Ur on the outside looking in
I hate the taste, but I love the feeling I get
I dont feel like him
But baby, he’s the closest u might ever get

Maybe I don’t wanna start again
That doesn’t mean that ur not in my head
I can’t remember what u said
But I remember how it went 

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

The inside never felt so permanent
Ur outside wondering what could’ve been
And I wish I could save u but I can’t 
Ur on ur own now and I know how that can get :/

And when ur lips still taste of gin
The way u move ur hips like that again I stress
With u it seems I never win
All of my tears will surely shed :,(

U want me dancin intimate
I’ll dance around it once again
I’ll feel much better about it
When u start taking off ur dress ;)

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Beat produced by grayskies
Vocals & mixing by chemicalfarm
111 ‪♡‬ : )

wtf are we doing *p. grayskies*

Carter Tomorrow x Aiden Hilton - Bad News (Prod. Splashgvng)

Dead Flowers

Prod. by HottRoundz
https://hypeddit.com/hellraizer/slavetothepain

Lyrics:
I keep fallin' for the lies, every time it's the same
Thought I'd learn from the ashes, but I'm stuck in the flame
There's never enough time, it's a dangerous game
Like I'm searchin' for the hurt, but I'm already in pain

Her touch is a venom, got my soul intertwined
It's a habit, I'm trapped in the madness, confined
Poison in disguise, but I've always been blind
A nightmare on repeat like I'm losin' my mind

I know it's wrong, but I crave the collision
Like I'm locked in a cell, a self-made prison
Love turned to a war, now I'm hooked on the tension
I should break away, but I'm stuck in submission

All the red flags, I ignored all the signs
Now I'm chained to the pain, it's forever all mine
It's a twisted conviction, I'm alive in the crime
Guess I'm drawn to the darkness every single time

Slave to the pain, I can't escape
Locked inside this twisted fate
Fallin' for the fire, drawn to hate
Why do I let love suffocate

I'm a slave to the pain, every day
Can't break me free, can't find my way
Try and burn me down, I'll still remain
Chase away the storm but still it rains

Caught up in a cycle, I keep runnin' in circles
Thought she was an angel, but she's twisted and hurtful
Wrapped in her chains, now I'm feelin' the burden
I have to break away, get this weight off my shoulder

I'll never escape, pain's the only thing I know
I've been lost in the pull so long I can't let it go
Stuck in a hurricane, but I walk in the storm
Addicted to the pain, it's become the norm

Why do I chase what I know's gonna kill me
Find comfort in the chaos, I've lost my sanity
A prisoner to the thrill, eyes wide shut
No matter how I try I'll never make the cut

Eyes wide open, as I walk through the flames
Like a moth drawn in, why do I play these games
Lies got me blinded and tied down in chains
The rush it gives keeps me a slave to the pain

Slave to the pain, I can't escape
Locked inside this twisted fate
Fallin' for the fire, drawn to hate
Why do I let love suffocate

I'm a Slave to the pain, every day
Can't break free, can't find my way
Burn me down, I'll still remain
Why do I chase the storm and rain

Sick obsession, I'm a fiend for the hurt
I know it's a curse, but I still make it work
Love is a weapon, and I'm friends with the blade
Let it slice through my soul, let it darken the shade

Slave to the pain, I don't run from the heat
I just bathe in the flames, let it burn underneath
Twisted affliction, and I feed on the thrill
I'm addicted to the danger, I'm obsessed with the kill

Maybe it's fear, maybe it's comfort in the madness
Maybe I'm stuck in a loop of this sadness
I know it's all broken, but it's all that I know
I keep chasin' the pain, never lettin' it go

Slave to the damage, it makes me feel alive
But I'm drownin' in the flames every time I survive
Maybe I'm a fool, but I thrive in the pain
Slave to the hurt, ‘til it drives me insane

Slave to the Pain

quick with the cut FEAT. Mulipipi

GREAF

i'm sorry i misinterpreted our friendship [prod. greaf]

lyrics:

same small town with the same old bullshit
everybody hate me but they dont show it
made ten stacks and these hoes tryn' hold it
baby hold on i cant fucking focus
breaking down but aint nobody notice
i been on my own lil bear shawty been broken 
angel from hell i think your bitch think im precious
that bitch aint say a word i think i left her breathless
i been through some shit so go ahead and try me
running from problems like my first name nike
i dont go to parties cuz nobody invite me 
and you can tell your boyfriend stop tryna be like me

broken heart tattoo cuz i miss you
everytime we fell apart i would fix you
now im on my own in my bedroom
thinking bout the times that we used to have
imma go to hell and back just to get you back
counting up these racks while im wearing black
fucking up my stacks then i make it back
hit the plug back boy im spending that
ive been smoking thrax thought i told you that
hit the devil back tell her that i love her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna fuck her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna love her 
i would sell my soul for you
put me in a hole for you
6 feet under cuz of you
6 feet under just for you

hell and back (feat. lilbearshawty)

Lyrics:

Hey there you
Baby make me sane
The way these drugs do
Flowin through my veins
When I think bout you
Shouldn’t have told you
That I love you
Shouldn’t have told you
That I trust you
Shouldn’t have told you
That I miss you
Baby do you miss me too
I really hope you do
The shit I’m goin through
The shit you put me through

Hey there you 
Baby girl wassup
Codeine in my cup 
Baby I be swerving baby 
Sometimes I don’t give a fuck 
I don’t give a fuck 
I just wanna be numb 
Baby tell me what u want I can get that shit in a heartbeat 
Just don’t harm me
Feel my heart beat 
This how I be 
Hey there you walking there do you love me
Hey there you stand in there are you above me?
Hey there you

quick with the cut FEAT. Mulipipi

sh0rty bl4ir

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