the light yeah

Light. (INCOMPLETE, as it will stay)

Love Lost Soldier

Rooftop

i know how it feels to be alone
i write how how i feel so that you don't, feel so alone. so alone.

Alone.

Save that Kodak
I know you wouldn’t say that
I’ll hold that
Come back, I know that, I know you wouldn’t come back, come back!
I just wanna let you know that.
Does he know that you still listen to me?
Your name’s still on my list of the ones who hear me
So sad, so sad.. wait not sad; so MAD!

Yeah, shit is crazy, how you feel?
I told you I don’t wanna deal with ya 
How can I tell you I’m Foreel?
Surreal, I don’t care about a deal 
I just love the way you talk to me, talk to me
You’re the only thing that’s right with me, what’s wrong with me?

MAD!

Out of this world, down to earth (cover art)

lyrics:
Take the one
by the hand
just a running gun
not a fan
i dont know
whats the plan
take the fall but dont you land
just a running gun
not the one in love
just the fun in lust
no plan
am i not enough?
did you find your love? 
did you ffind out he's no man? 

How strong do you feel?
setting new things in the end 
how strong do you feel?
setting new things in the end

my faith is not so fond of me
i feel it right in front of me
cant take the way you wanna make 
cant take the way you wanna now
now, now
you wanna scream it loud, loud, loud
go 'head and make it loud, loud, loud
go 'head and make it loud
go 'head and make it loud
go ahead and make it!

nobody can hear you
even in the dark, no one can see you
i dont wanna try, no less, to beat you
even if you cry, no one can feel you try

nobody can hear you
even in the dark, no one can see you
i dont wanna try, no less, to beat you
even if you cry, no one can feel you...

LOUD!

baby, im not the one to love
I trust, but not enough
I got a feeling , that its coming on
I don't wanna feel another one (x2)

I don't wanna feel another one
can't you see, that I've been feeling numb
get your bottles, get your glasses up
its gonna be a long road till we're done
its gonna be a long road, have some fun
even if it aint, no holding on
I don't wanna promise that you're holding on...
💐🌺🌼

TRUST.

NON FINITO

MAVERICK 2000 | MILLENNIU MAV￼
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I write how I feel so that you don’t feel so alone.

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