clairo - how did i ever (slowed + reverb)

im not the boy i used to be (slowed)

unfinished draft from december

lyrics:

who am i to want control
just trying to seek
solace in a black hole
discovering
i am an inferno

3:15 am i'm trying to get better
killing time is no way to grow old
afraid i'll close my eyes to another nightmare
so i'll paint over it
with a picture of a meadow

3:15 am

♡ deftones - be quiet and drive (far away) ♡ (slowed + reverbed)

VACATIONS - Young || Slowed + Reverb ||

i wish you would tell me things
we kiss and then you go your own way
you pull me in,
still want an apology
i don't know why
but i did it, to make you happy

so i'm back here again  
and i already know  
that i should go

i text you i'm leaving
and i drive myself home 
if I go, will you promise not to hate me

running low on sympathy
you say that you're too good for me

apology

I’m breathing fading lines, blurred and cruel
Trapped in your buckshot eyes, a cruel soft hue
I can’t recall where we broke
My dear, don’t unspool me
Can I call it all a joke?
And you-
Just stay here and undo me

I don’t know where we start or end
My dear, don’t unspool me
In you, I find my shape again
My dear, say you didn't fool me

Green grows where our bodies once lay, was it true?
You wear your quiet prize, masking through

I know you are heaven sent
My dear, don’t unspool me
By you, stitched back to shape again
My dear, say you didn't fool me

Oh, what a waste—your heaven turns to splinters, always
Oh, what a way—to be bound to your hunger, your ache
Oh, what a way—to be guarding a heaven you made
Oh, what a place—you erase

I’m breathing fading lines, blurred and cruel
Trapped in your buckshot eyes, a cruel soft hue

im not the boy i used to be (slowed)

✞

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